I AM NOT IMMATURE! I JUST KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN ;) discussion

hey :)

um....

celebrities

broxsis romance

best friend romance

kidnap adventure (one of us would be the kidnapped, the other the kidnapper and the boy/girl trying to save the kidnapped)

quest

outlaws

high school (this is less boring than it sounds when u meet my charries ;)

fantasy

slave x master

etc

sure.

either as long as im the girl.

lol. can u make first charrie?

Mackenna
18
Plays guitar is a HUGE fan of Beginning of a Dead End and is a COMPLETE metal head.

sure.

Mackenna was on her way to a Beginning of a Dead End concert. With 5 of her friends. She had won backstage passes through a Radio contest. She was decked out in Beginning of a Dead End gear.

((kk um how should we put it?))

Mackenna asked her friends, "So let's grab our seats we can go back stage later. Sound cool?" They all agreed.

((alright))

Mackenna and her friends sat in the front row, giddy for the performance to start. She had a MAJOR celebrity crush on AXE or Austin, depending on who you asked. He was so dreamy.

Mackenna fingered her necklace. It was a cross but she wasn't religious. It was the only thing she had left of her mom. People didn't understand her life and she tried to play at as less than it was. If they knew how much it hurt her they'd look at her differently. She made everything sound fine and like the pain was a once in a while thing, but it wasn't. It simply wasn't.

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Carrie hated these concerts but was Mackenna's best friends and had agreed to come. Carrie rubbed Mackenna's back when she fingered the necklace. She knew that she only fingered the necklace when she was thinking of her mom. Which was a lot. Mackenna forced a smile but didn't drop the necklace.

Mackenna grinned and screamed. But she didn't scream the bands initials. She chanted, "Axe! Axe! Axe!" over and over. Then, she swore he looked at her. And she swore their eyes locked. And time seemed to freeze. And she couldn't breathe. Then he looked away, strumming his amazing solo and she blushed, noting it as a figment of her imagination.

((kk))

Mackenna screamed and chanted. The band was amazing. Carrie looked miserable though and muttered, "Why did I agree to go to your black metal band concert?"

Mackenna screamed. She loved this band.

Mackenna loved how he always seemed to care about his fans. Love them even. Sometimes she felt like he cared about her more than her family did. then again...That wasn't a hard bar to cross now.

Mackenna grinned, waving back and forth with the beat. She listened to this all the time. While she cried and cut to convince herself not to die. When she felt ok, which was the best she got. When she was angry at life for handing her this shit. It was her anthem. He somehow understood her.

There were a lot of times she caught him staring at her and her heart would race but then he'd look away so fast she knew she was a imagining it until Carrie said, "I swear that singer guy is looking at you."

((lol ok))

Mackenna blushed, "Of course. this is a concert. He's SUPPOSED to look at his fans.

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((kk))

MAckenna was one of the crowdsurfers and was loving it. She grinned and screamed. Carrie stayed in her seat.

((its autin or axe, right? whos kenneth?))

Mackenna grinned, "ROCK ON!!!"

((kk))

Mackenna landed at the back and chanted as the band came her way. Time slowed down when she looked at AXE. Celebrity crush gone haywaire.

Mackenna sat down in her seat, staring at him. She held her necklace, but wasn't thinking about her mom this time.

((kk))

Mackenna screamed with the rest the crowd.

((kk))

She grinned, excited about going backstage after the concert.

She jammed out with the music. she loved it.

Mackenna screamed then ran with her friends backstage to meet the band. Carrie tagged along the said, "I'm gonna go get you guys souvenirs. I'll catch up with you later." MAckenna nodded and she head off with her other three friends.

Mackenna saw AXE and smiled. she immediantly ran up to him then couldn't, "I...uh...fan...omigod...AXE!"

((brb))

She blushed, got herself together and muttered, "Sorry. I-I-I'm a huge fan. I can't believe I'm actually MEETING you. This is like a dream come trued."

She chuckled and hugged back, not wanting to let go.

Mackenna, felt her head gently resting on his shoulder. It felt so so nice. HEr friends behind her giggled and stared at them. Mackenna ignored them. They may have ben her friends but they didn't understand anything about her.

Mackenna and her friends laughed.

"Sure," they all said.

Mackenna thought of her own room. It looked like something out of a horror film and was obsessively black. It was her favorite color and sometimes she verged on goth. She smirked at the room.

Mackenna laughed more. Her neat freak friends looked around with disdain.

((yay cici you're on!!! whoops sorry for intruding on rp... keep going guys.))

((its alright ;))

Mackenna sat. They all stood. Mackenna rolled her eyes, "You guys survived in my room."
They rolled their eyes, "Once. And I had nightmares for weeks. What do you do in there?"
She looked down. It had been the weekend her parents were gone, she shrugged. She tried to avoid telling her friends about her cutting. She rubbed her wrists.

Her friends continued to stand, but now shifted awardly knowing they had brought up the unforgivable to topic of her homelife in front of other people. they knw that she didn't like to talk about it much. But Mackenna made sure to make it sound better than it was. She didn't want pity or concern. She didn't want their shit.

Mackenna smiled and took a piece, "Yum."
Micki, one of her friends asked, "How old is that?" None of her friends touched it.

Her friends dug in. Mackenna sat down next to Axe again, covering her wrists with her shirt sleeve. It was a black and showed her shoulder hanging on by a spaghetti strap but extended to her wrists, just below her shoulders.

((aw))

Mackenna ate in silence.

((UR HERE SO YAY!))

"I'm Mackenna, that's Micki, Alice, Clara, and my friend Carrie is getting souvenirs. I dragged her along cuz she's my best friend but she hates metal and post-hardcore music."

"She is. Out of the people I hang out with she's really the on;y one who doesn't try and change me. To be honest, I think Micki, Alice, and Clara only hang out with me because they see me as a charity case they want to fix. They don't get it and they won't. Clara likes country and pop. Says it's inspirational. i think it's full of bloody lies and fantasies about life actually being amazing all the time. It just makes everything seem worse because they tell you how happy they are while your life sucks. But she says my music is depressing." she shrugged, "At least she can survive my room."

"Tell that to them. to them I'm barely a person. I'm just the creepy girl with family issues they can't relate to. They think I'm some story where I can normal, just like them, despite everything. They're wrong and as soon as they figure it out, they'll leave."

She shrugs, "I don't care. They can leave if they want. They wouldn't be the first and they know it."

She shrugs and stood up, "Sure." She didn't see what was funny about it, but sighed.

MAckenna chuckled, "What are you boys playing?"

"I prefer Call of Duty Black Ops."