CICI wrote: "apartly not since ive been plagued by every heartbreaking, heart ripping, emotionally scarring, painful thing known to man. honestly emotional pains and physical pains are the samething now. ik ..."aw
www... i know how you feel, trust me. keep looking towards a future you desire - gear yourself to that end.. do not concentrate on all the pain, it just helps you into some fun (not) depression. hugs...
(whether or not we deserve it is debatable and learn from it - guilt is a useless emotion)
Master of Puppets (I'm pulling your strings) wrote: "Check it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iW6CoA..."that was great! you're cute, wish i was about 20 years younger - the PNS funny... is that your band?

aw... :( kids are awful to each other! don't let anyone get to you. just read. that's what i tell my daughter. and thanks.... :) hugs...

lol, ok, youngster! i am old and tired of being labeled. but, honestly, yeah, my kids and pets usually suffice but wouldn't it be great to have friends?! i miss my old friends - well, no i don't. i just miss HAVING friends. kids take alot outta ya though... i LOVE my new Lab, Daisy. i'm glad you're gaining so much encouragement despite being new, you should talk to my poor daughter! she's a mess (also new, 11).... hang in there!

ha ha ha, i've always been "weird" so i'm not so proud- people are mean. in any case, good to be here! :) i'm kim