Akanksha ’s Comments (group member since Feb 21, 2011)

Akanksha ’s comments from the Problems with Life/Emos and Goths group.

Obviously, that was the only time i studied. Well, buck up now.....boards are important! All the best.....

Hey prerak! Long time man, whats up? Hows ur prep going??

Hey....i know there's a difference between satanism and atheism. So, which one's you?

Hey guys! I guess i overlooked this thread. Anyways, my name's Akanksha(pretty obvious) and i'm NOT an Emo or Goth. I dunno how to describe myself i'm very popular and the centre of attention at most parties but i don't enjoy any of it. At times it feels as if im all alone despite having lots of friends. Im not saying they're not real friends, some of them are great but still i feel lonely. My family's nothing special, at times i hate them, at times i love them. I considered suicide once but was convinced otherwise. I laugh a lot, put up a front for people and NO ONE knows the real me. Because i know people aren't interested in my problems. The only thing that i love doing is losing myself in a book....that's bliss. So that's me....more or less.

Hey guys don't you think cutting is a bit extreme?! There was a time i seriously considered suicide(i even wrote the suicide note) but a teacher of mine who also happens to be a great friend convinced me that it wasn't the answer to my problems. I mean, why wud u end ur life or hurt yourself for someone who doesn't even care for you. Even if there's just one person who wants to see you happy, then be happy for that person. No one's life is great or easy but if you think life sucks it definitely would. Just believe life's beautiful and it might just become worth living.(To be honest life still sucks.....)

Sometimes the pain's too strong to bear.....
.and life gets so hard, you just don't care. You feel so alone, you just sit and cry.....every second you wish, you could die. Then you start thinking who would care.....if one day they woke up and you weren't there.