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With Every Memory
After a tragic accident robs her of the last nine years of memories, Lori Mendenhall comes home to a family completely different than she remembers. As her memory returns and past secrets resurface, it will take all of them to repair what's been broken and find a new future together.
304 pages, Paperback
First published June 1, 2023
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June 19, 2023Going to mark this one as DNF because of some content mentioned in the author's note and it not being suitable for BFCG's target ages of 9-19.
"This novel contains difficult and potentially triggering topics, such as death of a child, sexual assault, adultery, and divorce." I would also add a tragic car wreck as well.
While I do appreciate the author and publishing noting these triggers, I do wish it wasn't only found at the beginning of the book, but also on the back cover synopsis or being easier to find out as these are some major triggers for a lot of people.
(TW, trigger, content, CW)
"This novel contains difficult and potentially triggering topics, such as death of a child, sexual assault, adultery, and divorce." I would also add a tragic car wreck as well.
While I do appreciate the author and publishing noting these triggers, I do wish it wasn't only found at the beginning of the book, but also on the back cover synopsis or being easier to find out as these are some major triggers for a lot of people.
(TW, trigger, content, CW)
June 18, 2023
Fans of Women's Fiction will not want to miss this one!
With Every Memory is told from two perspectives...Lori, a married mother and recent survivor of a traumatic crash that resulted in the death of one of her teenage twins and Avery, also a survivor of the accident and twin to Austin that didn't survive.
The story picks up with Lori's release from rehab. She's missing many years of her recent memories. As they slowly return, Lori evaluates the life she was living before the accident and considers what she wants as she starts again.
With Avery's close bond to her brother and a different mother returning from rehab, she has a difficult time navigating her final year of high school. I love that her hobby is taking clothes from thrift stores and turning them into something new.
It's such an emotional story as a family redefines itself. I loved the witty words included such as in this passage:
"This guy made about as much sense to me as comma rules. Everywhere one minute, nowhere the next, then randomly showing up in the places I least expected."
The soundtrack of 80s music was a good one. Beautifully written novel. My gratitude to publisher Revell for a complimentary copy of the novel. I was not required to post a review. All opinions expressed are my own.
With Every Memory is told from two perspectives...Lori, a married mother and recent survivor of a traumatic crash that resulted in the death of one of her teenage twins and Avery, also a survivor of the accident and twin to Austin that didn't survive.
The story picks up with Lori's release from rehab. She's missing many years of her recent memories. As they slowly return, Lori evaluates the life she was living before the accident and considers what she wants as she starts again.
With Avery's close bond to her brother and a different mother returning from rehab, she has a difficult time navigating her final year of high school. I love that her hobby is taking clothes from thrift stores and turning them into something new.
It's such an emotional story as a family redefines itself. I loved the witty words included such as in this passage:
"This guy made about as much sense to me as comma rules. Everywhere one minute, nowhere the next, then randomly showing up in the places I least expected."
The soundtrack of 80s music was a good one. Beautifully written novel. My gratitude to publisher Revell for a complimentary copy of the novel. I was not required to post a review. All opinions expressed are my own.
May 28, 2023
This is a very emotional story, and over all it was a fast read. That being said, I didn’t really like the characters (other than Xander and Avery). And since I didn’t like them it was hard to really care about what happened. I did really like the way the story started with Lori being discharged from the hospital instead of at the point of the accident where I feel like the story would have typically started. This book was a bit cheesy to me, and the characters didn’t seem fully formed and some of their actions didn’t feel realistic to me. Lori was in an accident that left her almost dead and took her son away from her. the accident left her with retrograde amnesia and she doesn’t really remember much from the last 8 years of her life. As she goes home she realizes that she doesn’t really know who she had become let alone what was happening in her marriage. While Lori and her husband are trying to figure out what is going on with them Avery is struggling with grief and how to survive losing her twin brother. She also is figuring out if she can still graduate or if she missed too much school. It wasn’t a bad book, and I think he good points only made me want the rest to be better to match the glimmers I saw.
May 28, 2023
An engaging women's fiction novel with a touch of romance.
Lori and her daughter, Avery, were both well-drawn, sympathetic characters. Both ladies had difficult circumstances they were dealing with. The side characters were good as well. I wasn't sure at first what to think of Lori's husband, but I ended up liking him in the end. Avery and her boyfriend, Xander, were sweet together, and their budding romance helped balance out the heavier things going on. And there were plenty of heavy things going on. Sometimes the plot got a little too dramatic for me, though.
Some of the content got a little edgy. But most of it was handled tactfully, and I'd still consider it clean. It's just not a book I'd recommend to younger teens.
I enjoyed Janine Rosche's writing style, and I appreciated that she kept the language clean.
Overall, I found With Every Memory to be an interesting read that I'd recommend to those who enjoy Christian fiction and women's fiction novels.
Disclosure: I received this book free from Revell through Interviews & Reviews. The opinions I have expressed are my own, and I was not required to write a positive review. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255.
Lori and her daughter, Avery, were both well-drawn, sympathetic characters. Both ladies had difficult circumstances they were dealing with. The side characters were good as well. I wasn't sure at first what to think of Lori's husband, but I ended up liking him in the end. Avery and her boyfriend, Xander, were sweet together, and their budding romance helped balance out the heavier things going on. And there were plenty of heavy things going on. Sometimes the plot got a little too dramatic for me, though.
Some of the content got a little edgy. But most of it was handled tactfully, and I'd still consider it clean. It's just not a book I'd recommend to younger teens.
I enjoyed Janine Rosche's writing style, and I appreciated that she kept the language clean.
Overall, I found With Every Memory to be an interesting read that I'd recommend to those who enjoy Christian fiction and women's fiction novels.
Disclosure: I received this book free from Revell through Interviews & Reviews. The opinions I have expressed are my own, and I was not required to write a positive review. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255.
May 16, 2023
With Every Memory is by a new to me author. This is a compelling and gritty story. It gripped me from the first page until the very end. I just had to keep reading to find out about the heroine's lost memories and what happened before the accident. This is told from two points of view. Lori, the mom who lost her memory, and her daughter Avery who was also in the tragic accident that killed Austin. Michael, the husband and father was driving the car.
Lori lost her only son and her memories. Avery is 18 and struggling in her senior year of school. There is tension and stress between Lori and Michael. But also love and tenderness as well that offered me hope as I was reading. So, there is actually two romances going on. Lori and her husband Michael trying to learn to love each other again and between Avery and her brother's best friend Xander. And boy, let me tell you he is the best. So sweet and compassionate, and very patient with Avery.
Also, the epilogue is Dana's catnip! LOVED IT!! Happily ever after!!
I really enjoyed this book and I will be reading more from this very talented author. I read the teaser for her next book and that will be tops on my to be read list.
*I was given a copy of this book by Revell Publishing and this is my honest opinion.
4.5 stars
Lori lost her only son and her memories. Avery is 18 and struggling in her senior year of school. There is tension and stress between Lori and Michael. But also love and tenderness as well that offered me hope as I was reading. So, there is actually two romances going on. Lori and her husband Michael trying to learn to love each other again and between Avery and her brother's best friend Xander. And boy, let me tell you he is the best. So sweet and compassionate, and very patient with Avery.
Also, the epilogue is Dana's catnip! LOVED IT!! Happily ever after!!
I really enjoyed this book and I will be reading more from this very talented author. I read the teaser for her next book and that will be tops on my to be read list.
*I was given a copy of this book by Revell Publishing and this is my honest opinion.
4.5 stars
May 28, 2023
Lori has suffered a Traumatic Brain Injury and is trying to reintegrate herself into her life as best as she can as memories slowly come back.
This was a unique plot line of dealing with infidelity and sexual assault, and while at first, I was kind of lost as to who was speaking, I am not able to say that this story really touched or connected me to this family. The issues were hard and while I felt they were dealt with well, I didn’t really like any one of the characters except Avery and Xander.
My gratitude to Netgalley and Revell. All opinions expressed are mine and honest.
This was a unique plot line of dealing with infidelity and sexual assault, and while at first, I was kind of lost as to who was speaking, I am not able to say that this story really touched or connected me to this family. The issues were hard and while I felt they were dealt with well, I didn’t really like any one of the characters except Avery and Xander.
My gratitude to Netgalley and Revell. All opinions expressed are mine and honest.
May 4, 2023
Oh my stars! This incredible book gave me all the feels. It tore my heart apart and then knitted the jagged edges back together in the most beautiful way!
Janine Rosche is an auto-buy author for me, if she writes it I’m gonna read it!
I was completely enthralled with this book from page one, the pages flew, and I couldn’t stop reading because I had to know what would happen next! At each new twist and turn I fell even more in love with this story.
This story is told in alternating first person POV between Lori and her daughter, Avery which gives the reader a well of depth and insight into the characters and what is going through their minds, we truly get to see the world through their eyes.
This may be Women’s Fiction but there was also plenty of Janine Rosche’s trademark sweet and swoony romance, as well as several humorous moments that made me laugh, loved that!
The faith story in this book is more subtle than this author’s previous books, but if you look you will see the love and light of Jesus shining through the broken pieces more brilliantly and beautifully than a thousand sunsets.
This book will make you forget you’re reading, you’ll feel like you’re living the story alongside the characters, and feeling what they feel.
With Every Memory tackles some tough topics, but does so with grace and sensitivity.
Without giving spoilers I will just say that I came away from this book with a deeper understanding of what love, loyalty, and forgiveness truly looks like.
I absolutely loved With Every Memory, it’s one of my favorite reads of 2023, and I most highly recommend it if you like books about broken, relatable characters seeking hope and love in this dark world.
Janine Rosche is a tremendously talented author, and With Every Memory is a thought provoking read that just might inspire you to judge less, listen more, and love always.
I received a complimentary ebook copy of this book from the publisher.
My review was not influenced in any way. All thoughts and opinions are one hundred percent my own.
Janine Rosche is an auto-buy author for me, if she writes it I’m gonna read it!
I was completely enthralled with this book from page one, the pages flew, and I couldn’t stop reading because I had to know what would happen next! At each new twist and turn I fell even more in love with this story.
This story is told in alternating first person POV between Lori and her daughter, Avery which gives the reader a well of depth and insight into the characters and what is going through their minds, we truly get to see the world through their eyes.
This may be Women’s Fiction but there was also plenty of Janine Rosche’s trademark sweet and swoony romance, as well as several humorous moments that made me laugh, loved that!
The faith story in this book is more subtle than this author’s previous books, but if you look you will see the love and light of Jesus shining through the broken pieces more brilliantly and beautifully than a thousand sunsets.
This book will make you forget you’re reading, you’ll feel like you’re living the story alongside the characters, and feeling what they feel.
With Every Memory tackles some tough topics, but does so with grace and sensitivity.
Without giving spoilers I will just say that I came away from this book with a deeper understanding of what love, loyalty, and forgiveness truly looks like.
I absolutely loved With Every Memory, it’s one of my favorite reads of 2023, and I most highly recommend it if you like books about broken, relatable characters seeking hope and love in this dark world.
Janine Rosche is a tremendously talented author, and With Every Memory is a thought provoking read that just might inspire you to judge less, listen more, and love always.
I received a complimentary ebook copy of this book from the publisher.
My review was not influenced in any way. All thoughts and opinions are one hundred percent my own.
April 30, 2023
The new release With Every Memory was one of the sweetest, memorable books to read, especially coming right after having read another great release from Revell Publishing house. The characters Janine Rosche uses to present her story are heartbreakingly wonderful, especially eighteen year old Avery who has just lost her twin brother. Despite how hard life is, the book was made all the more mesmerizing because this wonderful teen turning to adult (during the story) is so caught up in the world at her feet, with her remaking of thrift store clothing from decades prior and her love of 80's and early 90's music; if I was to ever have a daughter I would have loved to see her like this young woman despite all the troubles she does go through (and causes). Although everything is to be expected, all the poor girl goes through losing her brother, the horrible reaction of the many friends who all abandon her and the troubles her parents have in their marriage (who doesn’t), there is a strong desire to see things work out for her. You couldn’t help but love her, despite the troublemaker she could be. Janine Rosche, With Every Memory, develops a family of strong characters with a story to share that you can’t help but feel drawn to, hopeful for, despite the flaws they have, even if, at times, they are hidden to emerge at just the right time for readers.
The story is told through Avery’s eyes as well as her mother Lori, who, unfortunately, did not fare so well as it begins right after a horrendous accident. When husband and father Michael was at the wheel, readers are led to believe something he did, something that Lori can’t remember and Avery does not know, caused the accident. That day Avery lost her twin Austin, and Lori lost eight years of her memories having incurred an extreme brain injury. The story begins when it is time for Lori to go home, having recovered inpatient at a facility as much as she can and, now at home, should begin to recover all that was lost.
But Lori remembers things with her husband as they were eight years prior, all that came during that time, now a distance between them she does not understand. And Michael, he does not seem to have anything to tell her to fill in the blanks as to why things are that way between them. Janine Rosche is wonderful at disguising the true actions of what was for readers as they slowly piece together an unexpected past for her characters, before the accident occurred. That people all do things for different reasons, are their own person, is very important to remember when reading this book, and a little hint to readers to help them unravel what certain characters don’t know and what they will find out and one day need to understand, accept, and also overcome.
For all his faults, when the big plot twist comes at the end and readers learn things they never suspected about the seemingly perfect family, especially Michael, even after their disastrous loss comes more pain, the only thing Rosche leaves is that, in the end, there is hope for the three who remain and their angel in heaven. There were also scenes in the book that were hard for me to read, reminding me of the cruelty of others, especially those that are young. At times I forget how hard it was growing up, now that I am an adult. Not that bad things don't happen often but, the cruelty of youth when it comes, the things young ones do without the wisdom and knowledge of the pain it can cause, it is always a hard reminder. But, God can give children strength in those times and Rosche reminds readers of that in With Every Memory. The book is a good reminder of the importance of the need to instill something in our children, hopefully God but, at least, some semblance of a Higher Power.
That God was with Michael and Lori from the beginning of their relationship, despite all the bad in their lives, was evident. Because a lot happened to the family and still they had so much to live for, so much love in their lives, despite all the loss and pain they endured. I have never read a story built on so much pain that still had so much hope and promise for the characters, that, if they remained together in life things would be alright, in the end. Jaine Rosche was a delight to read, writing a story that throws a couple hard punches, but extends a hand to help you up, after the impact. And maybe, probably, that hand, is God.
Especially since Lori has a meddling mother who has to be in the middle of everything, can never learn to keep her mouth shut and, with that meddling and flapping jaw, almost ends up undermining the great life Michael and Lori could have with Avery. But, most mothers are like that, at least the ones who you can't wait to have them say, “It's about time I move into that old folks community,” and instigate trouble in anyone else's life other than your own. However, in the end, Lori’s mother also learns many things about her daughter’s life that she had mistakenly interpreted for so many years. And that, readers, the meddling mother, wrong and knowing it, deflated, is always a delight to read (because I have never experienced it in real life).
After reading With Every Memory when it comes to the next release of Janine Rosche (a sneak peak of which was included at the end) I am a forever bound reader to what she writes, even if I have to go to the ends of the earth to get a copy. To readers not of this particular genre I’d say give this a try if you are willing to spread your wings and delve out of the norm, this is a book that isn’t a miss. For those who love the genre, With Every Memory won't be one you want to miss and a great book for book clubs!
Happy Reading!
The story is told through Avery’s eyes as well as her mother Lori, who, unfortunately, did not fare so well as it begins right after a horrendous accident. When husband and father Michael was at the wheel, readers are led to believe something he did, something that Lori can’t remember and Avery does not know, caused the accident. That day Avery lost her twin Austin, and Lori lost eight years of her memories having incurred an extreme brain injury. The story begins when it is time for Lori to go home, having recovered inpatient at a facility as much as she can and, now at home, should begin to recover all that was lost.
But Lori remembers things with her husband as they were eight years prior, all that came during that time, now a distance between them she does not understand. And Michael, he does not seem to have anything to tell her to fill in the blanks as to why things are that way between them. Janine Rosche is wonderful at disguising the true actions of what was for readers as they slowly piece together an unexpected past for her characters, before the accident occurred. That people all do things for different reasons, are their own person, is very important to remember when reading this book, and a little hint to readers to help them unravel what certain characters don’t know and what they will find out and one day need to understand, accept, and also overcome.
For all his faults, when the big plot twist comes at the end and readers learn things they never suspected about the seemingly perfect family, especially Michael, even after their disastrous loss comes more pain, the only thing Rosche leaves is that, in the end, there is hope for the three who remain and their angel in heaven. There were also scenes in the book that were hard for me to read, reminding me of the cruelty of others, especially those that are young. At times I forget how hard it was growing up, now that I am an adult. Not that bad things don't happen often but, the cruelty of youth when it comes, the things young ones do without the wisdom and knowledge of the pain it can cause, it is always a hard reminder. But, God can give children strength in those times and Rosche reminds readers of that in With Every Memory. The book is a good reminder of the importance of the need to instill something in our children, hopefully God but, at least, some semblance of a Higher Power.
That God was with Michael and Lori from the beginning of their relationship, despite all the bad in their lives, was evident. Because a lot happened to the family and still they had so much to live for, so much love in their lives, despite all the loss and pain they endured. I have never read a story built on so much pain that still had so much hope and promise for the characters, that, if they remained together in life things would be alright, in the end. Jaine Rosche was a delight to read, writing a story that throws a couple hard punches, but extends a hand to help you up, after the impact. And maybe, probably, that hand, is God.
Especially since Lori has a meddling mother who has to be in the middle of everything, can never learn to keep her mouth shut and, with that meddling and flapping jaw, almost ends up undermining the great life Michael and Lori could have with Avery. But, most mothers are like that, at least the ones who you can't wait to have them say, “It's about time I move into that old folks community,” and instigate trouble in anyone else's life other than your own. However, in the end, Lori’s mother also learns many things about her daughter’s life that she had mistakenly interpreted for so many years. And that, readers, the meddling mother, wrong and knowing it, deflated, is always a delight to read (because I have never experienced it in real life).
After reading With Every Memory when it comes to the next release of Janine Rosche (a sneak peak of which was included at the end) I am a forever bound reader to what she writes, even if I have to go to the ends of the earth to get a copy. To readers not of this particular genre I’d say give this a try if you are willing to spread your wings and delve out of the norm, this is a book that isn’t a miss. For those who love the genre, With Every Memory won't be one you want to miss and a great book for book clubs!
Happy Reading!
May 21, 2023
I think I've found my favorite Janine Rosche story! I've had to backtrack on some of the things I've started to type realizing how easy it is to share something only to realize it might be a spoiler of sorts. Nothing outright, but too close. Let's see what I CAN say without giving anything away!
This is a very emotional story. There's a backstory that is slowly revealed as you read the book. You get an idea of why Lori has a traumatic brain injury. We also get a glimpse into a fractured marriage and family. Let me just say, you'll have immediate feelings towards Lori and Michael. Janine does a great job of helping the reader feel empathy and annoyance.
Their daughter Avery plays a huge role in the story and my emotions were on a roller coaster ride with her. The author really does bring you as a fly on the wall into their lives. Xander, someone Avery has known for a long time is one of my favorite characters in the entire story. He's an incredible example of grace and kindness.
And can we talk about characters we loathe, which just shows off an author's skill at writing even more? Lori's mother is awful. Worse than awful, and she will make you feel some kind of way... probably want to knock her block off like I wanted to.
There were a few surprises that will have you 😳! Trust me... and they're worth the wait to find out as you read through the story.
I DO wish there had been a stronger faith thread in the story. The characters attend church and they talk about a character who prayed, but other than that, we don't really see any active faith in the characters lives. I think there were a couple of missed opportunities for them to show a personal faith, growth, or understanding of God working in their lives as they worked through their difficulties.
This was really a fantastic story that I would highly recommend!
*I received the ebook ARC for review. This is my personal opinion.
This is a very emotional story. There's a backstory that is slowly revealed as you read the book. You get an idea of why Lori has a traumatic brain injury. We also get a glimpse into a fractured marriage and family. Let me just say, you'll have immediate feelings towards Lori and Michael. Janine does a great job of helping the reader feel empathy and annoyance.
Their daughter Avery plays a huge role in the story and my emotions were on a roller coaster ride with her. The author really does bring you as a fly on the wall into their lives. Xander, someone Avery has known for a long time is one of my favorite characters in the entire story. He's an incredible example of grace and kindness.
And can we talk about characters we loathe, which just shows off an author's skill at writing even more? Lori's mother is awful. Worse than awful, and she will make you feel some kind of way... probably want to knock her block off like I wanted to.
There were a few surprises that will have you 😳! Trust me... and they're worth the wait to find out as you read through the story.
I DO wish there had been a stronger faith thread in the story. The characters attend church and they talk about a character who prayed, but other than that, we don't really see any active faith in the characters lives. I think there were a couple of missed opportunities for them to show a personal faith, growth, or understanding of God working in their lives as they worked through their difficulties.
This was really a fantastic story that I would highly recommend!
*I received the ebook ARC for review. This is my personal opinion.
April 9, 2023
Many thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for providing me with this ARC in exchange for my honest review. I'm honored every time I'm given the opportunity to read an author's work in advance of publication.
2.75 stars. Oh boy! I really wanted to love this book as I'm a big Janine Rosche fan. There were many things I liked about this story but I didn't love it.
Rosche's writing was well done as usual and I was intrigued by Lori's journey to regain her memory. I also liked Lori's daughter's story but found Xander's behavior somewhat confusing. Lori's mom was just plain annoying and mean although I got the sense that she may have been intended as some comic relief but. that didn't work for me. Same with Lori's husband. Like Xander, I found his running hot and cold towards his wife confusing as the reason wasn't clear to me.
Finally, and this may just be a sign of the times, but the trigger warnings at the beginning was a bit off-putting and I actually considered not reading the book after reading it. I'm glad I did as Janine Rosche handled some really serious topics thoughtfully and with grace.
Good enough to read it through to the end but probably not something I'd read again.. This is probably more of a reading preference versus something wrong with the book. Even though the author's prior books have tackled serious issues, this one felt more somber and dark. Lately, I've preferred books that are lighter and make me laugh.
2.75 stars. Oh boy! I really wanted to love this book as I'm a big Janine Rosche fan. There were many things I liked about this story but I didn't love it.
Rosche's writing was well done as usual and I was intrigued by Lori's journey to regain her memory. I also liked Lori's daughter's story but found Xander's behavior somewhat confusing. Lori's mom was just plain annoying and mean although I got the sense that she may have been intended as some comic relief but. that didn't work for me. Same with Lori's husband. Like Xander, I found his running hot and cold towards his wife confusing as the reason wasn't clear to me.
Finally, and this may just be a sign of the times, but the trigger warnings at the beginning was a bit off-putting and I actually considered not reading the book after reading it. I'm glad I did as Janine Rosche handled some really serious topics thoughtfully and with grace.
Good enough to read it through to the end but probably not something I'd read again.. This is probably more of a reading preference versus something wrong with the book. Even though the author's prior books have tackled serious issues, this one felt more somber and dark. Lately, I've preferred books that are lighter and make me laugh.
June 26, 2023
This book has one of my favorite tropes, even though it's heartbreaking the amnesia character always pulls at my heartstrings but also gives me hope for new beginnings.
With Every Memory by Janine Rosche had me crying one minute and laughing the next. I fell in love with characters, and felt every emotion they were feeling as they went through their lives.
Lori and her family were in an accident that left her son dead and Lori losing the last 8 years of her life. Through the struggling years of her marriage and the problems with being disconnected from her daughter, of which she has no memory. She must start over to find herself again and find the bond that will help heal her heart and family.
This book will leave a lasting impression on me and will be in my favorites if the year.
*thank you to Baker and Revell for a copy of this book to read and honestly review.
With Every Memory by Janine Rosche had me crying one minute and laughing the next. I fell in love with characters, and felt every emotion they were feeling as they went through their lives.
Lori and her family were in an accident that left her son dead and Lori losing the last 8 years of her life. Through the struggling years of her marriage and the problems with being disconnected from her daughter, of which she has no memory. She must start over to find herself again and find the bond that will help heal her heart and family.
This book will leave a lasting impression on me and will be in my favorites if the year.
*thank you to Baker and Revell for a copy of this book to read and honestly review.
June 14, 2023
4.5 stars
There are some stories that captivate you from word one and keep your heart in complete thrall until the very end. There are some stories that, once finished, you have to sit and just absorb for a bit before you can squeeze all your feelings into words. And there are some stories you are forced to read while hiding away in the bedroom so your sobs don’t disrupt your husband’s work day. With Every Memory by Janine Rosche is all of the above.
This book without a doubt engaged every single one of my emotions – from grief to anger to joy and even some swooning. I wept with Avery and Lori, I wept for them… and I wept out of my own grief too because the author has so poignantly captured the complex emotions of loss. I also got mad enough to purse whomp a few characters who desperately needed it, though the author successfully stayed my hand a few times by unexpectedly turning the tide just in time to spare that character my book-filled-tote-enabled rage. Interestingly, however, this book is also not what I would call ‘heavy’. It’s somber in parts, sure. And it wrung a lot of tears out of me. But at the same time, a steady undercurrent of joy and warmth – and even a little humor and romance – surround this story in a comforting embrace that soothes the pieces of your heart it just broke.
(And here’s where I briefly pause this otherwise deep review to shallowly interject that the young adult romance thread in With Every Memory is just super swoony and everything delightful and made my heart lighter to read it. I may never recover from Xander’s steadiness. He is my very favorite person in this book.)
Lori, Avery, and Michael are all such complex characters who are made more so by the tangled webs of grief and trauma, and as Rosche peeled back these layers one by one I found myself hanging on every word. The plot device of Lori’s retrograde amnesia adds even more complexity because she has become in essence an unreliable narrator of her own life. If she’s not sure what – or who – to trust, then neither are we as readers. And even with all their brokenness exposed on these pages, I could not tear myself away from the messiness nor the hope of survival and maybe even restoration. Because isn’t that a big part of why we read stories like this? To be reminded that (to quote a Natalie Grant song) it’s possible to have the sacred torn from our lives and still survive?
Bottom Line: With Every Memory by Janine Rosche is beautiful and messy and full of emotion. It’s about love and family and fractured marriages and troubled teenagers and amnesia and grief… but it’s also about fighting for the restoration of what’s been lost even when it doesn’t look like you thought it would. This is such poignant storytelling, and the author paints such vivid word pictures with such tangible emotions, that you will be unable to stop reading once you’ve begun. I do wish that the faith thread had been a bit stronger, given the opportunities that seemed perfect to point to the One who ultimately restores and redeems. BUT I also trust the author and the story she felt led to write & I’d rather have the lighter faith thread that is present than one that feels unnatural or forced just for the sake of including it. Regardless, it’s a story I’ll be thinking about for a long time, and I would happily spend more time with these characters in the future.
(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book)
first reviewed at Reading Is My SuperPower
There are some stories that captivate you from word one and keep your heart in complete thrall until the very end. There are some stories that, once finished, you have to sit and just absorb for a bit before you can squeeze all your feelings into words. And there are some stories you are forced to read while hiding away in the bedroom so your sobs don’t disrupt your husband’s work day. With Every Memory by Janine Rosche is all of the above.
This book without a doubt engaged every single one of my emotions – from grief to anger to joy and even some swooning. I wept with Avery and Lori, I wept for them… and I wept out of my own grief too because the author has so poignantly captured the complex emotions of loss. I also got mad enough to purse whomp a few characters who desperately needed it, though the author successfully stayed my hand a few times by unexpectedly turning the tide just in time to spare that character my book-filled-tote-enabled rage. Interestingly, however, this book is also not what I would call ‘heavy’. It’s somber in parts, sure. And it wrung a lot of tears out of me. But at the same time, a steady undercurrent of joy and warmth – and even a little humor and romance – surround this story in a comforting embrace that soothes the pieces of your heart it just broke.
(And here’s where I briefly pause this otherwise deep review to shallowly interject that the young adult romance thread in With Every Memory is just super swoony and everything delightful and made my heart lighter to read it. I may never recover from Xander’s steadiness. He is my very favorite person in this book.)
Lori, Avery, and Michael are all such complex characters who are made more so by the tangled webs of grief and trauma, and as Rosche peeled back these layers one by one I found myself hanging on every word. The plot device of Lori’s retrograde amnesia adds even more complexity because she has become in essence an unreliable narrator of her own life. If she’s not sure what – or who – to trust, then neither are we as readers. And even with all their brokenness exposed on these pages, I could not tear myself away from the messiness nor the hope of survival and maybe even restoration. Because isn’t that a big part of why we read stories like this? To be reminded that (to quote a Natalie Grant song) it’s possible to have the sacred torn from our lives and still survive?
Bottom Line: With Every Memory by Janine Rosche is beautiful and messy and full of emotion. It’s about love and family and fractured marriages and troubled teenagers and amnesia and grief… but it’s also about fighting for the restoration of what’s been lost even when it doesn’t look like you thought it would. This is such poignant storytelling, and the author paints such vivid word pictures with such tangible emotions, that you will be unable to stop reading once you’ve begun. I do wish that the faith thread had been a bit stronger, given the opportunities that seemed perfect to point to the One who ultimately restores and redeems. BUT I also trust the author and the story she felt led to write & I’d rather have the lighter faith thread that is present than one that feels unnatural or forced just for the sake of including it. Regardless, it’s a story I’ll be thinking about for a long time, and I would happily spend more time with these characters in the future.
(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book)
first reviewed at Reading Is My SuperPower
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June 6, 2023Janine is a great writer and she's not afraid to explore heavy topics. I love that the premise of this book is so interesting and unique. Fans of gritty women's fiction such as Under the Magnolias by T.I. Lowe and Where Hope Begins by Catherine West will enjoy this story.
June 9, 2023
This novel got off to a really slow start for me and remained that way until surprising memories surfaced about three quarters through the book. There were enough heart wrenching twists and turns in the revelations that, in the end, I was really glad I stuck with it. Ultimately, it is a good story about relationships, misunderstandings and relationship restoration.
It seemed like there were two stories here, Lori as she grapples with returning memories and Avery, grappling with the dual whammy of high school emotional theatrics and the loss of her twin. The narrative is seen from both Lori and Avery in an alternating manner. Either story could have been a good novel on its own and the two in one novel may not have given either story its full weight.
Roche's writing style is good, clear and understandable. With respect to the characters, I was surprised at the rather unaffected attitude of the person who, in a real sense, caused the accident and the death of Austin. No remorse, no nightmares, no sense of responsibility, no struggle with guilt. I found that unrealistic. There was a bit of a faith message as the family went to church but there was not the deep faith message of relying on Him during times of tragedy.
I liked this novel in the end, even thought I do think it should have had a much stronger faith message.
I received a complimentary egalley of this book from the publisher. My comments are an independent and honest review.
It seemed like there were two stories here, Lori as she grapples with returning memories and Avery, grappling with the dual whammy of high school emotional theatrics and the loss of her twin. The narrative is seen from both Lori and Avery in an alternating manner. Either story could have been a good novel on its own and the two in one novel may not have given either story its full weight.
Roche's writing style is good, clear and understandable. With respect to the characters, I was surprised at the rather unaffected attitude of the person who, in a real sense, caused the accident and the death of Austin. No remorse, no nightmares, no sense of responsibility, no struggle with guilt. I found that unrealistic. There was a bit of a faith message as the family went to church but there was not the deep faith message of relying on Him during times of tragedy.
I liked this novel in the end, even thought I do think it should have had a much stronger faith message.
I received a complimentary egalley of this book from the publisher. My comments are an independent and honest review.
July 6, 2023
Lori Mendenhall has been in a horrific car accident. She has suffered a traumatic brain injury and has spent months in a rehabilitation hospital. Her physical limitations are not her biggest problem. She cannot remember the last nine years preceding the accident. To compound her anguish, she has been told her little boy, Austin, did not survive the crash.
Lori has a long road ahead of her. What happened in her life those nine years before? Her little girl, Avery, is now a sulky teenager. Her husband, Michael, seems caring, but something is definitely off. Her neighbor, who she is told was a good friend, hates her husband. Lori is left heartbroken, confused and frustrated.
This book was real page turner right from the start. The mystery of those nine years eventually comes back to Lori, but not without a lot of drama and heartbreak along the way.
Lori has a long road ahead of her. What happened in her life those nine years before? Her little girl, Avery, is now a sulky teenager. Her husband, Michael, seems caring, but something is definitely off. Her neighbor, who she is told was a good friend, hates her husband. Lori is left heartbroken, confused and frustrated.
This book was real page turner right from the start. The mystery of those nine years eventually comes back to Lori, but not without a lot of drama and heartbreak along the way.
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December 19, 2022Read for endorsement. More coming!
June 6, 2023
In my opinion, this is the best book that Janine Rosche has written. She wrote about some difficult topics, but I think she did it with grace. I really felt for Lori and Avery. Once I started reading this book, I couldn't stop. I kept making time to read it so that way I could see what would happen for them. I think it is good for readers to know that there is some triggers in this book and that it is disclosed in the beginning of the book. I would recommend this book.
I received a complimentary copy from the publisher. I was not required to write a positive review. All opinions expressed are mine alone.
I received a complimentary copy from the publisher. I was not required to write a positive review. All opinions expressed are mine alone.
August 30, 2024
This is a reread for me and I’m glad I did. I love this kind of story. A couple in crisis due to unfaithfulness. I love this storyline when written in a Christian voice because it focuses on redemption. This book was beautifully written and love shone through. I first gave this book a 4 star rating but bumped it up to 4.5 the second time reading it. I highly recommend this book and will definitely revisit this book in the future!!
October 19, 2023
This book earns "Carrie couldn't put down" status! And that's not easy to achieve. It had me at page one. And chapter one. And never lost my attention until I finished it a day later. So much feeling in this story, and some surprises along the way (also not easy to do for me!). I really appreciated how Janine handled the issues of grief, loss, memory loss and struggling marriage in such realistic, yet delicate ways. A story like this has such potential to be overwhelmingly heavy, and this story isn't. Xander is a dream. I love that boy! I loved how flawed Lori, Michael and Avery were, yet they were written in a way that their behavior was believable and you couldn't help but root for them to fix the broken pieces.
I've loved Janine's stories in the past, but this book shot her to "must read" for me! Can't wait for her next story.
I've loved Janine's stories in the past, but this book shot her to "must read" for me! Can't wait for her next story.
June 10, 2023
This is my favorite Janine Rosche novel to date. It addresses devastating loss, grief, and heartache but overflows with hope, forgiveness, and redemption. Sin and consequences bring regret and shame yet unconditional love triumphs over the ugliest of human actions and emotions. Told from Lori and Avery’s first person viewpoints, the narrative is raw, heart-breaking, emotional, and real. The dialogue, especially between Avery and Xander, is witty and brings humor to the story.
Lori is lovable from the start as she wanders through her slow progress of reclaiming memories to recapture who she was before the accident. There are plenty of secrets and surprises in her journey of self-discovery, which had my mouth hanging open. I had mixed feelings about Michael her husband at the beginning but ended up admiring him in the end. Avery, Lori’s daughter, is feisty, smart, and passionate but weighed down by guilt, rebellion, and angst. I loved loved Xander and his patient, tender kindness and love for Avery. The accident cost Lori, Michael, and Avery much but allowed them to see their self-imposed prison of selfishness and harm to seek a better way.
If you’re a fan of stirring women’s fiction, this book is for you. I received the book from Revell via NetGalley and was under no obligation to post a positive comment. All opinions are my own.
Lori is lovable from the start as she wanders through her slow progress of reclaiming memories to recapture who she was before the accident. There are plenty of secrets and surprises in her journey of self-discovery, which had my mouth hanging open. I had mixed feelings about Michael her husband at the beginning but ended up admiring him in the end. Avery, Lori’s daughter, is feisty, smart, and passionate but weighed down by guilt, rebellion, and angst. I loved loved Xander and his patient, tender kindness and love for Avery. The accident cost Lori, Michael, and Avery much but allowed them to see their self-imposed prison of selfishness and harm to seek a better way.
If you’re a fan of stirring women’s fiction, this book is for you. I received the book from Revell via NetGalley and was under no obligation to post a positive comment. All opinions are my own.
May 13, 2023
Authentically told story of Lori whose memories are slowly unfolding after a brain trauma. The author gives us a peek into the lives of a family who is dealing with not only memory loss but are grieving 18 year old Austin, twin to Avery in her vulnerable senior year of high school. She has support from her long time friend Xander, who tutors her so she can graduate on time.
It is a rediscovery for Lori and her husband, Michael, into who she was before the incident and who she wants to become since. Ms. Rosche educates us in the rehabilitation after severe brain injury but also tells a tale of soul searching by the members of the family. With an underlying faith element, she asks us to examine our motives to see if we are living our faith or merely giving lip service. There is a resolution but only after struggles. The author gives us a reconciliation and a bit of romance along the way. With Every Memory is well worth the read.
*A complimentary copy of this book was provided by Revell through Interviews and Reviews. I was not required to post a favorable review. All opinions are my own. *
It is a rediscovery for Lori and her husband, Michael, into who she was before the incident and who she wants to become since. Ms. Rosche educates us in the rehabilitation after severe brain injury but also tells a tale of soul searching by the members of the family. With an underlying faith element, she asks us to examine our motives to see if we are living our faith or merely giving lip service. There is a resolution but only after struggles. The author gives us a reconciliation and a bit of romance along the way. With Every Memory is well worth the read.
*A complimentary copy of this book was provided by Revell through Interviews and Reviews. I was not required to post a favorable review. All opinions are my own. *
September 27, 2023
This story had a bit of mystery in it, with a family's past slowly being remembered by the Mom. I really enjoyed the high school daughter. Well told!
June 2, 2023
BOOK REVIEW - With Every Memory - Janine Rosche - 5/5 Stars
THE STORY
I've read some really good 5 Star books this year but it's been a while since I read a book so good that I stayed up til 3am reading it and then finished it as soon as I woke up! Janine Rosche is a new-to-me author that I wish I'd discovered years ago. I wasn't sure I'd like With Every Memory, as I don't read a lot of Womens Fiction but I was blown away by this family drama that had a surprising amount of romance in it! This story completely sucked me in and had so many twists, turns and reveals I couldn't predict what would happen next. I was so engrossed by Lori and Avery and was feeling every rollercoaster emotion with them. Lots of books have good endings and some have perfect ones, this was one of them!
THE ROMANCE
If I had to pick favourite trope it would be Second Chance Romances. I love seeing God's redemption, mercy and forgiveness being played out in a story. Lori and Michael's story ticked all those right boxes! I also loved reading the contrasts between new love and established love as both Lori and Avery found their way and love after so much trauma.
THE TRUTHS
The world will tell you that wealth equals happiness but as you'll in this story, wealth means nothing if you don't have someone to share it with. My family wasn't well off, there were times I would get jealous at the things my friends had that we couldn't afford but looking back as an adult, I had so much that others didn't: a happy childhood, loving caring parents that gave me a solid God centered education, siblings that are friends and experiences that were unique and special to me. So don't measure your blessings by the number dollar signs, look beyond and deeper than that and you might find you're more blessed than you realize!
THE STORY
I've read some really good 5 Star books this year but it's been a while since I read a book so good that I stayed up til 3am reading it and then finished it as soon as I woke up! Janine Rosche is a new-to-me author that I wish I'd discovered years ago. I wasn't sure I'd like With Every Memory, as I don't read a lot of Womens Fiction but I was blown away by this family drama that had a surprising amount of romance in it! This story completely sucked me in and had so many twists, turns and reveals I couldn't predict what would happen next. I was so engrossed by Lori and Avery and was feeling every rollercoaster emotion with them. Lots of books have good endings and some have perfect ones, this was one of them!
THE ROMANCE
If I had to pick favourite trope it would be Second Chance Romances. I love seeing God's redemption, mercy and forgiveness being played out in a story. Lori and Michael's story ticked all those right boxes! I also loved reading the contrasts between new love and established love as both Lori and Avery found their way and love after so much trauma.
THE TRUTHS
The world will tell you that wealth equals happiness but as you'll in this story, wealth means nothing if you don't have someone to share it with. My family wasn't well off, there were times I would get jealous at the things my friends had that we couldn't afford but looking back as an adult, I had so much that others didn't: a happy childhood, loving caring parents that gave me a solid God centered education, siblings that are friends and experiences that were unique and special to me. So don't measure your blessings by the number dollar signs, look beyond and deeper than that and you might find you're more blessed than you realize!
July 6, 2023
With Every Memory was a story that was very emotionally compelling! The novel was told from the perspectives of Lori, who was the mother in the story, and also from her teenaged daughter, Avery. I liked that the author did it this way, as it helped to make it feel as if I was experiencing every day life, as well as the gradual return of memories, with Lori. It also helped me understand a bit better the struggles that Avery was dealing with.
It became clear within a few chapters that Lori’s life and marriage was not currently in a great place. At times, it seemed as if her husband was reaching out in love toward her and being supportive, yet in other ways there seemed to be a wall of secrets separating them.
Avery certainly struggled, understandably, during the story. However, even as she sometimes frustrated me, I could see her growing emotionally as she worked through everything. Her brother’s best friend, Xander, was such a great character and I enjoyed getting to see how he cared for Avery.
With Every Memory highlighted the truth that everything is not always black and white. And that sometimes, even the best intentions can lead to space and hurt that blossom into painful separations. I liked the way the author addressed so many serious issues in a thoughtful way and the growth of the characters.
(4.5 stars)
I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
You can read this review on my blog:
https://brittreadsfiction.wordpress.c...
It became clear within a few chapters that Lori’s life and marriage was not currently in a great place. At times, it seemed as if her husband was reaching out in love toward her and being supportive, yet in other ways there seemed to be a wall of secrets separating them.
Avery certainly struggled, understandably, during the story. However, even as she sometimes frustrated me, I could see her growing emotionally as she worked through everything. Her brother’s best friend, Xander, was such a great character and I enjoyed getting to see how he cared for Avery.
With Every Memory highlighted the truth that everything is not always black and white. And that sometimes, even the best intentions can lead to space and hurt that blossom into painful separations. I liked the way the author addressed so many serious issues in a thoughtful way and the growth of the characters.
(4.5 stars)
I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
You can read this review on my blog:
https://brittreadsfiction.wordpress.c...
November 7, 2023
I highly recommend With Every Memory to everyone who enjoys reading clean Women’s Fiction. I found myself turning the 300+ pages quickly as I pored over every word.
Written by Janine Rosche (rhymes with “crochet”), With Every Memory, absolutely fulfills the author’s passion to create stories that celebrate life, love, and family without shying away from struggles and heartaches.
Starting with the first sentence and finishing with the last word, With Every Memory had me captivated with every page and every twist.
The three living family members were wonderfully developed, flaws and all. This unique story was brilliantly written with details shared at just the right moments for the flow and exquisiteness of this splendid novel.
With Every Memory is categorized as General Fiction / Women’s. Even though the characters attend church, their faith does not appear to be active or a priority in their day-to-day living. Even though I was disappointed that so many opportunities to shine the light on God’s Word and His ways were not included in this remarkable story, With Every Memory magnificently tore at my heart, mind, and all my emotions.
There is no doubt that I will be revisiting this story over and over again in my mind -- it is that good.
I received a complimentary eARC of With Every Memory from Revell and NetGalley -- a positive review is not required. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.
Written by Janine Rosche (rhymes with “crochet”), With Every Memory, absolutely fulfills the author’s passion to create stories that celebrate life, love, and family without shying away from struggles and heartaches.
Starting with the first sentence and finishing with the last word, With Every Memory had me captivated with every page and every twist.
The three living family members were wonderfully developed, flaws and all. This unique story was brilliantly written with details shared at just the right moments for the flow and exquisiteness of this splendid novel.
With Every Memory is categorized as General Fiction / Women’s. Even though the characters attend church, their faith does not appear to be active or a priority in their day-to-day living. Even though I was disappointed that so many opportunities to shine the light on God’s Word and His ways were not included in this remarkable story, With Every Memory magnificently tore at my heart, mind, and all my emotions.
There is no doubt that I will be revisiting this story over and over again in my mind -- it is that good.
I received a complimentary eARC of With Every Memory from Revell and NetGalley -- a positive review is not required. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.
June 20, 2023
When I saw this and read the blurb, I wanted to read it. I went ahead and read the story. Though they mentioned trigger warnings, which I appreciate. I have read books and have heavy themes. I understand losing a loved one is hard and trying to move on. I do like to read women fiction. I gave 3 stars because there are things I didn't like, and there isn't much faith content in this. Some things were unrealistic in some aspects, and I didn't feel this book was for me.
I recovered this copy for the exchange of honest review. Thank you, Revell, for the copy.
I recovered this copy for the exchange of honest review. Thank you, Revell, for the copy.
June 12, 2024
I couldn't put this book down. I loved the stories of Lori and Avery and all the twists and turns. Excellent!!!
June 26, 2023
Oh my GOODNESS. This story. To be honest I wasn't sure what to expect so I didn't have the best expectations when I started to read this book. Much to my complete delight, I had to read this story in one sitting. I couldn't put it down and I love all the hard nitty gritty and beautiful things that fill the pages. I adore the characters because they are broken and struggling and real. The story flips from Lori's point of view to her daughter Avery and her point of view. I thought this was well written and unique as I really appreciated both plot lines. There are difficult topics dealt with throughout the book but it really shouldn't be a reason not to read this story. There isn't anything descriptive and it is really more of a story on forgiveness and trust and love. There were many chapters that spoke to my heart because I could see myself in Avery so many times. I also know the setting quite well and that is always a fun bonus. There comes a point in life when you are slogging through all of the muck that you have to make a choice. You can continue down the destructive and/or the seemingly enjoyable path or you can do the hard work and trust again. Love again. Have real hope again. I saw this in all of the characters in this story. The ending will surprise you in many ways. I loved this book and it is one of my favorites of the year.
Five stars!
" I received this book from Revell for free. All opinions are my own and I was not required to write a positive review."
Five stars!
" I received this book from Revell for free. All opinions are my own and I was not required to write a positive review."
July 6, 2023
If you have read other books by Janine Rosche, you will find that this one is very different. This is definitely a women's fiction novel with a touch of romance. I'll be honest and say that it took me a few chapters to truly get into the book. It was hard connecting to Lori. She is a character that has suffered tremendous loss and some memories of the past are completely forgotten to her. It was interesting to see how her character developed throughout the story. Lori's daughter Avery is also struggling with a lot of emotions but I think she was a bit more relatable than the main character.
Like I said this is a different book for this author. The topics of that were mentioned may triggers for some but I think the author did a great job at handling it tactfully. She definitely helps you bring forth your feelings wether good or bad towards certain characters.
The only thing I needed a bit more of in this book was a stronger faith thread. There were SO many opportunities I felt like were missed to expand on God's understanding and working in these characters lives. The characters do attend church and they mention someone praying but that was it. So that is my only negative if you see it that way. Again totally my opinion.
Overall I thought it was a good book and very well written. Being it was something new for me from this author I think she did a very good job with the topics she wrote about. If you enjoy Women's fiction then I suggest you grab this one!
I received a copy of this book from the publisher. I was not required to post a positive review. All views expressed are only my honest opinion.
Like I said this is a different book for this author. The topics of that were mentioned may triggers for some but I think the author did a great job at handling it tactfully. She definitely helps you bring forth your feelings wether good or bad towards certain characters.
The only thing I needed a bit more of in this book was a stronger faith thread. There were SO many opportunities I felt like were missed to expand on God's understanding and working in these characters lives. The characters do attend church and they mention someone praying but that was it. So that is my only negative if you see it that way. Again totally my opinion.
Overall I thought it was a good book and very well written. Being it was something new for me from this author I think she did a very good job with the topics she wrote about. If you enjoy Women's fiction then I suggest you grab this one!
I received a copy of this book from the publisher. I was not required to post a positive review. All views expressed are only my honest opinion.
June 30, 2023
Sweet Swayze this was a fantastic read! The storyline of this one made it hard to put down-with all the emotions in wrapped up in this story it gave me all the feels! Couple that with more than one jaw dropping moment in the story made this an incredible book. Love, love, loved this story!
I received a copy of this book from the publisher but also purchased my own Audible copy. I was not required to post a positive review. All thoughts are my own.
I received a copy of this book from the publisher but also purchased my own Audible copy. I was not required to post a positive review. All thoughts are my own.
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