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118 pages, Hardcover
Published September 3, 2021
**I’ve had some of the most beautiful women around, naked and underneath me, and even in their full naked glory, none of them ever made me feel a fraction of what this one innocent touch had.**
**Now, my downside…I have always been a lover of women. I think they are God’s most magnificent creation and their differences from man have always fascinated and weakened me. And when I say I love women, I mean I love all women in all their forms. Tall, short, slim, thick, any skin color, any nationality…I fucking love women. They are absolutely beautiful.**
**“I just have to admit, I never thought there’d come a day where one woman would be enough for you.” I was shocked myself, truth be told. My appreciation for women was well known amongst my brothers and to the chagrin of my sister-in-law. When we were younger, I struggled a lot with my weakness.**
**I’ll never forget the feeling that rendered me stupid the first time I ever slipped my dick inside a tight, warm pussy. The sensation was unlike anything I ever imagined. It was a high I wanted to chase to the ends of the earth. It suddenly became crystal clear why men fought wars over women.**
**I’ve had threesomes and even a couple of foursomes with some of the hottest women walking the planet. I’ve had women with no gag reflex and who have begged to have me in their ass on the first fucking night. The most beautiful faces to the hottest hour glass figures, and not one of those experiences or women have ever made me feel an ounce of what I felt with Denise when we shook hands.**
**“Yeah, that kiss,” he smirked, “was the best fucking kiss of my life. And, believe me, I’ve kissed a lot of women.” I crossed my arms over my chest and scowled at the jerk. “Are you seriously standing here telling me about all the women you’ve kissed before me?” The nerve of this guy! “No,” he smirked, again. “I’m telling you that that was the best kiss of my life and explaining how I know what I’m talking about.”**
**I’ve brought a lot of pleasure to a lot of women in my day, but nothing compared to this. I wanted to please this woman more than I wanted to take my next breath. I wanted to take her to the brink of madness so she’d forget every other man before me. And I wanted to fuck her so hard, so thorough and so violently that she’ll never want another man after me.**
**I’ve had good sex before. I’ve been in a couple of long-term serious relationships where both men were decent and good. They were giving and caring. My sex life has always been satisfactory. But last night had been like a peek into a world I never knew existed.**
**Usually the only times I felt extreme emotions it was because it involved a woman. Whether we were laughing, fighting or fucking, it didn’t matter. I needed women in my life like every living thing on the planet needed oxygen. I’ve always found women to be the most majestic miracles to ever exist. Fanciful? Maybe. But that’s how I felt.**
**My biggest problem now was the realization that where women were my weakness, Denise had become my kryptonite. I don’t know what it was about her the first time I met her…I mean, yes, she’s stunning, but I’ve met many beautiful women and none of them ever affected me like Denise did when I touched her during that first handshake. She makes every other woman fade into the background and that’s never happened to me before.**
**“Why else would you be here if Aiden wasn’t going to marry you?” he asked, confusing me further. “Aid’s never brought a woman back to his place. Never,” he stressed. “Like never as in not ever, Dibtab.” My mind only processed one thing out of all those words. “Dibtab?” Gabriel rolled his eyes at me. “Yeah. Dibtab.” He twirled his hand in a circle in an encouraging motion for me to get it. When I was still at a loss, he clued me in. “Dibtab. Denise I Belong To Aiden Buchanan.”**
“Fuck you, dude,” I yapped. “I think you’re forgetting that I’m the one who loves women. Out of all of us, I’m the one who’s guaranteed to pick up on a woman’s mood.” Michael snorted at me again. “Kiss my ass, Aiden. You’ve always been the one who’s guaranteed to pick up on when a woman was horny and that’s about it. While your appreciation for the female species is duly noted, this is the first time you’ve ever been in love. You’re going to fuck it up just like most men the first time they don’t know what to do with themselves.” Okay. He might have had a point.
**“I’m going to let you leave because, again, I was wrong and you have every right to be pissed, babe. But this is not over,” I told her. “We are not over. Hell, we will never be over,” I stressed. “But we will figure the rest out together.” Denise shook her head at me. “I’m not doing this, Aiden. I will not risk everything I’ve worked so hard for just to be some rich white guy’s flavor of the month.” Her words had rendered me so shocked, I didn’t even notice when she broke free from my grasp.**
**The truth of the matter was, my issues weren’t all that complex. I was keeping Aiden at arm’s length because of my perceived notions about people with money, status and the heartbreak I’ve witnessed involving interracial couples. I was basically blaming him for the world’s problems.**
**“My brother loves you,” he said, diving straight into the deep end-no lifejacket. “Now, once upon a time, I would have said…‘Aiden? Nah, not Aiden’…because, you see, Aiden loves women-” I threw my hands up in the air and looked at the kid wide-eyed. “Are you kidding me? You came here to tell me how much Aiden loves women?” The ass chuckled. “No, of course not,” he snorted. “I’m here to tell you that you have nothing to feel guilty about and you need to understand that Aiden’s actions reflect more on him than they do you.”**
**“I love you in a way that outshines whatever it is I feel for Shane or any of my brothers. It’s easy to lay my life on the line for any of them. I mean, if I die protecting one of them, well then, I’m just dead. They’d have to deal with the aftermath, but me? I’d be dead without a care in the world. But this thing with you…I risked my reputation, your reputation, the company’s reputation, Mason’s reputation, possible lawsuits, jail time…everything…just for a chance to fucking chase you.” I could feel lone tears trail down the side of my face. “I’m willing to live in the aftermath of this clusterfuck if it means I get to be with you, Dibtab.” I laughed through my quiet tears. “I can’t believe those boys saddled me with that ridiculous name.”**