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wHAT ARE YOU DOING IN ME SWAMP

*screams*

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UwU yay. Also, i clicked on this journal cuz i l0ve this song and ur the person who loves BSD, i remember

Oh same!!

Also yay I’ve been remembered lol

alright I’m gonna rant rn


So there’s this guy who I’ve talked to like twice and apparently he has this huge crush on me and I told him that I don’t have any intention of dating anyone at all because my mental health needs to come first and everything

I don’t want to date anyone

But he’s being kinda persistent and he won’t stop flirting with me and it’s putting me in a really awkward position and I don’t want another stalker??

And now I can’t do anything without feeling incredibly anxious and guilty AUFHFBFJDJ

hFIFJCN

oh my god
so im in spanish and we have magnetic rags for the whiteboard and this one really tall girl threw them up at the ceiling so they get caught on the vents and the teacher is short and she cant get them down

im wheezing

where are u from?? i'm puerto rican

oh I mean spanish class!

I'm italian tho uwu

sksks she keeps doing it and my teacher made a tally chart for both of them

Ok I’m screaming

So I was in Bed bath and beyond and I was holding a big ass box and there was this kid doing the orange justice dance in the isle and I was like excuse me and he didn’t move and I accidentally hit him with the box

I’m going into ulta with my moms boyfriend wish me luck bois

Can I hit that die

I want to cut all of my hair off and get bangs and everyone’s like ew no

But news flash

It’s not up to you

I can do whatever the fuck I want with my hair fuck you

It’s my hair

I also want to dye it blonde over the summer and everyone’s like ew why

Like I don’t give a crap about your opinion it’s MY hair and I can do whatever I want with it

Life update time

Uh I got a new phone

I have a cat now

I came out to more people

I did not win an art gallery showcase

I did win a regional art competition tho

And now I’m sick

oh hey im back on another account

have another life update

uh i dyed my hair (kinda blonde)

ive been traveling a lot due to the fact that my aunt (basically my second mom??) is really sick and barely has any time left

my depression got a lot better, and now its pretty bad but im doing okay right now

i lost weight?? good for me uwu, although im still trying to lose more

ive lost a lot of really good friends, and i just recently lost one of my best friends

also one of my best friends is leaving for japan in a few months and right afterwards is moving to africa so i'll never see her again and that sucks

i just recently had my state art competition and i got first place and i got a 20/20 which is almost impossible at state??? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i have some things i need to get over, but thats really it

im really mad at this one "friend" that i have rn and i want to fight her >:(

ight thats it
ill come back in another few months;)

i lied haha

im gonna complain thi

idk why but i took a nail file to my arm and now it hurts rlly bad uwu

that moment when yorue sitting with your friend in history listening to happy together and she takes off her glasses for the "I CANT SEE" part and i c r i e d

Alright so I’ve noticed that doing an about me is a popular trend so here we go

My name is Anna. I’m currently in high school, and I’ve been on good reads since I was in sixth grade (although I’ve had about four different accounts. Y’all might know me from Ionia or Asylum. I identify as female and am a somewhat closeted bisexual. I really like art although I suck at it b i g time
Same with writing. I love it but I’m really bad at it.


Uh...
My favorite tv show right now would have to be umbrella academy (leave me alone I know I’m basic)
My favorite movies are Coraline, the Shining aAAAAAAAND infinity war despite how much it hurt me
My favorite food would have to be sushi
And I think my favorite drinks are the red rum latte from the Stanley hotel (I’m a huge horror fan if you can’t tell), lavender lemonade aaaaaand tea:)

I fcking love bubble tea
AaaaAAaaAaaaAAAAAAAaa

I love animals, especially dogs and cats

I have a ten year old dog named Stella, and a 9 month old cat named Luna who is actually the devil.

I often use good reads as a way to escape because my life isn’t perfect, and I find myself struggling with depression and anxiety. Although both have improved greatly throughout the past year!!

I aspire to be an egirl

swirefdjkesottfnd last night i was eaves dropping on my mother (like not snooping or anything, i overheard her while i was in the hallway)
and she was talking to my grandmother about my aunts funeral

i guess theyre starting to plan it now...which means she really doesn't have a lot of time left

now im just sad and scared and i regret so much and there are so many things i want to tell her and i wished i could have spent more time with her

im just
CHILLIN
in cEdAr RaPids

I had big dumb moment and I left all my servers and group chats eeee


it’s not like anyone liked me there anyways
I know I’m annoying
But I’m also sick of my friends ignoring me when I need them most
This isn’t stuff I can talk to my family about

I’m going to visit my aunt in hospice now

I’m really scared

oops im back

my life pretty much went to shit uwu

but thats okay

ive got a really good friend whos like always there for me and i really appreciate that even if i act like a big dumb asshat so thanks friend

but i miss my aunt big time

i got the days wrong
itll be three months on friday
three whole months

I'm sorry for your loss..

Thank you so much:)

It’s been hard but things are starting to get better!

i bought crocs

now everyone hates me

i went to this town in Arizona that’s supposedly a “vortex” and I got a psychic reading and now I’m scared because this lady knew stuff about me that I don’t even know how she would know and I just- also there was something about a man in my future and she asked if I liked guys and I said yes and she’s like no, no you don’t and I OOP how
How would she know lmao

Also I went to this rlly old town and the freaking roads and buildings are made out of PEOPLE
P E O P L E

I’m going to scream istg like I’m a shitty person I know but please don’t constantly ignore me like OoP

uwu

penis :3

alrighty so basically i have to leave my house, my mom will leave or i stay u til i turn 18 but it will be even more of a living hell than it already is

death seems like a really really nice option right now


(god please don’t report me i’m not actually planning dying i just don’t know what to fUCKING DO)

Lol

i don’t know whether to stay, go live with my dad which means moving to chicago, or find a friend to stay with until i can find a permanent place but i can’t take it anymore in this god damn house

god death is tempting right now
so so tempting

don't die. Either say sorry to your mom or live on the streets

“lol” hey maybe if you’re not going to be nice or have any actual advice, don’t comment here! i’m not trying to be a dick but like please, i’m having a hard time here.

okay i''m sorry

im back on the other account owo




um im constantly numb n I cant feel anything which is epic also i've lost half of my friends due to it but hey im still vibing through the tears
im doing pretty ok

ive still got a few really good friends n my gf who i love v much shes epic

wowowow i haven’t been on here in forever ummm i’m 17 now
here’s some life updates

stella died, which sucks but i have a new dog and her name is scout

i have a girlfriend now!! our relationship has been full of unexpected events but we’ve been dating for 6 months now

i graduate in about a week and a half

i’m trans!! i use he/they pronouns and i go by aren
i’m not sure if that’s the name i’ll go with, for right now it’s just a nickname :)

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(I have no idea who you are but) congrats :)!!!!!!!!