“My judge was trying to help me change my trajectory, the path I was on, the place I was going. She wanted me to be okay, to be normal, to be a regular, teenage citizen, having fun in healthy ways instead of destroying my life. Her strategy for getting me there was basically court-ordered repentance: 1) acknowledge that you messed up, that you “sinned”; 2) ask the judge for forgiveness, and 3) change your trajectory; stop repeating the mistakes.”