The Reasons Why you wrote your book or books discussion

Originally I wrote my book from 1995 to 1997. The holistic healing I had already practiced in different cultures for over 12 years had revealed to me the world’s misery. These experiences powerfully demonstrated to me - how human beings are suffering from physical - and societal - manifestations of ill-health originated in the absence or deformation of conscious love.
I had lived in the region of the Maya in Southern Mexico and for some time in a relationship with a Mayan man. In daily life I had become knowledgeable about the actual meaning of the cosmology of the Maya and its practice which arose naturally, being in tune with universal vibrations and intelligence. I discovered that it is entirely compatible with Tantra – and this had actually been my route to come to Tantra, becoming able to understand its ancient wisdom. Studies of Tantra during several long sojourns in India allowed me then to discover more of the ancient Indian Hindu approach to live cosmology.
In the universe, of which planet earth is the only familiar part for us, everything exists through energy vibration. When somewhere a big disharmony in the vibrational pattern has arisen, the process towards a newly approaching harmony-conduct follows.
Observing our human world over recent years, it’s more than obvious that widespread energetic imbalances, resulting from the lack of feeling love in tandem with an unconscious but very deep rooted survival fear in many humans, make life in our societies and within their worldwide connections now even unbearable for ourselves. If left unchecked, they may completely destroy us, and our planet.
Very many of us have never ever felt the truth of being a “materialization of love” and were not even welcomed to earth. Whatever our personal story or gender, we need to learn to love and further to express and cultivate this strongest feeling for life.
We can only start with ourselves, where we will find out, that loving oneself forms a completely different base for life than being an egotist. That way we gain an unrestricted flow of energy in our body that results in a healthy organism. In that process we also discover that in a lover relationship we are indeed in a vivid exchange of energy that goes beyond ourselves and allows us to feel universal energy within us. Together with our partner we can even accumulate energy that can freely flow to others without us losing anything. The outcome is that we can appreciate personal life, enjoy life-enhancing interactions in the society and become co-creators of a different world than we are actually experiencing. So for now, we have to start from scratch; this may be what saves us.
Since this book gives support to those who are going or who want to go in this direction, I have decided to re-publish this book in this actual time of tremendous need of transforming ourselves, and forming a world we actually can - one fine day - enjoy to live together.