What do you think?
Rate this book
208 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 1, 2016
'What do you want me to do" Throw a party? I was trembling from the inside out-my mother was dying- and furious at her for reporting her diagnosis so flippantly, as if I, too, would be so thoroughly amused by the irony that the would just roll right off me."
“Everybody gets to be a little pathetic. But you can’t have more than your share, or there’s not enough to go around. You can’t be a hog about it.”
She feared that seeing the boy would remind her husband of all the other things he had seen and worked so hard to forget, all the other things they’d been running from for so many years. There’s a story there. But that is not this story.
Then, at once, we both exploded into riotous laughter and burst into motion away from the scene of the crime, ran full blast down the hall and up the stairs, laughing and gasping for air. by the time we slid into the backseat of my mother’s paneled station wagon we had our poker faces set, but the image of what we’d witnessed was so vivid in my mind I couldn’t believe my mother couldn’t see it herself, reflected with perfect detail in the pools of my eyes.
You think it’s just going to be one strap, but it’s three, one like a belt around you, and then one on each side of the belt strapping you to the bedframe, so not only can you not get out of bed, but you can’t look anywhere but straight up. It was just one night, but int the morning only the top layer of me got up, peeled in a thin strip from the softball player, who stayed in the bed forever.
“The truth escapes me,” people say, though surely we are willing accomplices to its flight. We loosen its chains, leave its cell door slightly ajar, allow ourselves to become distracted as it lumbers off into the waning light.
At this stage in our careers (if you could call them that) there was no such thing as friendly encouragement; there was only nail-biting, hair-whitening, heartburn-inducing pressure. Each of us teetered minute by minute on the line between undiscovered genius and complete loser.