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₪ My username Kimix3 is not my real name. My real name? I'm not telling. c:
₪ I am asian (chinese). (Cool, ikr?) [here comes the racist comments]
₪ My favorite food is noodles. (prefer ramen♥)
₪ Reading is fun.
₪ I LOVEEE animals. (vet when I grow up? idunno. too much work)
₪ I used to play the violin for 5 years. (advanced)
₪ My favorite colors are purple and black.
₪ I HATE the colors yellow, orange, pink, and all the other ones... too light for my taste.
₪ I have a sister, brother, mother, and father.
₪ Korean addiction!! K-drama, k-pop, k-people.♥

Most importantly, Song Joong Ki is

Watching Believe (9PM EST) right now... and then there's Crisis (10PM EST)!
But, tomorrow is school! omg! I don't wanna go... Dx
Plus, there's this "community meeting" where they give out stupid (it REALLY is STUPID) paper certificates for students of the month of each section. (so uselessssss)
I SERIOUSLY hope I don't get called... If I do, I have to get up, and walk up the aisle in front of EVERYONE WATCHING ME. Do you know how nerve wrecking that is? My hands are sweating right now just thinking about it. Ughhh...
That's all for my rant about these "meetings" every month.
EDIT - OMG! I WAS THE STUDENT OF THE MONTH! ASDFHLFGdfgl; Luckily - they didn't print the certificates yet and I just had to stand, not walk to the front. It was embarrassing. I think I heard some racist comments. -_- THIS GENERATION! *smh*

OKAY! some moar..
Last post for tonight it's 11PM EST here... just finished watching Crisis. Omg..

Lololol! Roar~


Mhmm~ OKAYOKAYOKAY! I'm done.
Goodnight♥

People always ask me "Why don't you talk?" I do but, youknow... I can't really explain it. I talk a LOT at home, but school... eh, not so much, only to like 1 or 2 friends. So I'm like: "..." and smile and just shrug.(stupidstupid) !!! I don't understand why I do that!
It's like I've reverted...not really, but really. (confused yet?♥)
So, I was REALLY talkative when I was in like 1st, 2nd, and 3rd grade... but things started to fall, and I don't know why.
So: Me and my best friend argued during recess and just started not talking to each other anymore.. errr.. She said that I "cried too much" (literally) and I was like no, I'm just emotional. (It's true! You know that feeling when tears just randomly rush to your eyes? I WAS FRIGGIN' LIKE THAT WHEN I WAS YOUNG)
. . .
I feel like most of my childhood years happened like a blur and I felt like I wasn't even controlling it.
Has that ever happened to you? =,= look at me, I'm crazy by talking to myself. (noone's reading right? right. okay.)


GD! Hahaha~

LOL! Is this too funny? OR IS IT JUST ME? XDD (ahhh...I'm so cruel...)

Priceless! That's me.♥

Heh.


Awwh, Woo Bin!♥
Hehehe, time to do my HW. T^T





LOL. KimMyungsoo! (L from Infinite)


Poor Myungsoo..

Okay, this TIME, I'm gonna start my HW. Man, gifs are so funny...

₪ I have never had a pet, although I want a kitten and puppy! When they are young, I will make them become best friends and when they grow up, they will be happy just like in the movies! (I'm weird,yeahyeah)
₪ I'm the silent type. (well in school) I'm not really a conversation starter, unless I feel like it and feel hyper at the time. If you talk to me, I will respond♥
₪ The first book that I fell in love with is Angelfall by Susan Ee. THAT book got me into reading more. (back then, I was too derpy to understand books! so true! I didn't understand what was mostly going on in Life of Pi. LOL)
₪ I am a HUGE gamer. I play MMORPG games like Mabinogi.
₪ FYI - I am in LOVE with Korean dramas, people, and moree!

(All from the jokebook that they read in game)
Ellie: It's not that the man couldn't juggle . . . he just didn't have the balls to do it! (oooo)
Ellie: When the lights went out in school . . . The children . . . were de-lighted. (haha)
Ellie: I heard two peanuts walk into a park . . . one was as-salted.
Ellie: Those fish were shy. They were obviously coy.

It's like the school projects are pouring in and *cries*. New student in school today. Class was hyped up. Why is she coming in the like 3rd quarter... w/e. She seemed nice and all, but it was her first day. I hope she really is nice. :L
I feel sick right now. :c



Koreans = daebak! :D I've been so obsessed with them. I wish to travel to Korea someday. (not crazy)

So, yesterday, I learned how to FOIL. The foil method.(thanks to my sis, then bro for more clarifications!)
F-irst
O-utter
I-nner
L-ast
--------I'm proud. c: I'm learning early too! :DD I think I'm gonna forget how to do it in like a month though. :/
Ex:


I now know all the member's looks. ♥ L = Fave
So... after watching some of their MV's, I decided to see their ACTUAL personalities AKA on Sesame Player Season 2-INFINITE. (reality show, I guess?) Off to watching!!~
I'M AN INSPIRIT! :D

₪ I HATE and CANNOT stand peanuts, cashews, walnuts, and ANY other of those types!
₪ My favorite fruit is probably strawberries.
₪ I hate mushy and soft apples. (Green crispy apples are the best!)
₪ Why am I talking about food? I think the only thing I'm allergic to is bird's nest, an expensive drink.
₪ Some of my favorite bands/musicians: Maroon 5♥, The Naked and Famous (TNAF)♥, OwlCity♥♥♥, Jasmine Thompson, Josh Golden, Kurt Hugo Schneider, Max Schneider
₪ My favorite subject: Math ('cause I'm awesome at it)
₪ Hated subjects: Social Studies (SS or AS-American Studies), Science (But, it's kinda gettin' interestin'...)
₪ I hate people who pretend to be your friend and betray you (backstabbers).
₪ On TV, I watch: TVD, Supernatural, Reign, Under the Dome (S2 comes in summer!!), Believe, Crisis, The Originals. Want to watch: Pretty Little Liars!!
₪ I dream that someday I will decorate my own house. (I mean, who doesn't? :D )
Goin' to sleep! GN! ♥

So, I was wondering, what if the world had supernaturals in it? What if we didn't know about them? How awesome would it to have powers? I would totally want to have telekinesis and move things with my mind or read people's minds~
But, seriously, WHAT IF things like this existed and we didn't KNOW? :D
Question of the Day: If you were to have super(?) powers, what would it be and why? ---> Respond here? You know, if ya want to, you don't HAVE to. c:

But, it seems like they've grown apart or something. It kinda gets awkward in some scenes. Dx
[awkward post ending here]


I had the PSSA's today. They said that it was against the law to talk about the PSSA's anywhere. Hmphf. I didn't understand my essay question. I totally BS'ed. No, I always BS on writing assignments (and somehow get them correct) but this time, it was SO MUCH BS. It didn't even "make sense". Oh well.


So there I was . . . I just got off the bus and started to walk home. This other guy on my bus walked the same way as me and saw a white dog and was like "psh, oh no I'm not" and walked across the street. Guess what I did?
-I FREAKING KEPT WALKING STRAIGHT! The dog saw me and was like "BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK" at me and then started to run AFTER ME. So, I started to fast walk across the street when the dog's owner comes out and says "OSWALD, OSWALD!" and kept calling the dog. The dog didn't respond and kept CHASING ME! Then the owner said "He doesn't bite!" ... and then it "bit" me or TRIED. I DUNNO! Okay, okay, it didn't bite me but on my lower left leg, I swore the dog had its mouth open and then just like bumped into me. (I hope it wasn't trying to bite me) I hope it was just trying to be friendly and play.
HOPELESS FAILED ASPIRING VET RIGHT HERE!!! >:c

Koreans = daebak! :D I've been so obsessed with them. I wish to travel to Korea someday. (not crazy)"
Aww,thanks! She talks about a bunch of stuff I know nothing about and is always watching these videos on youtube.
You take the PSSA's too? They were never really all that bad, but math was always my favorite. This year though, I totally think I failed....*sighs* :(
I don't think you should let that one incident withthe dog not make you want to be a vet...I'm pretty sure all vets had some traumatic experience with an animal...maybe this was yours?

With the vet stuffz: Thanks~ c: But considering that I have never had a pet (even with getting into arguments with my parents for one T^T ) and no experience with them, I really have no flippin' idea what career to pursue. This world and it's CHOICES! I'm indecisive, btw. xD

Kim Myungsoo (L) - "It's not that I can't express myself,
It's that I still feel present when I'm not expressing myself."
BOOM, BOOM! SHOTS FIRED! (Ep 7, part 2 of This is INFINITE)

Same! I've got to take all of those and the Algebra Keystones...I don't want to anymore!


"It's not that easy to find someone I can relate to. I'm tough to crack because I'm shy." - Kristin Kreuk
"Just because I don't do bad things doesn't mean I don't have bad thoughts." - Kristin Kreuk

So, today at school, we switched back to regular lunch (you don't need to know why we switched in the first place (view spoiler) ) And I just sat with my classmates that I don't talk to much. Well, we used to, but then we don't anymore. Awkward...I don't know how we don't even talk anymore. Am I THAT boring? Everytime I try to talk to her, she bites her lip and her expression shows that it's awkward, but I'm trying to converse with her, so I'm like WTF do I do? I'm trying to start a convo... It's so awkward... and then my other friend sat next to her bestie, leaving me alone... I'm anti-social so this is practically how my lunch is every year. Me sitting alone, or luckily sitting with some friends. God...

My life is REPEATING.
3rd grade: Good friends with outgoing person (M)
Last grade: Good friends with outgoing person (NOA)
This grade: Good friends with outgoing person (T)
Except we couldn't keep connections with each other... Didn't have each other's contacts... (sad) I think that's going to happen this year too... We all just depart. I hope that in the future, we would all meet up one day and light up the same spark, and become good friends again.
I really fail at keeping connections, though. -.-
(view spoiler)

₪ Instead of concrete, I might use the word "asphalt" (word from Angelfall)
₪ hmm, what else? From about a year ago, I use Amazon to buy books and other items that are practically decor
₪ I like throwing and catching footballs
₪ When I am pressured to answer a question, I forget everything
₪ Nancy Drew games are AWESOME!

It was basically the last year I was going to the school because it was closing down. It was like a reunion of almost all of my past classmates, the ones I didn't really talk to, or drifted apart from. I let my hair down for the first time on the first day. I said "Hi," she said hi, then we parted. That was when we had a foreign transfer student in the beginning of the year. Let's call her NOA. NOA and I started talking because well, we didn't really have anyone. She didn't really talk much and was sad all the time in the beginning, but then NOA started to be outgoing and happy. So I was happy.
Ugh... I don't really remember all of it.
It was then the 3 of us. NOA the foreigner, (lets call the other girl A), and me. I talked to A and she was really nice... in the beginning. She became one of those typical *****s. (Imagine) A was beginning to become a wanna-be (she copied other girls in the class and started wearing make-up- eckkk) I just didn't like her. No, I'm not stupid, anorexic, a nobody. UGHH. DESPISE TO THE FRICKIN' MAXIMUM. She got in the way of my friendship with NOA. She left to become "friends" with another group. But it turns out they didn't like her. Too bad. (I might sound mean, but you don't how she is) Move to Cali? PSH. Sure. Liars...
NOA - She liked K dramas, reading manga, anime, drawing, so much in common. The most artistic person I knew. Drew awesomely, made origami. (and my sister draws really awesome) She was a Christian, in a church, believed in the bible. In gym class, we had fun together. She said she had the highest belt in karate (I don't know the color) and knew how to fight. She was really tomboyish. She told all these stories that sounded incredulous sometimes, but I trusted her and believed her. (I wish she wasn't lying about anything) *TIME SKIP CAUSE I DON'T REMEMBER* She said she had to move back to her country next year. I still don't know if that's true. On the last day, I said "I'm gonna miss you" and NOA said "Now you say that." OMG, WHAT DOES THAT meAN?

So, you already know NOA and A. Let me introduce you to K (a guy), R (guy of spanish descent), J (Haitian girl), and L (girl who liked manga/anime). They basically were in our group.
K - He was my past classmate in...5th? or 6th? grade. He was like besties with R. He made cool origami's and was really sarcastic, and was weird. I swear, he liked me then because he kept staring at me and was all nice to me. Then, when I played around, he was all like "I thought you were a nice girl." heh. He was still joking. He wasr eally stereotypical. And said that I had "stress" because my hand was "shaking" when I tried to make it stand still. It was funny. It approached the end of the year and he didn't have a school to go to (remember the school was closing?). I said they (K and R) could apply to where I was going to, which apparently used a lottery but didn't, and he said that they weren't accepting anymore.
R - Bestie with K. At one point, I thought he liked NOA. (lol) Really liked pizza bagels. Apparently my mom knew his mom. (wowzers) Didn't really talk much, but he was nice and joked a lot.
J - Became part of the "group." She was nice, but hung out with the freakin' dominican/spanish people. They were cheaters, they tried to copy my test and when I said "no" and stood up for myself, their "leader" called me a *****. -.-
L - Basically talked to her when it was like 1 month left of school. 'Cause our classes emerged (cheap). She was nice, but mostly hung out with NOA.
So, this is it.
Oh and! I taught NOA, K, R, and L how to play a "war" card game during our last days of school. Now, that's it. (Hope I didn't sound like a b but I told my honest feelings)


I was at my applied HS and it was my first day. (It went all over the place) One second I was on school grounds, the next in the car with my mom driving my through this winding road, kinda like a Mario Cart racetrack. Then, we were at the cafeteria and everyone sat next to their friends. Apparently, my classmates were there... then I met this girl name "Rain" or Reign, or Rienne, IDK. She looked just like J (I talked about her like 2 posts up). That's when I woke up..

Happenings:


US:



Accept the puppy!

I really am...

Hearts fly to you~

Heheh...

This journal has officially turned into Korean stuffles.. ._.


In the beginning, we did our stuffies and then had prep (youknow, gym, music, art, etc?), but instead of going inside to the other building, she said "You know, you've all worked hard on the PSSA's, so let's take a break" or something like that and then we spend the rest of the perioud (30 min.) outside!! :D It was fun.
What's great about my school is that we have this whole BIG FIELD! The 4 of us just walked on the grass on the big field. They kept secretly taking photos! Dx I HATE PICTURES! Then, I was all sneaky and crap, stole a phone, dropped my pocketwatch, got it back, and LMAO. We threw an abandoned baseball on the fields too, but it was dirty, so we didn't steal it. (The baseball looks like it was from the Sandlot movie, that's how it looked) Then we went inside...
Towards the end of the day, I hate to admit this, but JEALOUSY hit me. I know, I know, jealousy is a freaking B sometimes. But, I just felt it (and luckily didn't become a B at the time :L ), my close friend that I talk to everyday just abandoned me and my other friend for the new girl. I couldn't help it! :c Nevermind this! It's just some stupid crap I'm dealing with. Ughh!


So my friend that I talk to everyday (well used to because she's with the new girl now) kept going to the new girl... I was gonna burst because she never tried to talk to me all day. It was the end of the day and we had recess. My other friends that were 1 grade lower than me came along with their class. They saw me and were like "[insert my name]!" I was all like YAYY! :D Because they were like sisters to me. Then my friend and the new girl came up and were like "Look! She has friends!" or something, and then laughed at me from a far. I was like. WTF man. Not COOL. I said "What? Shut up!" and they kept laughing. God. Then, when we were heading inside, she was like "I was joking!" and "Sorry!!" and kept saying sorry. I just kept ignoring her, 'cause that's not freakin' right. Like, I've know them more than you do, so shutup! I dunno what to do tomorrow. I think I should just forgive them, but I swear, if it happens again, I'm gonna be so mad.
[RANT OVER]

Penryn the End of Days 3
May 14, 2015!?!?! Before it was June 2014!
Speaking of books, I'm weird and only read physical copies of books and only if the covers appeal to me. (All in order from first bought to latest bought) I have Angelfall, World After, Clockwork Angel, Grave Mercy, Ruby Red, and Shade's Children.
CONFESSION: Honestly, I bought Shade's Children because it was only $3.60 xD


P.S. - To explain my title: »☾ṧᴛαяṧ aligned↺₭imi☆«
➀ I really, REALLY love stars(☆) and moons(☾) (But that's a whole 'nother story...).
➁The "↺" symbol was supposed to mean around.
➂And of course, Kimi, is my username. Heads up, it's not my REAL name.
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