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Sep 04, 2017 10:47AM
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friends// mess with my friends i swear you're going to regret it. so i'm advising you now NOT to mess with themfamily//bitch.let i say this first. do not ever talk shit about my family or you'll be getting smacked. i'm serious my family is everything to me and if you say one thing about them i'm swearing on my life you'll really regret that.
mutuals//my mutuals are like my great friends from twitter if you say one damn thing about them i'll becoming to where you live to fuck up your life since you came and fucked up my mutuals
now say one damn thing about anybody i care about or love about..you'll be getting jumped.
i'm thelma.thelma is weird.
thelma will never be loved.
thelma is
thelma is not.
cool.
amazing.
fun.
nice.
healthy.
fit.
thelma will never be those things.
thelma should stop trying.
but thelma knows she can do good.
she may be an
thelma will do her best no matter what consequences come in the situation.
thelma is strong.
thelma is independent.
thelma will continue to help everyone around her.
i'm thelma.
school is okay i guess...i have my friends and people and stuff.. yeah i'm bad at this... i can't think of anything! let's think..school is great. i learn a lot and i think i'm "smart" but that's all i'm going to say because i don't wanna get in trouble okay bye
i'm back.. but doing this secretly okay let's see...nothing special is happening in my life on wednesday i did my first cross country meet and my time was 15:41..28 or 29th place out of about 145 girls which is good i guess... my legs still hurt and my ankle i think is fractured so that's great yeah so that's part of my week... my crush was in front of me and i was dying on the inside then my friend came and separated us which calmed me a bit..but my stomach was practically flipping
i'm in school so don't do this to me. well irma came...didn't hit us badly but knocked down a few trees.. power went out in some places..i just didn't have wifi which sucked..i honestly need to just relax with life. i need to be one with the air or some shit like that but i don't really know so yeahhh okayyy byeee
my god. i can't live like this. plastering fake smiles on my* face even though i'm not happy. let's see. i'll try my hardest and we'll see. i guess i'm happy when with...FRENS okay i got a leave byeeeeee
edit: my* face
i swear i pretty sure my xc(cross country) coaches are trying to kill me. so we have a meet thursday (tomorrow for me) then a 5k saturday then another fucking meet monday i'm like boiii wtf?!! my stomach already hurts like hell now my legs and feet and everything is going to be sore asf. so yeah okay bye oh and i'm thinking about letting you all comment you seem calm about it i guess
hiya, folks, it's ya girl thelma back at again with the twinkle toes, god i need help. okay so today is the 2nd meet and i'm not ready the last time i was here (it's right next to a lake) i fell in the water from cheering on my team. just my klutzy self. i'm soooo looking forward to that. so i was eating a banana because it helps stop cramps and in the car, my sister was cringing physically and mentally then just to freak her out more i put on the space (chair w.e) between us then she said "STOP! get that away from me!" i was like it's not a rabid animal it won't bite. she hates bananas but there's truly nothing wrong with them tbh. so yeah eat bananas every day to keep the cramps away!! oh i could be rapper lmao no never ever nope
oh god. i did terrible the meet was like bad. i got a bad time i'm shooketh. my time was 18:something so like yeah... okay bye
hey hey hey how ya doing great good okay... uh sooo wifi is gone for awhile and i've actually had some one on one time with god. i'm a christian, and it's great. don't go discriminating people because of their religion. i touched my crush's hand... so at that meet he was picking up trash then i handed trash and his thumb brushed against my hand. it was a great tingly feeling... my hand is kinda numb but ya know it'll go away at some point. okay gots to finish some hw (home work) byee love ya all lots <33
school is boring af but that's all because i'm doing something rn okay bye love ya all lots
hi hi bye how ya doing great good i'm depressed as usual and i'm going leave soon okay bye love you all lots <333333
wow..i'm on ten i'm slow asf. so how ya guys doing today. see i would let you all comment but i'm keeping my artsiness to a minimum and not saying you guys aren't artsy just trying to keep it clean and stuff so. i saw my crush. and i pretty sure my heart.leaped 50000 miles into the air but i don't even know. so that's it, for now, i guess bye
• HOMEWORK:
◦ ELA- HOLOCAUST BIOGRAPHY ✓
◦SOCIAL STUDIES- UNIT 3 GLOSSARY ✓
◦ MATH- TEST CORRECTIONS✓
◦SCIENCE- GAS LAWS SUMMATIVE
• GOALS:
◦ GET ALL A'S
◦ BECOME CLOSER TO GOD
◦ MAKE PARENTS PROUD
◦GET BETTER AT INSTRUMENTS (LEARN FLUTE/BARI SAX
BEFORE END OF SCHOOL YEAR)
◦ ADD MORE BECAUSE I'M CURRENTLY NOT THINKING
PROPERLY
• THINGS THAT NEED TO BE WORKED ON:
◦ SMARTER
◦ WORK HARDER
◦ DON'T BE A DISAPPOINTMENT
◦ PRETTIER(I..HAVE MY REASONS)
◦ MORE FAITHFUL
◦ STOP WORRYING
◦ THINK
◦DEPRESSION
my friend had a panic attack yesterday at lunch... she couldn't breathe i'm kinda sad... well meet monday not ready but it's short so yeah... okay bye love you all a lot
wifi up back and running and we are using like mosquitos looking for blood it's crazy how much my immigrant family excluding my brother runs so much on wifi god damn oh well byee
me trying to be artsy... i'll show you some point but ya know i'm scared of life and you etcetera okay gotta leave wish me luck on a meet today thanks love you all lots
i did amazingggg my time was like 14:something that's close to the fastest girl on our team i'm improving so yeah uh bye
i suck, life sucks, ugh i honestly have no more feelings
i'm honestly feeling a lot better i guess i do have feeling because of people aka as crusho aka as the dude i like.. i'm just super happy for some weird reason he didn't even say or do anything to me.....god i feel so giddy what is this feeling !!! okay that's it for now byeeee love ya lots
i'm starting to think that my crush likes my friend more than me... like she's gorgeous, smart, funny, and weird. like why wouldn't someone want that in a girl? i'm ugly hypocrite stupid , sarcastic nobody likes sarcastic girls right...? and way weirder than her so like what is this??? she plays volleyball and i don't volleyball is way popular than cross country... so like why would he not like her just kill me already if i don't have any use for the world why am i still here? well, see you later bye love you guys so much.
sorry if that was a bit suicidal or depressing for you i'm just angry with myself and life. don't get the wrong idea i'm actually scared of cutting myself and i have a huge fear of blood god i just thought about the girl thing >.< i promise not to kill my self i swear.
p.s. not saying i was going to do it anyway
i'm tired as usual, won't be doing some long ass paragraph. i did my spanish homework which i feel super accomplished with. i also need to finish some ela stuff but the lady said it could as late as possible. the crush keeps looking at me. i'm getting really weird vibes yet he always sits with this girl who is weird(in a good way) and really cool...i don't know if their dating or not but what do i know...they seem to be dating they text each other all the time sit with each other at lunch and always comment on each other's pictures with a heart i'm like triggered... oh i actually did do a long ass paragraph well then i'm back and doing entries a day now...i promise i'll do them a day probably forget but it's okay.
yo i forgot! yeet so i did a 5k today it was fun. but update on the crush i found out on saturday at like 3:48 that my crush is currently dating the girl i was talking abt in the last entry i'm rlly sad and triggered to the max. but its a boy i'll hopefully get over the dude. how's life thelma? life is okay not good, not bad but okay hoping for it to get better but it's okay. i also heard they do like 10 laps in basketball practice im kinda glad i did not make the team but thelma didn't you do 2-mile races in cross country? yes, i did but 10 laps are probably harder idk. welp, that's the end of today. i'll tryyy to do these if i forget i'm rlly sorry i put a reminder so if i forget about that reminder just like yell at me or something. okay that's it for today byeee
the thought crossed my mind a few times the pass the 3 days to update this but me being the lazy motherfu-motherfather i am i was like nvm i'll do later which i did not do. i'm crying rn because today in church we were giving letters to each other and i got 3 letters and they're all so sweet and i feel so loved i'm like rlly thankful to have a church like that they practically raised me not saying my mom and dad didn't they were like my second family and my best friends from school are like my 3rd and goodreads is like my 4th i love gr and all but i'm scared of something on here but enough about that the letters were so sweet i'm promised to myself if i lose these i will not forgive myself they took a lot of time to do these and me losing it with just be a waste of their time i'm going to hang it up because it's was so freaking sweet and sincere and i'm crying too much to comprehend i'm not sad these are joyful tears don't worry that's it for the day byeee xoxo :))
no matter what situation your in now just believe you can make it through all of it and you'll come with a happy ending :) - thelma
yeet entry #20. i saw the person and his model gf hug i was like y'all cute ;))) i'm sure i told you this but one of my friends said she doesn't like them together i was like yeet but they're cute tho. so in math there was a sub...and i lowkey thought she looked like a homeless person sorry (not sorry) and i was throwing markers at my friends "best friend' (he isn't really her best friend i just joke around sometimes) and i told her you two both have dark blonde hair matching i see you juju (nickname her mom uses that i kinda use but don't use) and then she was like i see you trying to match with the person with your brown hair because my hair is slightly brownish blackish when it's in light but it's naturally brown like a dark brown and i was like shut up i also accidently "stabbed" her with my pencil and she started bleeding i felt rlly bad welpppp i'm signing up for nitro type today in elt(extended learning time) the girl i've been lately ranting about was rlly mean to me she called me ugly face and said i was greedy yes i'm greedy but she ain't gotta say it with an attitude god! well that's it for the day GRADES ARE DUE AND I'M RLLY HAPPY THAT I FINISHED EVERYTHING! yeah so that's my day okay bye.
-thelma the plant mom
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yo... i'm like super triggered what the heck happened to my grades! i have a 75 in science somehow???? i had a 95 before soo like i'm sad?? and i've been doing an amazing job at avoiding my crush i also suck out to go buy candy :))) i feel very rebellious but shooketh because i was crossing the street sooo like it's okay and my ela teacher- you know let me not rant about this lady because she get's on my nerve just gotta breath the anger in and back out it's good i'm fine I'M OKAY gosh :) y'all my crush is also avoiding his gf??? what'd you do now? i think he likes my friend.... but idk it's okay i guess that's it for the day :) the thing said 5 others previously commented on this journal i was confused because- um only lil and caitlyn commented so idk what this false info is telling... lol okay then welp that's the end
yeet i'm rlly loving this new hp site.... but my head hurts. don't get me started on the hardships of having crappy supposedly natural hair it hurts okay. it hurts a lot. like uhhh someone pulling your hair it hurts really bad and i hate it. but people are like OMG YOU'RE HAIR IS SOOO AMAZEBALLSSS :p (they don't really say that i'm just saying) but HON it ISN'T AT ALL LIKE why the heck would you be like I HATE MY HAIR it's hard to dye this type of hair and there you are frustrated because the thing will not dye the color you want at least you can dye it when you dye this type of hair it still looks black but in the light you sorta see the color. y'all i'm frustrated just by the hair and i think i may crushing on another dude but his name starts with a j???? i can't ruin my streak of liking boys starting with a c. i will not accept these feelings. at all okay i'm going back to rping and obsessing over the new hp site byeeeeeeee
i wonder many times why you make me feel this way.
do you do it on purpose to get a joke out of it?i'm not sure whether feeling this way will impact you.but i'll tell you it sure does impact me.
thelma,
girl you're are the wimpiest of the wimps you have the courage to talk
to your former crush but can't even say hi to your current crush what
is this?? you got to man up or woman up i guess i'm not saying that
i'm doing any better myself but hey doing one thing could create
something big let's say you just give the crush your charger...
that could make you guys have some long conversation and you become
best friends or something.
thelma grow up dream big and be confident :)
sincerely,
the best thelma 11.13.17
do re mi fa so f- heeey there you. i'm just listening to some bts songs...THAT DUDE THAT I WAS NOT ANYMORE I THINK crushing on that started with a j said that EVERY SINGLE BTS FAN IS AGRESSIVE I WAS LIKE BUT UGLY BOYS LIKE YOU ARE MOSTLY HIGH (jk jk but he is ugly according to thelmapedia my fake wiki site) i also got charlie puth (dadddd) song's stuck in my hand and i've changed my home screen to tom holland (daddddyyyy) i think i'm changing my lock screen to jungkook, suga, or jin because i really like those three but the others are hotttttt but to me those three are the hotttesttt especially suga stop judging me. so we were reading original fairy tales in english today and that stuff was gruesome in the little mermaid she didn't live with him he left her and she died and turned into SEA FOAM and in sleeping beauty this girl dropped dead for getting like some reed under her nail then the king left her (she was not a princess) and then some other king came and RAPED HER...while she was DEADDD WHAT THE HECK MY DUDE WHAT THE HECK AND THEN it said she had twins and my question is how did the twins get out??? and it said "while trying to nurse one of the babies sucked on talia's finger and sucked the stalk(reed) from the nail bed" what the heck first how did they take off her clothes or her shirt or whatever and the babies were just there naked sucking on her chest part and that's okay TO PEOPLE. the king that raped her came back and his queen was jealous and ordered the chef to kill the twins and the chef felt pity and gave the twins to his wife to take care and then the queen said talia should be dead but instead the queen was killed and the king that raped talia asked him to marry her and they lived "happily ever after" the end what the heck! okay i have to finish paper work byee love ya lotsss oh and change my bio looks artsyyy i know
hahahaha how could forget about this place god darn it thelma you're so stupid.
i did forget, happy late new year i guess also, i'm bi, and i have a girlfriend. and i haven't updated you guys so i'll do that now
-8th grade still..sadly
-life is sucking hard..oh god that sounded so wrong
- i came out. on here. ha. i'm bi
-i have a girlfriend.
- i have a crush on her and this other dude
- wow i realize this looks so cool
don't use this journal as much..it will be in archived
