The Secret of the Old Clock discussion

looking for a ebook that was either on NCP or Ellora Cave or Samhaim.. lite BDSM that started when boy and girl in highschool. they meet in HS fall in love she leaves with her dad in the night cause he is wanted , the dad wrecks dies and she wakes up in hspt prego no memory .. Years later the boy is about 15 and she takes him home to the boys father cause now she remembers.. She is taking him home incase she dies she has a brain tumor.. I think Hero was named Jake any help?