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760 pages, ebook
First published January 25, 2022
”Their world was changing. And this city of gods and monsters was only the beginning.
Death was only the beginning.”
╰┈➤ read this if you like:
★ found family
★ touch her and 🪦
★ forced proximity
★ intricate plot and world building
★ slow burn + spicy🥵
★ urban fantasy
★ humans, werewolves, vampires and more…
i’m in my heavy fantasy era once again. and let me tell you, it’s good to be home.
this book was pleasantly surprising. it doesn’t start really strong and honestly, i was questioning my choice, but TRUST THE PROCESS!!
it talks about loren calla, a human in a world of werewolves and vampires and witches. she’s been an outcast for all her life. so, imagine her surprise when, all of a sudden, she becomes the principal target of—not one, but—lots of darkslayers. this is when she meets darien cassel. he’s a darkslayer, leader of the seven devils, and he has to hand over a girl for a large sum of money. but when he finds her and realizes she’s just a human, he decides to protect her while finding the reason why they all want her.
”She decided to take her chances with Darien Cassel, so she mentally kissed her normal life goodbye and swung open the door.”
The world she’d been born into was a world of wolves, and it didn’t take kindly to lambs like her. To survive it, you either had to become a wolf… or make friends with one. She knew she wasn’t the type to ever become a wolf, so she would have to try for the latter. Though friend was the last thing she would expect to call this man.
“Am I going to need to perform first-aid on you, too,” Darien said quietly as people continued to stare, “or can I wait until someone is trying to kill you to do the saving?”
It took her a minute to reply, and for those entire sixty seconds, she wouldn’t look away from him, as if his soul were an open book and she was leafing through the pages of it.
“Would you do me the extreme honor of telling me why you suddenly want to drop your panties?”
“Relax, Loren. I’m only teasing you. I promise I won’t bite—unless, of course, you want me to.”
“She taught me that green was life. Green was wet grass; moss; birds chirping in trees. Pink was pleasure in the most innocent sense of the word. It was the texture of rose petals and the heat of when you blush; it was strawberries, bubble-gum, lollipops. Yellow was cheery and invigorating, like the taste of lemon. It was sunflowers and the soft down of a newly hatched chick. Orange was exactly as the fruit tastes; it was the glow of firelight and the feel of the desert sun warming your back. Red was complicated; it was seduction, violence, danger, anger—even love. It was the heat of a steak fresh off the barbecue, the taste of chili peppers.” He paused, and Loren wondered if he was there, too—in his mind. In his heart. “The sound of the ocean…,” he went on. “The sound of the ocean was blue. Blue was calm. Blue was relaxation. Blue was… blue was peace.”
“You can dress however you want to dress, and scum like them shouldn’t think it means you’re serving yourself to them on a silver platter.”
How was it possible that the world suddenly felt lighter as soon as he was near? She could breathe again, and the shattered pieces of her heart felt like they were being knitted back together simply by being in the same vicinity as him.
But Loren Calla was gorgeous in a way that made his knees weak.
“Would you stop complaining?” She batted her eyelashes at him. “I can think of far better things for you to do with that mouth.”
Darien blinked. And then he threw his head back and howled with laughter. “I can’t believe you just said that to me.”
Darien stared back at her, longing to know the answers to her soul, wanting to learn every part of her, inside and out. The need to touch her, to comfort her and to know her on a deeper level, hit him like a fist to the stomach.
She had a face that could crumble cities and bring conquerors to their knees.
No matter how big and bad you think you are, there’s always someone who can play the cards better than you.
“Even if we don’t have forever, we do have today. And I believe that alone is worth celebrating.”
“And I’m grateful for you, Loren Calla.” He kissed her mouth, long and deep, until she lost her breath. “I’m so grateful for you.”
“Monsters are only what you make of them.”
The Devil who was now her angel.
”until you came along, my life never made sense. You are the kindest thing that had ever happened to me. You are… you are my home. And i think it’s safe to say that my life would be whole lot darker without you in it. You light my life, loren calla.”