So Many Books So Little Time discussion

How is your mood today?

I'm a bit down but I'm fine otherwise.

Why are you feeling down?

My friend hates me...I tried to fix what happened between us...but it...went horrible. He didnt believe me, he didnt believe the truth that I told him. Its....not what I wanted to happen.

Its.....not good...he fully hates me now.

Oh that's not good. Something similar happened to me, I went to school and my friend started acting strange, like avoiding me and not talking. I asked what was wrong and well we had an arguement. Well okay that's not really close to your situation but she was my best friend and for the whole week I felt upset. She still isn't my friend and I still don't know what happened. The day before it all happened to me everything was fine. Anyway I hope your friend forgives you and I hope you soon fell like yourself. He might want to talk to you the next day.

I dont know....he hates me because I lied...a really big lie....so I guess it makes sense.I wouldnt really blame him that much, I would probably be the same.

But my friend of mines helped me through the....depression...the guilt....

I didnt really cope that well but I guess I can say I'm a bit over it but not fully...the impact of him hating me was hard.

Sad, my best friend died.

What was the lie? I don't mean to be rude by asking if you don't want to tell me that's okay.

Oh Raven/Zuri that's awful, I hope you are okay.

It was....huge to be honest.

He liked me...and I didnt...I couldnt tell him the truth....I couldnt hurt him....but I know it would be so much more painful if i just kept on going with the lie.....this was...painful...I know I should've told him the truth....it was going on for 2 weeks....until i told him two days ago....he was sad....mad...so many negative feelings.....I was so guilty....i couldnt take it anymore...

It was....bad...I just couldnt tell him....

I knew it would've been worst if I stayed with the lie.....I just....wish I told him sooner....

I regret everything now....I just wish I told him at the beginning....I hate myself for not telling him sooner....it wouldn't be like this then....he wouldn't hate me...he might feel sad....but it wont be hate....

Don't feel hard on yourself, if he's your best friend he will eventually forgive you although it may take him a while to get over it but I'm sure he will come through. Maybe just ask if he wants to talk about it and you could tell him how you feel and hopefully figure things out. I don't think he hates you, he might be upset and dissapointed in you because you didn't tell him, and strung him along. Maybe give him a while to sort out his emotions and thoughts and when you think he's ready have a go at talking to him. I'm not the best at giving others advice when it comes to relationships but maybe this will work.
If your constantly worrying over him I think you should do something to keep your mind of the issue so your not stressing yourself out over his well being and also doing a recreational activity may help you to stay calm when/If you confront him.

Thank you....its hard but I can wait till hes ready...I can understand....but its just painful thats all. I never expected him to like me. I just wanted him as a friend...

I understand how you feel it can be tough.

Yeah....

yeah...I kinda dont blame him at all

Hi

cool....I'm...next to someone I dont want to be next to...

yep...

XDDD I'm tired but not THAT tired XDDD I...am sooo bored....which im always am....lol

XDDD YEPP

Hi!!

Amazing and depressing. Amazing because I bought new books. Depressing because school resumes next tuesday (In Qld Australia it does)

Life is hectic as always. It's my junior year in high school, and ugh. My school work keeps piling up, and my club activities keeps clashing with one another! Thank goodness tomorrow is Saturday!

Ugh tell me about it so much Homework. I'll be in transition year in High school next year.

Oh my...i dont usually get homework that much....so meh. but I'm sooo tired

That's lucky you don't get much homework.

yeah

In which grade are you all

I'm literally drowning in exams and club events :'(

I'm being my bored self.

I have a science assignment....

I have a history exam tomorrow. Technically I should be studying... but what the heck

I love History

Yeah but source analysis gets me every time (time to break out my hari kiri dagger) ugh

My history teacher is Strict

Oh yeah? Like everything has to be word perfect or like no talking in class

Yes exactly like that

Anyways I have to go study

That's cool what year are you Clare?

( ( Lost ) )

I'm feeling upset and annoyed.... *sighs*...

hmm... yeah...

Stressed, but excited xD

Pretty good!