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416 pages, Paperback
First published November 15, 2016
“I’m lost to you, Shyann.” I suck her bottom lip into my mouth. “Gone forever.”
What do you do when you wake up with no memory of what you did last night?
Lucas spent the first half of his life protecting himself from others, but now his own mind is his biggest enemy. He doesn't know what happens when the blackouts overtake him, but he can recall the feelings -- the rage, the confusion, the fear. Thankfully the quiet life he's found has kept the darkness at bay. Until his boss's estranged daughter shows up in town, asking questions she shouldn't and sparking a desire Lucas can't control. Getting close to Shyann is the best thing that's ever happened to him, but when his blackouts return, unleashing the truth he's battled so long to hide, he may just lose her forever...
This is exactly why it’s best for her to ignore me. I’m not like other guys and she’s the type that’s probably attracted to friends who’re confident. Safe. Stable.
Every single thing I’m not.
“Who is Gage, Lucas?”
His body tenses and he slowly pulls back. His chin is down and he glares at me through heavy-lidded eyes that are on fire with an emotions I can’t name.
A tendril of fear winds its way up my spine, racking my body with an intense shiver. I can’t explain how I know, and it makes no sense, but… “You’re not Lucas,” I whisper.
He shakes his head, slowly, deliberately keeping our gazes locked.
“Where is he?”
“You have the ability to break me.” His voice is raw, causing me to sink deeper into his embrace.The book starts with our female MC Shyann being fired from her job as a reporter. Jobless and broke, she has no choice but to move back to Payson, her hometown and the place she fled more than five years ago after her mother's death. Back home, she meets shy and sensitive Lucas and is intrigued by him.
“Then we’ll shatter together, because without you I’m not whole.”
"If at any time what we have causes you too much stress, you walk away. Okay?"
A humorless laugh bursts from my lips.
"That's the problem, Shy. Don't you get it?"
I dare a touch, reach forward and run a strands of her silky black hair between my fingers.
"I can't. I've tried, and..." I lick my lips and force the words from my mouth no matter how pathetic they make me sound. "You're impossible to walk away from."
"You own me, Shy. Take what's yours. Everything good in me, it's all for you."
"If that's true..." Her forehead drops to mine on a long moan. "Let me have the bad too. I want it all."
I'm panting, holding back the orgasm that's about to blow through my body, but I grin. "Greedy."
"For you? Always."
I've promised him honesty and then tucked tail when I should've just talked openly about what I've learned.
What we have isn't conventional, it wouldn't be considered ideal, but it's perfect for us. Because love never discriminates. Even when you're split.
I was meant for this. To love the unlovable.
What we have isn't conventional, it wouldn't be considered ideal, but it's perfect for us. Because love never discriminates. Even when you're split.
People hate what they don’t understand, shun those who are different.”
That’s not what I want with her. What I want is to freeze time. I want to record how she feels in my hands, the longing in her eyes, the heat of her breath. I want to slow every single moment with her down so seconds last hours until her touch is branded into my memory.
I’m broken. Unstable. Dangerous.
Shyann is the brightest thing I’ve seen in my life. She’s not mine, but God, I want her.
How quickly he swung from being almost mouselike to viper was scary.
"She is the most fascinating person I've ever known, and for the first time in my existence, I've met someone who makes me want to give away everything."
"I want her to like me. I want her to see me as brave. I want to know what it's like to be normal."
"There's something about him that's impossible to walk away from. Like an injured boy being held captive by his abuser."