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Jul 10, 2018 11:15PM

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When she saw him in the hallways, Tori literally froze and audibly gasped, she had been so good about leaving class early to slip out, and making sure not to follow her regular schedule, yet the one day where she had thought things would be okay, he had actually showed up to class. Quickly she hid behind another student's changling form begging that her sun like curls wouldn't be visible from where he was standing. Tori couldn't be around Rene anymore without actually wanting to phsyically touch him. Yet she lingered a bit too long before his blue eyes clicked together with her hazels, and she knew that they'd seen each other.

Tori would be able to recongnize that voice from miles away, even in a swarming cloud like this one. As she looked over at Rene she couldn't but to notice what poor state he was in, hell anyone with eyes would be able to tell. Of course, that ruled out about 1/15 of the entire student body. Rene, Rene! she had never seen him so disheveled before, yet he looked worse than that. Rene you look like shit! Are you okay? Though her concern was immediately was directed back onto herself. Look, Rene we can't talk I have to get to the history of.. creations and stuff. She knew that was a bad lie, but if she taljed to Rene she knew what would happen.

The feeling that she had something to do with his inability to sleep made a small seed of self-hatred sow into her being. "Because- !" She exclaimed before realising she had said that out loud. Because I don't even know what I'd say to you Rene! I just need some time to think. she frantically signed back, Tori extremely guilty, and his bad acting wasn't helping anyone. Look, if we really have to talk can we go somewhere else? She had never seen Rene like this, whenever he was this tired he was always extremely happy, usually because of his research that he'd done. Yet, he looked compeltely drained of energy.

Seeing as he wouldn't even hear her or see her if she decided to turn and leave, she serious contemplated it for a second. He's trusting you Tori. Are you really going to do this to him? She chided herself before quickly catching up inbetween the space she had created. As he hugged her, she smiled almost laughing at how cold he seemed, yet when he tore away Tori felt that yearning sickness inside of her. That wasn't supposed to be there. "Rene stop. Stop apologizing. You didn't do anything wrong. Everytime someone else is angry with you it isn't always your fault. So stop." Tori was unnervingly serious about this, unlike her aloof personality.

All of this was a whole new world for her, she had never even begin to fathom Rene being angry. Yet, him being angry at her? That was one of her biggest deepeat fears. She couldn't do this anymore, Tori was trying to pretend everything was alright and she was already miserably failing. "I love you." She hated the words coming out of her mouth with a passion. They were promises, promises that bound her to a certain emotion for an uncertain ammount of time. That is what's wrong. I love you okay? I thought staying away from you would fix that but it didn't and I don't know how to feel. I hate falling in love with people but here I am okay?

He thought she just didnt want to be his friend, that he could of least comprehended, but love? That blew him away. Any anger that was there was gone completely and he sat there, speachless, before his hands slowly, extrememly, painfully slowly, signed out words. you...love..me? His heart was beating like a drumer on speed, it felt like it was going to exploded. This girl, Tori, the dryad he has had a crush on since year one, the girl he spent handfuls of nights dreaming of a situation like this, was acruwlly admitting she loved him. It couldnt be true. This was a dream, it had to be. He just watched her, his blue eyes watching her through glasses, almost a sense of relief but defiently joy began to creep along his face but not yet, he was still just, astonished someone, amyine could love him.
Now it was Tori's turn to become as red as Rene had on the rooftops. The day she had realised it. Please don't make me repeat it. she begged wishing she could hide behind the door of her dorm room. She didn't know how he was reacting, Rene was silent, he wasn't angry or happy as far as she could tell. Just silent. That was terrifying. Rene? I'm going to leave. This was a mistake. Tori felt tears begin to well up as she reached for the door.

Tori herself was considered to be experienced, though she lost all of her wits when she felt Rene's lips touch her own. It was perfect. They were so soft and it calmed her down immediately, making her go insane and her cheeks to emmit a burgundy hue. She felt so vulnurable that it was almost pleasant, yet the feel of vulnerablity left her without and defense. Yet Rene was the only person she allowed herself to do that around. To let go of the mask and release all of the toxic energy that surrounded her. This time she wouldn't allow it to be over so easily. Grabbing his waist, Tori pressed a kiss onto his lips having had enough of being teased.

Tori had no qulams about him being slightly shorter, as long as the two loved each other. As his arms encircled her neck, she rested her nose on his as they kissed, Tori couldn't help but feel satisfied with how things were turning out. As she pulled away she was almost positive that birds were singing. So, how long did you know? she asked reluctantly pulling her hands away from his waist to sign it. How long had he loved her back? Did he just now realise it? Or did he only say it back because she said it first? As he let out the little wow in response, Tori blushed surprised that the scholar of a lifetime had no other words in his vocabulary other that 'wow'.

A very literal love at first site happened to him, and Tori didn't know how to respond to that. He was in love with her yet he continued to be just her friend for the past four years. She couldn't even begin to immagine how much pain he went through when she would tell him about her crushes and how she never planned on loving anyone. No, Rene I swear this is perfect. Though what came out of his mouth only made her more flustered than before. Rene could we go somewhere to talk, where it also isn't a closet? she signed her hands shaking, Tori didn't know the first thing about love when it came to it. Especially romantic, platonic? Of course, she could handle platonic, but romantic was a whole 'nother world.

Her embarrassed state cotinuously became worse from her trying to keep quiet so she didn't get Rene in trouble for being in here, so when he suggested going to his dorm room so easily, she turned into the color of a brick wall, which she didn't even know was possible. I think your dorm room is fine. Plus, I think that all the classrooms are taken, so don't worry. Tori of course had been to his dorm room before, after all they were best friends they spent time with each other, yet now it seemed so strange to even think about sitting in the same bed with him. Tori honestly didn't know how this would turn out, she hadn't ever confessed to someone before, yet the more she thought about it the more impossible it seemed to be. Though looking at Rene's smile ahe knee that she had to break her habits and break the fast.


Abner had let a small sigh escape his lips before shifting his gaze downwards to look at the black and white checkered floor. It probably wasn't the most sanitary place to sit. But what would he know? He was a werewolf. They were often always getting down and dirty, one way or another. He enjoyed it here. He could listen to people walk by and chat among each other, while he could look out at the beautiful scenery outside the window. It was.. Calming, to say the least.

As she walked down the halls, some kid by the windows caught her eye. He was pretty big, actually, so it less caught her eye, more grabbed it by the neck and forced it to look over. Huh. It was one of the were-kids, wasn't it? This one hadnt come by her room before, which was definitely weird. Most of them either came for something strong or were dragged there by Antoni. Everyone in the pack definitely viewed her in a different light. Antoni was the closest thing to a friend she had. He stopped by her dorm a lot, even going so far as to stay there for a few nights when him and his roomie were having a fight. She didn't talk to Elio nearly as much, although from what she gathered he was absolutely infatuated with Antoni. She couldnt see why. Beretta stopped by once. He really was a sweetie. Mr. Hale seemed to be very close to yelling at her at all times, but who could blame him? She had a habit of sneaking into the gym to smoke. Why? For the hell of it, that's why! She decided to get to know the last member of the pack. It was always good to have people know your face. Charlotte walked over to him with a bright smile. "Somethin' interesting out there?"

Abner's brown gaze had looked up at the girl. She looked unfamiliar, as did just about everyone else in this school. She did not smell to be part of the pack, which was odd to Abner. Of course, not everyone in the school was werewolf, but usually no one approached him that wasn't. And if they did, it wasn't usually to strike a conversation. "..Are you talking to me?" He spoke lowly with a sort of bland voice. It was a question, and yet it held no curiosity in it. And what a stupid question it was. He was the only one by the window. The girl had approached him. Who else would she be talking to? However, he wanted to be sure. You never know. She could of been talking to the imaginary voices in her head. Abner had heard of few people who often did that. He was warned to stray from them. But, he never had an issue with that, as he often strayed away from just about everyone.

"Of course! Who else is around?" Her words weren't mean in the slightest, simply cheerful. She enjoyed talking to the other students, if she didn't why would she be at a school this large? She'd simply homeschool herself from whatever foster home she was placed into until she was old enough to dip. "May I sit?" Charlotte sat down before he even got to answer, throwing her pink hair into a ponytail. "I'm Charlotte, nice to meet you!"

Did Abner seem approachable? Maybe he was just too relaxed looking at the flowers outside the window. He should of known to keep his guard up. But, he supposed it was too late now. Would it be polite to introduce himself back? Abner was never one to be proper or polite. It had been so long, Abner wasn't even sure if he was able to act in such a manner any more. Nor did he care much. He had silently looked back out the window. It took him a few minutes before he mumbled,"..Abner." It sounded forced, or restrained. He wasn't good at conversation. Maybe the conversation wouldn't last long. Perhaps she'd grow tired of him within a few minutes. That seemed likely.

She sat there and gave him time to respond. After all, she wasnt in any hurry. Charlotte had..... 92 minutes 36 seconds and counting till her next class. Abner was far more interesting than literally anything in her dorm. A few minutes of silence meant nothing in the grand scheme of things. "Hello, Abner! You're a member of Mr. Hale's pack, right?" He sure was quiet compared to the others. Antoni was louder than a freight train, and Elio definitely wasnt much better. It was a welcome surprise; she wasnt sure if she could handle another ball of energy bouncing around. Her nearly flawless facade wouldnt be able to take that much.

What made people initiate conversations? Or 'become friends'? He never saw the appeal. Or more like, he never knew how, so he gave up on it when he was young. It wasn't something he was going to pick up so easily. He had once again stayed silent, staring out the window. Surely, if she knew that he was in the pack, she must hang around them. He doubted Mr.Hale would talk about him at all. Nor anyone else in the pack. No. She had to be around the pack often to see Abner hanging around them. Or, perhaps she could somehow sense what he was. He wasn't sure. But, if that were the case, then it would of been a big guess to guess he was part of the pack.
Maybe if he kept quiet, she'd go away. Or perhaps, if he responded, she'd get whatever satisfaction she was looking for, enough to leave. Abner wasn't sure. After a few more moments of silence, Abner sighed once more,"..I am." He responds vaguely, keeping his gaze out the window.

She quickly changed the subject, of course. You cant stay on an uncomfortable subject for long before people got, well, uncomfortable. Suddenly, Charlotte's eyes lit up. "Okay fam, hear me out. Can I show you a magic trick? Cause I bet I can guess your house using it." She held an almost child like grin at her own idea of doing some slight of hand. She did it for kids during the summer and they all seemed to love it, so why wouldn't abner be interested?

Abner felt his eyebrow raise at the girl's enthusiasm. It was much like a child's. Though, he had to admit, he was quite curious about whether she could guess it or not. After all, she knew nothing of him. So, if she could guess it, that'd be.. Interesting. He softly sighs, turning to face more towards her,"..Alright, I'll bite." He responds, waiting expectantly to see the trick.

Then, she stopped. She flipped over the card. On the front of it was a delicate purple flower reaching up towards a giant and loving sun. With a triumphant smile, she pushed the card over to him. "Saffron!" It was terribly ironic, someone using real magic to make it seem like it was a slight of hand trick. Not that she couldn't do those too, of course, but real magic was so much more fun. Unpredictable. "Am i right??"

He had heard about the void factor. There were few, but he had heard from passer byers that void's were the most unpredictable. They knew things. So, either she was a witch, or part of the void house. Perhaps both. That'd be more likely.

She turned her attention back to the cards, flipping the rest of them over in another sweep. Each and every card except for one was a rendition of number 18. The moon. The card had an odd style to it, especially compared to the bright colors of the saffron card. It was all dark colors, brown against grey against black. Each one was a tiny bit different, the only thing they all had in common being the black rolling hills and the large full moon. Most had wolves of varying amounts and colors, although a few had what appeared to be the silhouette of a man on it. He was sitting cross legged with deep red gashes over his back like scratch marks. She eyed him curiously as she picked up the card in the direct middle: the high priestess. "The moon represents projecting fear and anxiety onto your surroundings whether or not it's justified. Your past was rough, and you bring it into the future. Use your surroundings to dive deep into your subconscious and let yourself heal. Now this-" she flicked the high priestess, "- is much more interesting. I think you know what it might mean."

Abner felt himself tense up at her next predictions. ..Did she get them from looking at Abner? Or was she just simply guessing? Either way, Abner hated how she could read him like a book. ..No one else was capable of that. He had eyed her over, still seeming cautious. "..I am no mind reader. I obviously do not know what it is your card means. Are you going to give me a hint? Or tell me?" He questions, lightly raising his brow.

She flicked the card, and it was a strength card where the lion had been swapped with a dire wolf. She flicked it again, and it was justice. Again, and it was the chariot. This time it was real slight of hand, of course. To do magic for this part was too suspicious. "I gotta whole bunch of these in my sleeve, dude. Wait, here lemme just-" she shook out her left arm, and the entirety of the major arcana came tumbling out onto the ground. "The moon is always a solid choice with wolves, for more reasons than one. I mean, there's obviously the whole full moon thing. Not to mention half of yall are battling some fuckin demon or another; you guys are all in your head from what I've seen."

..Were all the werewolves 'stuck in their head'? Were they all fighting demons? From what he's seen, at least in the gym, they were all little happy, idiotic fools who found it fun to wrestle and not obey the rules. Not that it mattered. Abner hated following anyone's orders as well. But.. He never saw them struggling with anything. Well, except as of late. But now, he figured it was due to these 'tremors' that were even seeming to affect himself.

That wasn't the only odd thing, though. Charlotte fell into an almost uncomfortable silence, leaving the question hanging in the air. She made sure all the cards were perfect before placing them back into their container and slipping it in her pocket. She didn't quite know how to respond to the question. It wasnt that she was never asked it, more that each time it blindsided her. She truly had to think about her answer. After a handful of moments, she spoke. "Well, uh, it's a bit of an uncomfortable subject for me, but I guess with me reading you like that you deserve somethin. It's safer for me here than anywhere else. That's all I'm gonna say about it."

Abner had let the silence pass, not seeming to mind it. He was always the one who could sit in comfortable silence with just about anyone. But, that was because he was naturally a silent guy. He leans back against the pillar more, staring back at her as she answered,"..I think it's like that for all of us." He looks back out the window,"But you do not have to tell me. We do not know each other well, after all. I was just curious." He admits quietly. Curiosity. He rarely felt, or showed, that side as well. Though, that was because he never really wanted to. Few things existed in this world, or any world, that tugged at his strings and made him interested in what exactly it was, or what made someone think the way they did.

Jason had stopped, quietly looking out the window. ..Normally, if he wasn't keeping an eye on Oliver, he'd be out in his Herbology class, checking on his plants. But.. Oddly enough, he didn't feel like going and keeping his plants company. ..Perhaps it was because he had other things on his mind. He was sure he'd be fine again by tomorrow. He let out a small sigh, looking around at all the passing students.

Watching several bodies of students pass in the corridor, the man would soon come out his class room as well, adjusting his long hair and making sure it did not appear too messy. His gaze scanned around as a low sigh had left his lips. It had been his last class in session for the day and he was ready to head on back home to relax. Slipping his back around his shoulder, he began to head out, although eyes caught on jason not that far away from himself. Instantly, he had gone to shuffle towards him quietly in hopes of sneaking up behind him. When he was rather sure his attention was elsewhere, he slowly adjusted his mechanical arm to hover over his shoulder, the sharp claw like ends poking at his chest in a sort of playful manner, hoping the sight would freak him out or at least catch him off guard again.

Jason had known Apostle for quite some time. Apostle was probably the only guy here who had known Jason before he had died. Of course, Jason didn't remember that life, but ever since Apostle came here, and talked to him like a close friend would, Jason felt close to him, like he had known him for quite some time. Which, technically, he has. But again, he didn't know that. Either way, Jason enjoyed his little talks with Apostle. This man never ceased to amaze him.

Apostle had laugh almost with a sweet ring to his voice as he had jumped, taking a step back and crossing his mechanical arms with a sly grin, "I will. I bask in it every time, dont i? Then again, you are just a stoner- i mean, a 'natural cure' mentor. I shouldn't expect much." He has walked over to lean against the wall right next to him, looking around to make sure none of the teachers were watching the two before pulling out a cigar out of his coat, having just to click his sharpened fingertips to light the end and allowed it to rest on his lip with a small huff, "Of course there was. This school is full of magical delinquents after all. But its nothing i cant handle. It could be way way worse you know?"
He thought for a moment before staring over at jason from the corner of his eye and offered the cigar to him, "Want some? Its rude not to offer at least. And it does calm one down after a long days work." His dull eyes trailed back to the floor in mild thought, watching as a few students passed.
After a bit of silence, he complained, "I have to go home soon and grade all of the student projects. I should really make a machine or assistant or something that can do the grading for us. Then we could relax together more" Apostle let out a small almost mischievous grin before asking, "What's new with you though? Its rare to see you outside of class."

He had blinked lightly at his question, laughing nervously and softly rubs the back of his head. Perhaps it'd be too weird to tell Apostle that he was supposed to be watching someone. A child, no less. He had been so caught up grading papers, that he lost sight of Oliver in the process. Yes. Perhaps that wasn't the best to talk about right now. He softly chuckles,"You'll get used to the grading of papers. It takes some time to finish them, but you'll find ways to finish them quicker with the more practice you get." He then glances back out the window,"I was actually just grading said papers. I thought I could use a break and decided to venture out. See if I could find you to see how you've been doing."