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Kind of Sort of Fine
Senior year changes everything for two teens in this poignant, funny coming-of-age story that looks at what happens when the image everyone has of us no longer matches who we really are.
Senior year of high school is full of changes.
For Hayley Mills, these changes aren’t exactly welcome. All she wants is for everyone to forget about her very public breakdown and remember her as the overachiever she once was—and who she’s determined to be again. But it’s difficult to be seen as a go-getter when she’s forced into TV Production class with all the slackers like Lewis Holbrook.
For Lewis, though, this is going to be his year. After a summer spent binging 80s movies, he’s ready to upgrade from the role of self-described fat, funny sidekick to leading man of his own life—including getting the girl. The only thing standing in his way is, well, himself.
When the two are partnered up in class, neither is particularly thrilled. But then they start making mini documentaries about their classmates’ hidden talents, and suddenly Hayley is getting attention for something other than her breakdown, and Lewis isn’t just a background character anymore. It seems like they’re both finally getting what they want—except what happens when who you’ve become isn’t who you really are?
Senior year of high school is full of changes.
For Hayley Mills, these changes aren’t exactly welcome. All she wants is for everyone to forget about her very public breakdown and remember her as the overachiever she once was—and who she’s determined to be again. But it’s difficult to be seen as a go-getter when she’s forced into TV Production class with all the slackers like Lewis Holbrook.
For Lewis, though, this is going to be his year. After a summer spent binging 80s movies, he’s ready to upgrade from the role of self-described fat, funny sidekick to leading man of his own life—including getting the girl. The only thing standing in his way is, well, himself.
When the two are partnered up in class, neither is particularly thrilled. But then they start making mini documentaries about their classmates’ hidden talents, and suddenly Hayley is getting attention for something other than her breakdown, and Lewis isn’t just a background character anymore. It seems like they’re both finally getting what they want—except what happens when who you’ve become isn’t who you really are?
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First published June 22, 2021
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November 1, 2021
4.5 stars, rounded up.
It’s like this book had my name written on it.
Hayley has always been the perfect student, determined to get in to the best college. She takes all the right classes and is a fierce competitor on the tennis team. And then one day before the end of her junior year it all just gets to be too much for her and she has a very public breakdown of sorts, one which quickly goes viral.
Lewis has always thought of himself as the chubby, funny sidekick in the 80s movie that is his life. But for senior year he’s determined to change that, and become the leading man. He starts exercising and watching what he eats, and he’s hoping that he’ll find the courage to let a good friend know he’s interested in her.
When Hayley is forced to take TV Production as an elective (to “lighten” her schedule), she thinks it will just be a bunch of burnouts, but it’s Lewis’ favorite class. Once they’re paired on a semester-long assignment, they begin making documentaries on the things people would be surprised to learn about their fellow classmates.
Along the way they discover that there’s often a gap between what we perceive about people and reality, and that applies to them, too. They’ll also learn that in trying to change the way people think about you, you may lose what makes you special.
Kind of Sort of Fine really was a funny, emotional, thought-provoking book. I saw a little bit of high-school Larry in both Lewis and Hayley, and of course, any book that has an 80s vibe is all right with me!!
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It’s like this book had my name written on it.
Hayley has always been the perfect student, determined to get in to the best college. She takes all the right classes and is a fierce competitor on the tennis team. And then one day before the end of her junior year it all just gets to be too much for her and she has a very public breakdown of sorts, one which quickly goes viral.
Lewis has always thought of himself as the chubby, funny sidekick in the 80s movie that is his life. But for senior year he’s determined to change that, and become the leading man. He starts exercising and watching what he eats, and he’s hoping that he’ll find the courage to let a good friend know he’s interested in her.
When Hayley is forced to take TV Production as an elective (to “lighten” her schedule), she thinks it will just be a bunch of burnouts, but it’s Lewis’ favorite class. Once they’re paired on a semester-long assignment, they begin making documentaries on the things people would be surprised to learn about their fellow classmates.
Along the way they discover that there’s often a gap between what we perceive about people and reality, and that applies to them, too. They’ll also learn that in trying to change the way people think about you, you may lose what makes you special.
Kind of Sort of Fine really was a funny, emotional, thought-provoking book. I saw a little bit of high-school Larry in both Lewis and Hayley, and of course, any book that has an 80s vibe is all right with me!!
See all of my reviews at itseithersadnessoreuphoria.blogspot.com.
Follow me on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/the.bookishworld.of.yrralh/.
February 15, 2022
➵ i knew i would like this book but to be honest, i didn't know i would like it this much so i'm pleasantly surprised. the high school drama was a bit cliche but i particularly loved how it explored personal growth, how we're not always the same person, and how stereotypes shouldn't dictate identity. both the characters were so sweet and i even liked their friendship being brought to the centre instead of a heavy romantic theme. rtc.
—actual rating: 3.5
July 5, 2021
Rating: 4.5 stars
Hayley and Lewis needed image make-overs. Hayley was always known for her over-achieving and academic prowess, but now she was known for her mini mental breakdown. Lewis was the funny fat kid, but he was determined to become the leading man. When they were paired together for TV Production class, they set out to show different sides of their peers, and ended up discovering different sides of themselves.
Can I just say, I loved the premise of this book. It’s so easy to put people in boxes, and to allow people to keep you in those boxes. That was a big part of this story for both main characters. They had been living up to other people’s expectations for so long, that it took its toll on them. The time they spent together gave Lewis and Hayley the space and freedom to examine their own lives and figure out who they were and what they wanted. I truly loved watching them grow and change over the course of this book, and I was pleasantly surprised by where they were at the end.
The way Hall transferred that concept to the mini-documentaries was fantastic. For their TV Production project, Hayley and Lewis made documentaries highlighting other students. Their objective was to show that each person was not defined by a single attribute. It delighted me to watch Hayley and Lewis uncover these little known pieces of their classmates, and the accompanying hijinks had me in stitches. Very fun stuff.
I had such a wonderful time reading this book. The friendship, the adventures, the 80s movie references – I ate it all up. I adored both Hayley and Lewis. I was cheering them on as they attempted to break out free from who people thought they should be and became who they wanted to be.
*ARC provided in exchange for an honest review.
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Hayley and Lewis needed image make-overs. Hayley was always known for her over-achieving and academic prowess, but now she was known for her mini mental breakdown. Lewis was the funny fat kid, but he was determined to become the leading man. When they were paired together for TV Production class, they set out to show different sides of their peers, and ended up discovering different sides of themselves.
Can I just say, I loved the premise of this book. It’s so easy to put people in boxes, and to allow people to keep you in those boxes. That was a big part of this story for both main characters. They had been living up to other people’s expectations for so long, that it took its toll on them. The time they spent together gave Lewis and Hayley the space and freedom to examine their own lives and figure out who they were and what they wanted. I truly loved watching them grow and change over the course of this book, and I was pleasantly surprised by where they were at the end.
The way Hall transferred that concept to the mini-documentaries was fantastic. For their TV Production project, Hayley and Lewis made documentaries highlighting other students. Their objective was to show that each person was not defined by a single attribute. It delighted me to watch Hayley and Lewis uncover these little known pieces of their classmates, and the accompanying hijinks had me in stitches. Very fun stuff.
I had such a wonderful time reading this book. The friendship, the adventures, the 80s movie references – I ate it all up. I adored both Hayley and Lewis. I was cheering them on as they attempted to break out free from who people thought they should be and became who they wanted to be.
*ARC provided in exchange for an honest review.
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May 13, 2021
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June 21, 2024
~what people say tends to stick with us, no matter how much time passes.~
This book is important to me. It is a book written for young adults going through the insane period of adolescence, fighting for their place in world and chosing what they want all at once. And so when it covered body image issue of teenage boys, FOMO they experience on everyday basis, daily struggle of trying to be the best and the mental trauma of deciding the rest of your life with the experience of 16 years, it hit hard.
For last couple of months, I have been reading a lot of romance and contemporary Y/A books. And all of them has one thing in common. Every male lead is extremely hot. Everyone is tall, fit and has gym body. It isn't the kind of body I see when I go out. It isn’t the kind of body I think I would necessarily *want* in my partner. I was uncomfortable. So, I can only imagine how teenage boys or any male would feel reading books so focused on their looks and how perfect all the male love interests have to be.
Thus when I found this book, reading it felt like the first drop of rain after long months of summer. Finally a guy who struggles with how he looks! Finally!
But that's not all. This book dives into the madness of being young and the pressure of being perfect. It takes us closer to the people we see everyday and know so little about, just so we can finally see how easy it is to not know a person at all. Who said we aren’t nothing if we aren't number one? Why? When have we become so unforgiving that we aren’t ready to give people a break? Why does everything we do needs to be perfect! Why failing isn’t something that can happen to us? Why can't we take a break??? But that's what our female lead is! She shows us what we already experience but aren’t allowed to say! We can't say we're tired. We can't say we want break! We have to be perfect, happy, successful, pretty, cheeky! We are so fixated on all these things that we forget sometimes just because- "you see people smiling and having a good time, and you convince yourself everyone has it all together except you. Listening to people about their lives reminds me that everyone’s dealing with their own shit.”
This book is important to me. It is a book written for young adults going through the insane period of adolescence, fighting for their place in world and chosing what they want all at once. And so when it covered body image issue of teenage boys, FOMO they experience on everyday basis, daily struggle of trying to be the best and the mental trauma of deciding the rest of your life with the experience of 16 years, it hit hard.
For last couple of months, I have been reading a lot of romance and contemporary Y/A books. And all of them has one thing in common. Every male lead is extremely hot. Everyone is tall, fit and has gym body. It isn't the kind of body I see when I go out. It isn’t the kind of body I think I would necessarily *want* in my partner. I was uncomfortable. So, I can only imagine how teenage boys or any male would feel reading books so focused on their looks and how perfect all the male love interests have to be.
Thus when I found this book, reading it felt like the first drop of rain after long months of summer. Finally a guy who struggles with how he looks! Finally!
But that's not all. This book dives into the madness of being young and the pressure of being perfect. It takes us closer to the people we see everyday and know so little about, just so we can finally see how easy it is to not know a person at all. Who said we aren’t nothing if we aren't number one? Why? When have we become so unforgiving that we aren’t ready to give people a break? Why does everything we do needs to be perfect! Why failing isn’t something that can happen to us? Why can't we take a break??? But that's what our female lead is! She shows us what we already experience but aren’t allowed to say! We can't say we're tired. We can't say we want break! We have to be perfect, happy, successful, pretty, cheeky! We are so fixated on all these things that we forget sometimes just because- "you see people smiling and having a good time, and you convince yourself everyone has it all together except you. Listening to people about their lives reminds me that everyone’s dealing with their own shit.”
March 12, 2022
I really enjoyed this high school romance. The characters are genuinely likable and had me pulling for them. The writing is tight and the plot moves at a steady pace. Perfect beach read!
This unbiased review is based on a complimentary copy provided by the publisher.
This unbiased review is based on a complimentary copy provided by the publisher.
September 6, 2021
I read this book as part of the blog tour hosted by Book Terminal Tours. Special thanks to the publishers for providing a copy in exchange for an honest review. 4 feel-good nostalgic stars!
CW/TW: MC who experiences high anxiety, mental breakdown (off-page, mentioned repeatedly), bullying
I've been in a bit of a weird reading slump lately but this book pulled me right out of it. I laughed, even teared up a little bit, and it made me kinda yearn for my high school friendships and the pre-adulting life when passing a test was one of my biggest concerns and having a conversation with a long-time crush in the hallway made me feel accomplished! Spencer Hall's debut was funny, engaging, easy to read and gave me all the warm and comforting hug feels.
This was such a relatable read and I have no doubt that many who pick this up will be able to relate to the characters, their high school experiences, worries and struggles, in at least one way or another. There were so many times as I was reading when I found myself reflecting on my high school days—remembering the stress of finals and the overwhelming (but admittedly also kinda thrilling) experience of applying to uni. Beyond that of course there's high school drama, bullies, cliques but also crushes and the best friendships.
I think Hall managed to capture the general high school experience perfectly but on top of that, he also captured the teenage voice so well. Our two main perspectives, Hayley and Lewis, had very distinct and personable voices and I really enjoyed both their POVs! What I appreciated about Hayley's POV was seeing how she worked on coming to terms with not being that 'perfect overachiever' and being okay with the change in her person from previous years. I liked that her therapy sessions were included in her perspective as it normalises talking to someone when you need support—and although Hayley doesn't take it seriously at first, I liked seeing that change as she realises that the sessions actually help.
Although I didn't relate as much to Hayley, Lewis was basically me but a dude. I related so much to his personal struggles with being the 'bigger kid' and especially being that person who made the self-deprecating jokes before anyone else could make fun of me—honestly, I'm still that person sometimes! It was so easy to root for him and his determination to do better for himself, not only in terms of his health but also finding love for himself and seeing himself in a better light, was really motivating. He was a genuinely sweet, funny and down-to-earth guy, though that's not to say he doesn't make some pretty cringeworthy mistakes during the story (same for Hayley)—although he is quick to admit to his faults and make amends in the best way he knew how.
I loved the friendship that grew between the two because it was so natural and although they're opposites, it was clear they brought out the best in each other. Although there were some romantic elements to their story, I was happy that the focus remained on their friendship and on their personal growth. Alongside the plot, their growth and 'journey of self-discovery' was well-paced and realistic. I loved the message of how you're not simply just "one thing" and that's it for the rest of your life—people grow and it's okay if what you wanted before is no longer what you want now or if you're no longer the same person as you were then. There's no one role we're meant to play forever!
Overall, this was such a lighthearted and feel-good read that will leave you smiling at least a little bit, if not full on laughing out loud (like me)! There are definitely more serious moments as both characters face up to their anxieties and worries, especially about life after high school, but Hall does a great job balancing those moments with humour and a sarcastic tone that I personally loved! This was a great debut and I look forward to seeing what Hall comes out with in the future.
CW/TW: MC who experiences high anxiety, mental breakdown (off-page, mentioned repeatedly), bullying
I've been in a bit of a weird reading slump lately but this book pulled me right out of it. I laughed, even teared up a little bit, and it made me kinda yearn for my high school friendships and the pre-adulting life when passing a test was one of my biggest concerns and having a conversation with a long-time crush in the hallway made me feel accomplished! Spencer Hall's debut was funny, engaging, easy to read and gave me all the warm and comforting hug feels.
This was such a relatable read and I have no doubt that many who pick this up will be able to relate to the characters, their high school experiences, worries and struggles, in at least one way or another. There were so many times as I was reading when I found myself reflecting on my high school days—remembering the stress of finals and the overwhelming (but admittedly also kinda thrilling) experience of applying to uni. Beyond that of course there's high school drama, bullies, cliques but also crushes and the best friendships.
I think Hall managed to capture the general high school experience perfectly but on top of that, he also captured the teenage voice so well. Our two main perspectives, Hayley and Lewis, had very distinct and personable voices and I really enjoyed both their POVs! What I appreciated about Hayley's POV was seeing how she worked on coming to terms with not being that 'perfect overachiever' and being okay with the change in her person from previous years. I liked that her therapy sessions were included in her perspective as it normalises talking to someone when you need support—and although Hayley doesn't take it seriously at first, I liked seeing that change as she realises that the sessions actually help.
Although I didn't relate as much to Hayley, Lewis was basically me but a dude. I related so much to his personal struggles with being the 'bigger kid' and especially being that person who made the self-deprecating jokes before anyone else could make fun of me—honestly, I'm still that person sometimes! It was so easy to root for him and his determination to do better for himself, not only in terms of his health but also finding love for himself and seeing himself in a better light, was really motivating. He was a genuinely sweet, funny and down-to-earth guy, though that's not to say he doesn't make some pretty cringeworthy mistakes during the story (same for Hayley)—although he is quick to admit to his faults and make amends in the best way he knew how.
I loved the friendship that grew between the two because it was so natural and although they're opposites, it was clear they brought out the best in each other. Although there were some romantic elements to their story, I was happy that the focus remained on their friendship and on their personal growth. Alongside the plot, their growth and 'journey of self-discovery' was well-paced and realistic. I loved the message of how you're not simply just "one thing" and that's it for the rest of your life—people grow and it's okay if what you wanted before is no longer what you want now or if you're no longer the same person as you were then. There's no one role we're meant to play forever!
Overall, this was such a lighthearted and feel-good read that will leave you smiling at least a little bit, if not full on laughing out loud (like me)! There are definitely more serious moments as both characters face up to their anxieties and worries, especially about life after high school, but Hall does a great job balancing those moments with humour and a sarcastic tone that I personally loved! This was a great debut and I look forward to seeing what Hall comes out with in the future.
May 23, 2021
High school seniors Hayley and Lewis both have their reasons for wanting to change the way others perceive them. Lewis has always affectionately been referred to as 'big man,' content to be the funny sidekick... not the leading man. Hayley was labeled 'the messed up girl' after a very public breakdown, and wants to prove that she's more than the way others see her. Paired together for a TV production class, Hayley and Lewis decide to produce a series of documentaries illustrating that EVERY person is much more than the stories other people tell about them. Camilla isn’t just a tennis player, for example... she's also an artist. Rohan isn’t just smart.... he's also a laser tag god. Spencer Hall's KIND OF SORT OF FINE is absolutely laugh-out-loud hilarious, but it's also an incredibly touching story about the power of friendship and the importance of not letting others define you. As the mama of a graduating senior, I cried my way through the last twenty pages. It's a story about... people's stories... the fact that each of us has one, and each of us has the opportunity to add new plot twists and characters along the way. Highly recommend. Many thanks to the author, NetGalley, and Atheneum Books for Young Readers for the eARC.
March 23, 2021
3.5/5...a cute book with likeable characters!
March 31, 2022
I loved this book. Very much. I'm actually very glad that I read it now.
May 20, 2021
A story about surviving high school, with humour, honesty and a delightful freshness.
High school is tough - especially when you had a meltdown in front of the entire school and district. For Hayley, returning to school after she had a public breakdown in the school driveway is hard enough. When her parents and teachers decide that she is working too hard, she has to make a choice - drop tennis or drop her advanced placement courses. She drops tennis and is forced into TV production. She thinks it will be a joke. Instead, she is surprised to find herself having fun. She is teamed up with Lewis. For Lewis, senior year is the year he is finally senior producer at the school's TV production class. It's also going to be the year he recasts himself. No longer just the fat guy, Lewis has big plans.
When Hayley and Lewis are teamed up in TV production class, they seem like two opposites. Instead, they work really well together and they start to film documentaries that showcase the secret lives of their fellow students. It's a bit of a journey of discovery for them both. Not only do they learn more about their classmates then they ever would have imagined, they also pushed themselves in new ways - physically and mentally and learnt more about themselves.
Kind of Sort of Fine is a lighthearted book that is easy to read. It is an enjoyable book, yet also reflects the stress and load that students are under. Hayley has been striving for a big future and finds herself questioning everything she's worked for. Where her parents and teachers pushed her, now they want her to just forget everything and relax, like college applications aren't looming. Lewis wants to change his image. I liked that while he wants to get fit, he retains a comfortableness in his own skin.
A great realistic novel that I'll easily recommend to my students. Kind of Sort of Fine is a debut novel and I will eagerly await what Spencer Hall writes next.
The publishers provided an advanced readers copy of this book for reviewing purposes. All opinions are my own.
High school is tough - especially when you had a meltdown in front of the entire school and district. For Hayley, returning to school after she had a public breakdown in the school driveway is hard enough. When her parents and teachers decide that she is working too hard, she has to make a choice - drop tennis or drop her advanced placement courses. She drops tennis and is forced into TV production. She thinks it will be a joke. Instead, she is surprised to find herself having fun. She is teamed up with Lewis. For Lewis, senior year is the year he is finally senior producer at the school's TV production class. It's also going to be the year he recasts himself. No longer just the fat guy, Lewis has big plans.
When Hayley and Lewis are teamed up in TV production class, they seem like two opposites. Instead, they work really well together and they start to film documentaries that showcase the secret lives of their fellow students. It's a bit of a journey of discovery for them both. Not only do they learn more about their classmates then they ever would have imagined, they also pushed themselves in new ways - physically and mentally and learnt more about themselves.
Kind of Sort of Fine is a lighthearted book that is easy to read. It is an enjoyable book, yet also reflects the stress and load that students are under. Hayley has been striving for a big future and finds herself questioning everything she's worked for. Where her parents and teachers pushed her, now they want her to just forget everything and relax, like college applications aren't looming. Lewis wants to change his image. I liked that while he wants to get fit, he retains a comfortableness in his own skin.
A great realistic novel that I'll easily recommend to my students. Kind of Sort of Fine is a debut novel and I will eagerly await what Spencer Hall writes next.
The publishers provided an advanced readers copy of this book for reviewing purposes. All opinions are my own.
December 29, 2021
Okay I really enjoyed this book but the ending seemed dragged out and choppy. With so many 80 references I was expecting some cheesy 80s theme ending or a film movie reference or quote. ANYTHING other than that sports ending and weird timing flashback. But don’t get me wrong the humor was on point and the characters were CUTE together. The head rub and early morning coffee to the family…swoon-worthy! Hayley is complicated and Lewis simple…they truly just work.
Now let’s talk tea:
I understood Lucy's POV and I’ve been there done that with an ex friend of mine but at Hayley’s lowest point of her life and fresh off a mentally break down-girl bye!!! Being someone who struggles with perfectionism, control, and the overwhelming expectation from others to always do what’s best, show up, succeed, etc I understood where Hayley was coming from. Hayley wasn’t perfect but she surely wasn’t completely at fault for everything and Lucy definitely needed to own up for being a crappy friend at that moment. Other than that I loved that she stood up about the bullying that was happening in school! Let’s talk about!! (I may or may not have just watched BULLY again now that’s on Netflix and I’m all riled up)
Next: I loved my chubby KING! Yes, Lewis is a KING… period!! Lewis was really really kind. The type of kind that made a person beautiful and when he swung on Harold he sealed my love for him. It’s something about a man fighting for your honor…sigh I got issues. Although I wish his plus-size struggles were highlighted a little bit more…This showed me two things that size isn’t everything without hardly any details of Lewis which may or may not have been the point I loved him. Not because of his looks but just him, himself! Secondly wanting to be healthy doesn’t have to lead to an obsession. Health is a marathon, not a self deprived sprint. Overall Lewis was HOT!
Also, Rebecca who??? Haha
Till next time! XOXO
Now let’s talk tea:
I understood Lucy's POV and I’ve been there done that with an ex friend of mine but at Hayley’s lowest point of her life and fresh off a mentally break down-girl bye!!! Being someone who struggles with perfectionism, control, and the overwhelming expectation from others to always do what’s best, show up, succeed, etc I understood where Hayley was coming from. Hayley wasn’t perfect but she surely wasn’t completely at fault for everything and Lucy definitely needed to own up for being a crappy friend at that moment. Other than that I loved that she stood up about the bullying that was happening in school! Let’s talk about!! (I may or may not have just watched BULLY again now that’s on Netflix and I’m all riled up)
Next: I loved my chubby KING! Yes, Lewis is a KING… period!! Lewis was really really kind. The type of kind that made a person beautiful and when he swung on Harold he sealed my love for him. It’s something about a man fighting for your honor…sigh I got issues. Although I wish his plus-size struggles were highlighted a little bit more…This showed me two things that size isn’t everything without hardly any details of Lewis which may or may not have been the point I loved him. Not because of his looks but just him, himself! Secondly wanting to be healthy doesn’t have to lead to an obsession. Health is a marathon, not a self deprived sprint. Overall Lewis was HOT!
Also, Rebecca who??? Haha
Till next time! XOXO
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 22, 2021
First of all, this novel should win an award for best opening page ever. Talk about nailing a “voice.” And that’s just a hint of what’s to come. Or not. Because while this author’s strongest point is the humor that suffuses the story, there are also scenes with sadness, angst and confusion -- tumultuous emotions he’s equally deft at handling.
Although the writing occasionally gets hung up on too much humorous dialogue for the sake of humorous dialogue (okay already, let’s move this plot onward…), in general, this debut novel flows from start to finish. It is told in first person, with alternate chapters by the girl and boy. Sometimes their sense of humor and trains of thought are so similar you don’t know whose head you’re in until you doublecheck the chapter title, but that’s a minor quibble.
The novel touches on a number of important topics: mental health, the stress of being an overachiever, body image and confidence. There are no slow bits, there’s good tension and character arc, and superb sidekick characters. On a scale of lame to good, the humor is pretty much brilliant. The characters are complex and their coming-of-age shenanigans are relatable.
There are arguments, fights, hugs, tender moments, intimidation, mooning, hangovers, first kisses, graffiti, detention and a police chase or two. There’s a party dare to jump from a balcony into a swimming pool, and a busy evening of toilet-papering the local bully’s car. There are parents who don’t get it, a therapist who kind of sort of does, and a love interest and an ex who aren’t playing the roles the two protagonists would like them to. In other words, it’s messed-up adolescence in all its glory. Authentic, hilarious, heart-tugging and a must-read. (P.S. In June 2020, www.YAdudebooks.ca will be posting an interview I did with this author.) I received this book through NetGalley.
Although the writing occasionally gets hung up on too much humorous dialogue for the sake of humorous dialogue (okay already, let’s move this plot onward…), in general, this debut novel flows from start to finish. It is told in first person, with alternate chapters by the girl and boy. Sometimes their sense of humor and trains of thought are so similar you don’t know whose head you’re in until you doublecheck the chapter title, but that’s a minor quibble.
The novel touches on a number of important topics: mental health, the stress of being an overachiever, body image and confidence. There are no slow bits, there’s good tension and character arc, and superb sidekick characters. On a scale of lame to good, the humor is pretty much brilliant. The characters are complex and their coming-of-age shenanigans are relatable.
There are arguments, fights, hugs, tender moments, intimidation, mooning, hangovers, first kisses, graffiti, detention and a police chase or two. There’s a party dare to jump from a balcony into a swimming pool, and a busy evening of toilet-papering the local bully’s car. There are parents who don’t get it, a therapist who kind of sort of does, and a love interest and an ex who aren’t playing the roles the two protagonists would like them to. In other words, it’s messed-up adolescence in all its glory. Authentic, hilarious, heart-tugging and a must-read. (P.S. In June 2020, www.YAdudebooks.ca will be posting an interview I did with this author.) I received this book through NetGalley.
June 25, 2021
Disclaimer: I received the arc for this book from the publisher. Thanks! All opinions are my own.
Book: Kind of Sort of Fine
Author: Spencer Hall
Book Series: Standalone
Diversity: One Black side character, Main Character with Anxiety, Main Character that is overweight and dieting
Rating: 5/5
Recommended For...: ya readers, soon to be high school graduates, contemporary
Genre: YA Contemporary
Publication Date: June 22, 2021
Publisher: Atheneum Books for Young Readers
Pages: 283
Recommended Age: 14+ (Dieting/Food, Weight, and Exercise related content, Bullying, Alcohol consumption, Language, Anxiety and Panic Attack)
Explanation of CWs: Dieting, exercise, and weight are heavily discussed as apart of Lewis' story. Alcohol is consumed and one character gets drunk. There's a few curse words in the book. There's also heavy bullying by a side character on the main characters. There is also a main character and her mental health is discussed as well as a panic attack shown in the book.
Synopsis: Senior year of high school is full of changes.
For Hayley Mills, these changes aren’t exactly welcome. All she wants is for everyone to forget about her very public breakdown and remember her as the overachiever she once was—and who she’s determined to be again. But it’s difficult to be seen as a go-getter when she’s forced into TV Production class with all the slackers like Lewis Holbrook.
For Lewis, though, this is going to be his year. After a summer spent binging 80s movies, he’s ready to upgrade from the role of self-described fat, funny sidekick to leading man of his own life—including getting the girl. The only thing standing in his way is, well, himself.
When the two are partnered up in class, neither is particularly thrilled. But then they start making mini documentaries about their classmates’ hidden talents, and suddenly Hayley is getting attention for something other than her breakdown, and Lewis isn’t just a background character anymore. It seems like they’re both finally getting what they want—except what happens when who you’ve become isn’t who you really are?
Review: I really liked this book. It's your classic "it's my last year of high school and I gotta make it memorable" book but the characters are what makes this book. I really loved Hayley and I loved her story. I especially loved seeing her development and growth as a person and I think, especially if you have had stress or anxiety, you'll see yourself in her character. I also thought the plot was well done and the world building was great. I also really loved all of the 80s references.
The only things that I didn't entirely love is that I didn't really connect with Lewis or Cal that much. While I think they're well written for high school boys, the immature jokes about Hayley and about women's bodies in general made me uncomfortable. I also felt that the book needed trigger warnings for the dieting and exercise Lewis does. It's very present in the novel and there's a lot of comments about his weight as well that I feel might trigger some readers, especially those who suffer from eating disorders.
Verdict: It was a great book and if you like the trope definitely give it a go.
Book: Kind of Sort of Fine
Author: Spencer Hall
Book Series: Standalone
Diversity: One Black side character, Main Character with Anxiety, Main Character that is overweight and dieting
Rating: 5/5
Recommended For...: ya readers, soon to be high school graduates, contemporary
Genre: YA Contemporary
Publication Date: June 22, 2021
Publisher: Atheneum Books for Young Readers
Pages: 283
Recommended Age: 14+ (Dieting/Food, Weight, and Exercise related content, Bullying, Alcohol consumption, Language, Anxiety and Panic Attack)
Explanation of CWs: Dieting, exercise, and weight are heavily discussed as apart of Lewis' story. Alcohol is consumed and one character gets drunk. There's a few curse words in the book. There's also heavy bullying by a side character on the main characters. There is also a main character and her mental health is discussed as well as a panic attack shown in the book.
Synopsis: Senior year of high school is full of changes.
For Hayley Mills, these changes aren’t exactly welcome. All she wants is for everyone to forget about her very public breakdown and remember her as the overachiever she once was—and who she’s determined to be again. But it’s difficult to be seen as a go-getter when she’s forced into TV Production class with all the slackers like Lewis Holbrook.
For Lewis, though, this is going to be his year. After a summer spent binging 80s movies, he’s ready to upgrade from the role of self-described fat, funny sidekick to leading man of his own life—including getting the girl. The only thing standing in his way is, well, himself.
When the two are partnered up in class, neither is particularly thrilled. But then they start making mini documentaries about their classmates’ hidden talents, and suddenly Hayley is getting attention for something other than her breakdown, and Lewis isn’t just a background character anymore. It seems like they’re both finally getting what they want—except what happens when who you’ve become isn’t who you really are?
Review: I really liked this book. It's your classic "it's my last year of high school and I gotta make it memorable" book but the characters are what makes this book. I really loved Hayley and I loved her story. I especially loved seeing her development and growth as a person and I think, especially if you have had stress or anxiety, you'll see yourself in her character. I also thought the plot was well done and the world building was great. I also really loved all of the 80s references.
The only things that I didn't entirely love is that I didn't really connect with Lewis or Cal that much. While I think they're well written for high school boys, the immature jokes about Hayley and about women's bodies in general made me uncomfortable. I also felt that the book needed trigger warnings for the dieting and exercise Lewis does. It's very present in the novel and there's a lot of comments about his weight as well that I feel might trigger some readers, especially those who suffer from eating disorders.
Verdict: It was a great book and if you like the trope definitely give it a go.
June 26, 2021
After a very public breakdown, Hayley finds herself at the butt of jokes. When she's forced to streamline her class schedule, she decides to take AV club as a compromise. She's not impressed at first, but soon finds herself enjoying it. All thanks to her project partner, Lewis.
Lewis struggles with being the "big kid" in his school and friend's group. He decides to start eating better and running in the morning, mostly in part to gain the confidence to ask out his long-time crush. He's the senior production manager in the production class and he's dropping weight. He wants senior year to be the best yet.
Their project takes on a different meaning with Hayley and Lewis decide to make documentaries chronicling their schoolmates and their secret lives. Through these scenes, they both discover that looks aren't everything and that seeing someone isn't really SEEING them.
This book tackles some hard-hitting issues like bullying, mental health, and body image. But the thing that made this book stand out for me was the unique storyline and the heart. We don't have a classic love story at all. We have two people dealing with two very different lives who come together to find out how similar they really are, and that no matter what, your worst moment does not define you.
I loved this book in every way. It is the perfect balance of seriousness and humor that captures the high school experience in a raw and realistic way. This was a great debut and I look forward to seeing what else the author has in store for us!
Huge thanks to the publisher and Terminal TOurs for hosting this tour.
Lewis struggles with being the "big kid" in his school and friend's group. He decides to start eating better and running in the morning, mostly in part to gain the confidence to ask out his long-time crush. He's the senior production manager in the production class and he's dropping weight. He wants senior year to be the best yet.
Their project takes on a different meaning with Hayley and Lewis decide to make documentaries chronicling their schoolmates and their secret lives. Through these scenes, they both discover that looks aren't everything and that seeing someone isn't really SEEING them.
This book tackles some hard-hitting issues like bullying, mental health, and body image. But the thing that made this book stand out for me was the unique storyline and the heart. We don't have a classic love story at all. We have two people dealing with two very different lives who come together to find out how similar they really are, and that no matter what, your worst moment does not define you.
I loved this book in every way. It is the perfect balance of seriousness and humor that captures the high school experience in a raw and realistic way. This was a great debut and I look forward to seeing what else the author has in store for us!
Huge thanks to the publisher and Terminal TOurs for hosting this tour.
July 24, 2021
KIND OF SORT OF FINE is more than kind of fine. It’s a wonderful story about growing into yourself. By turns laugh out loud funny and incredibly touching, this is a story about stories- about how we need to look beyond the surface to understand each other and that we’re not just the stories we tell ourselves.
Hall has incredibly wonderful comic timing and yet the book never gets waylaid by the humor. Touching, smart and so insightful I’d highly recommend this book!
Hall has incredibly wonderful comic timing and yet the book never gets waylaid by the humor. Touching, smart and so insightful I’d highly recommend this book!
July 2, 2023
The low end of four stars because there were a few dumb things here and there but overall I really liked it. I would say Hayley portrayed anxiety rather well and Lewis was likeable and made me laugh. And Lucy was kind of the best. I loved the theme that everyone has a story.
September 4, 2021
I laughed so hard in the middle of reading this, I was crying. I am not exaggerating. And I loved the themes.
July 9, 2021
This YA book has humor and heart. After the past year we have all had, it reminds us that feeling stuck can be temporary. It doesn’t provide easy answers, but reaffirms the power of friendship and forgiveness. It is, most of all, authentic, and it’s the kind of book I believe young people want and need to read when they find themselves in the middle of life’s transitions.
March 15, 2022
A sweet, simple story of teenagers finding their place. Low stakes and some repetitiveness, but paced well for the most part and the main characters were fairly decently fleshed out. Nothing groundbreaking but also nothing too cringy either. Some good humor and some moments that felt quite realistic for today's high school students.
June 28, 2021
I love Spencer Hall's writing style. I laughed out loud several times during this book just because of the MC's internal monologue—and often those moments are both funny and deeply true. This is dual POV, and both characters' voices worked really well, but I especially loved Lewis and his journey. The romance was done with a really light touch and didn't overshadow the rest of the story arc. Both characters grew in understanding and loving themselves in really meaningful ways. Altogether a satisfying and uplifting read.
Some of my favorite lines:
"It's not like I suddenly pictured myself surrounded by models and piles of cash and a cheetah that I trained to fold my laundry, but maybe a girl would want to hold my hand."
"You know that chart that shows a monkey evolving into a man? Harold's like the third one from the left on that chart."
"You can't think about running when you're running. You have to focus on something more pleasant, like dental work or falling naked into a bushel of cacti."
"In School Suspension is basically the high school equivalent of prison, just with less bartering for loose cigarettes."
Some of my favorite lines:
"It's not like I suddenly pictured myself surrounded by models and piles of cash and a cheetah that I trained to fold my laundry, but maybe a girl would want to hold my hand."
"You know that chart that shows a monkey evolving into a man? Harold's like the third one from the left on that chart."
"You can't think about running when you're running. You have to focus on something more pleasant, like dental work or falling naked into a bushel of cacti."
"In School Suspension is basically the high school equivalent of prison, just with less bartering for loose cigarettes."
June 27, 2021
Will write a review for the blog tour later.
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May 17, 2021
I received an ARC from Edelweiss
TW: fatphobia, bullying, mental breakdown
3
Hayley Mills has always been on top of the game, keeping her GPA high and her class schedule perfect for college Apps. Lewis mostly cares about TV Production and finally making a movie on his best friend, who he's had a crush on for years now. They shouldn't have much to do with each other, but when Hayley has a mental breakdown, she's forced to give her schedule a break, meaning joining TV Production, meaning partnering up with Lewis. An uneasy partnership finds its way to friendship as they join forces interviewing the hidden sides of their fellow students. But figuring out how to deal with the rest of their lives won't be so easy.
This book was absolutely not for me. These aren't characters that I could connect to or even really sympathize with, and I couldn't get invested.
I do think the idea of the short video documentaries on the other students is a nice idea, and the whole video production side of things was interesting and kept the story from being too run of the mill.
There are also some genuinely funny moments- case in point, the infamous bedazzled flask. But those were so smothered by things I found completely unfunny that it was hard to hold on to them.
I also appreciate that much of Lewis' arc is learning how not to fall into the "fat guy comic" stereotype and exploring how he feels like he needs to be funny in order to get people to like him or make up for himself. It's an important conversation to have, and that part of his arc felt genuine. I wish that it had gotten a little more of a spotlight on it, honestly.
As I said, I really didn't care about any of the characters. Lewis is the one I cared about the most, but by the midway point that wasn't really true anymore, because the romance started to come into play- a romance I am hands down against and not interested in reading about. The issue with starting off with one romance and then hitting the reader with a new one is that unless there's a real problem with that initial romance I'm going to be more interested in that first one. We spent time with those feelings, those people in a possible relationship, and then instead we're dropped into something we get way less build up for. Lewis quite literally abandoning his longterm crush for no more than a winky emoji from a girl he's barely friends with is... disappointing.
Back to the characters at large, Hayley should have been relatable but there is something so flat about her. As much as her story is supposed to be about having multiple sides it never really feels like she does. Her arc never gets off the ground and we hear more about the side of her people know than we actually see it.
I also was really put off by Lewis' best friend who is nothing more than the "snarky/obnoxious best friend" trope, and was off putting.
This wasn't the book for me. I'm sure other people will read this and like it, but it wasn't one I could get invested in.
TW: fatphobia, bullying, mental breakdown
3
Hayley Mills has always been on top of the game, keeping her GPA high and her class schedule perfect for college Apps. Lewis mostly cares about TV Production and finally making a movie on his best friend, who he's had a crush on for years now. They shouldn't have much to do with each other, but when Hayley has a mental breakdown, she's forced to give her schedule a break, meaning joining TV Production, meaning partnering up with Lewis. An uneasy partnership finds its way to friendship as they join forces interviewing the hidden sides of their fellow students. But figuring out how to deal with the rest of their lives won't be so easy.
This book was absolutely not for me. These aren't characters that I could connect to or even really sympathize with, and I couldn't get invested.
I do think the idea of the short video documentaries on the other students is a nice idea, and the whole video production side of things was interesting and kept the story from being too run of the mill.
There are also some genuinely funny moments- case in point, the infamous bedazzled flask. But those were so smothered by things I found completely unfunny that it was hard to hold on to them.
I also appreciate that much of Lewis' arc is learning how not to fall into the "fat guy comic" stereotype and exploring how he feels like he needs to be funny in order to get people to like him or make up for himself. It's an important conversation to have, and that part of his arc felt genuine. I wish that it had gotten a little more of a spotlight on it, honestly.
As I said, I really didn't care about any of the characters. Lewis is the one I cared about the most, but by the midway point that wasn't really true anymore, because the romance started to come into play- a romance I am hands down against and not interested in reading about. The issue with starting off with one romance and then hitting the reader with a new one is that unless there's a real problem with that initial romance I'm going to be more interested in that first one. We spent time with those feelings, those people in a possible relationship, and then instead we're dropped into something we get way less build up for. Lewis quite literally abandoning his longterm crush for no more than a winky emoji from a girl he's barely friends with is... disappointing.
Back to the characters at large, Hayley should have been relatable but there is something so flat about her. As much as her story is supposed to be about having multiple sides it never really feels like she does. Her arc never gets off the ground and we hear more about the side of her people know than we actually see it.
I also was really put off by Lewis' best friend who is nothing more than the "snarky/obnoxious best friend" trope, and was off putting.
This wasn't the book for me. I'm sure other people will read this and like it, but it wasn't one I could get invested in.
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May 25, 2021While I appreciated the anxiety rep, I couldn't quite get myself to connect to this story. I liked it for the most part but the second half feels very rushed and the end felt a little... inconclusive? I'm not sure what rating to give this one so I'm leaving it blank for now.
March 16, 2021
Hayley's about to start her senior year if high school and she's just hoping that most everyone will have forgotten her breakdown from the end of last year. But in an attempt to alleviate some stress, her principal and guidance counselor are giving her a choice: drop out if the advanced classes she's planned on it drop tennis and take a TV production class. Hayley lots for the second choice. Meanwhile Lewis is looking forward to being a senior producer in his TV production class and hopefully asking out one if his longtime best friends. But when he and Hayley are partnered together in his favorite class, he's thrown for a loop. Kind of Sort of Fine shows the importance of friendship and mental health. This sweet coming of age story was full of fun and heart.
June 28, 2023
I was out shopping with friends after my first all-nighter. Me and one of my friends went into the Barnes and Noble that we always go to. She had some books in mine she wanted and went searching for them. I at the time was out of the habit of reading and did not have a list of books to look for. After looking around in sections that I thought might have a book for me I was the title of this one. As someone who feels like this title called out my always state of mind I was interested and read the blurb about the book. It piqued my interest enough to buy it then, that was December 7th, 2021. I only started reading it a could days ago and finished it today March 13th, 2022. Honestly, I did not fully know what to expect from this book, but man did it hit hard. As someone who was the chubby nerd/theater kid in high school, and still it, I felt an immediate connection with Lewis. While not immediate I also felt connected with Hayley. This story is so good from start to finish; it makes me sad I waited this long after buying it to actually read it.
October 24, 2021
this was fine. lol, like the name suggests. i feel like there were some plot points that were never really resolved (like what the hell happened with the toxic tennis friends? and what happened after the hallway fight?) the romance couldve been better or left out entirely. i did like the dynamic the main characters had and wouldve liked to see more of it in depth. the short chapters were fun but also i felt like a lot was skipped over. there was a lot of 'its been a few weeks since this thing' or a thing that happened in the previous chapter is suddenly days in the past. idk. it was a fun read though! i did enjoy it.
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October 2, 2021
KIND OF SORT OF FINE by Spencer Hall is a YA contemporary novel that follows two seniors in high school. Hayley is a perfectionist who cracked under the pressure of junior year, her breakdown ending up all over the internet and resulting in her being forced into an easier schedule. Lewis, on the other hand, isn’t too motivated in much other than his TV production class, but when he gets paired with Hayley instead of his friend, Cal, they both need to learn to navigate their expectations. Slowly, Lewis and Hayley realize they don’t have to be committed to how they originally imagined their lives— but even so, letting go of that vision is hard, and neither one may be ready.
This book really captures the true essence of senior year— the stress and almost paranoia of picking the “right” school, the ad nauseum talks about the future, growing and learning more about yourself, finding gratitude for the things you once found annoying, grappling with timing, and so much more. Hall captures all of that on these pages, and as a former AP and TV production student, I related to both characters on a very cellular level. That being said, there are so many messages in this book I wish I understood when I was their age. To start, I love how Hall shows it’s okay to do less. There is so much pressure on everyone to constantly be producing, particularly in the USA, and even more specifically in high school. It’s not healthy, and it’s exactly what Hayley has to contend with throughout this story. I also love the reminder that a couple of uncomfortable conversations can quickly solve a problem.
Beyond that, there are some elements of the story that needed more motivation or didn’t make sense to me, such as Hayley bringing a flask to school. I do get that she was trying to “be the pond scum,” but it felt more necessary for the plot than something she might actually do. That being said, I was happy to let go of those moments and go along for ride. Hall infuses a lot of humor throughout the story, particularly through Lewis, which makes the dialogue really fun and witty.
Overall, KIND OF SORT OF FINE is the perfect gift for those preparing to be seniors in either high school or college, or for those who are newly graduated. It’s a good reminder that what they’re going through or going to go through is normal, and they’re going to figure it all out in time.
Review originally posted on YA Books Central: https://www.yabookscentral.com/index....
This book really captures the true essence of senior year— the stress and almost paranoia of picking the “right” school, the ad nauseum talks about the future, growing and learning more about yourself, finding gratitude for the things you once found annoying, grappling with timing, and so much more. Hall captures all of that on these pages, and as a former AP and TV production student, I related to both characters on a very cellular level. That being said, there are so many messages in this book I wish I understood when I was their age. To start, I love how Hall shows it’s okay to do less. There is so much pressure on everyone to constantly be producing, particularly in the USA, and even more specifically in high school. It’s not healthy, and it’s exactly what Hayley has to contend with throughout this story. I also love the reminder that a couple of uncomfortable conversations can quickly solve a problem.
Beyond that, there are some elements of the story that needed more motivation or didn’t make sense to me, such as Hayley bringing a flask to school. I do get that she was trying to “be the pond scum,” but it felt more necessary for the plot than something she might actually do. That being said, I was happy to let go of those moments and go along for ride. Hall infuses a lot of humor throughout the story, particularly through Lewis, which makes the dialogue really fun and witty.
Overall, KIND OF SORT OF FINE is the perfect gift for those preparing to be seniors in either high school or college, or for those who are newly graduated. It’s a good reminder that what they’re going through or going to go through is normal, and they’re going to figure it all out in time.
Review originally posted on YA Books Central: https://www.yabookscentral.com/index....
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