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591 pages, Kindle Edition
Published August 12, 2025
“I’m so happy you’re here, Josefine.”
He stares at me like I'm his most prized possession, something delicate, something important to him. And I hate that because I'm not special, yet he makes me feel like I am.
“I care so deeply for you and it’s not because of how we met. I care for you more than I care about anything or anyone. I need you to understand that I’d do anything for you. I need you to understand that I don’t regret what I did and wouldn’t change anything about it.”
“Please stay you. I like your soft heart. You have this thing where you see the good in things. I don't want that to change about you.”
“Say something to me,” I say before he gets the chance to get a word out.
“Sto facendo di tutto per non baciarti in questo momento.”
“I needed this. I needed you,” he murmurs against my chest, the deep rasp of his voice vibrating against me.
“It’s just a hug,” I heedlessly reply.
“A hug that came from you. This is all I wanted.”
“Because, Josefine, you’ve rewired the way I feel touch. Touching anyone that isn’t you feels overwhelming and so wrong. It’s like my brain can’t process that it’s not you. I don’t know how to make sense of that but I don’t want to touch anyone that isn’t you. You’re incomparable.
“You’re a big deal to me, so I’m going to make it one. And I want you to be clingy, just for once, be clingy for me, Jos.”
He's only staring at me like I'm everything he's prayed for.
She gives me an okay sign, her eyes shining with mirth.
Dios, no tengo suficientes palabras para explicar qué tan hermosa es.
“Please, Josefine, just say it once. Only once, that’s all I want. Please say it,” he pleads incessantly and then switches to Spanish. My weakness.
“Por favor dímelo. Nomás una vez. Hago lo que tú quieras.”
I cup his cheek, rubbing slow, gentle circles. “You’re not alone, Daniel.” And I’ve never felt more seen. But does he feel seen? “I’m here,” I opt for saying instead of asking.
His eyes have always been so bright; I never noticed the shadow hiding behind them. It feels like a stage lighting tech, who makes sure the spotlight is on everyone, making sure they’re getting enough of it while he stands in the background. The shadows.
“I know fate is real. I know because you exist.”