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Last time I actually had an emotional crying: today, april 20th 2021
I'm fat and obsessed with Blackbear even though those two have nothing that connects them they run across my mind constantly.
My birthday is November 27th and my deadname is Alyssa.
My birthday is November 27th and my deadname is Alyssa.
I made a horrible decision today, to call out this dumbass in my class via google meet.
He was like; "oh no-- looks like fatty alyssa *I've come out to everyone and prefer the name kai* won't be attending,"
I unmuted and said simply
"Oh no *we're going to call him brad* looks like brad didn't get laid last night"
He was like; "oh no-- looks like fatty alyssa *I've come out to everyone and prefer the name kai* won't be attending,"
I unmuted and said simply
"Oh no *we're going to call him brad* looks like brad didn't get laid last night"
oh anyways
I was 14 when this all started, the coronavirus
and I was a straight female with all my plans together but then I met him
I was 14 when this all started, the coronavirus
and I was a straight female with all my plans together but then I met him
I'm going to talk about my camping trip with my friends because why not.
It got really super cold the first night so I went to our troops leader and woke her up at 2 am to beg for some blankets: which by the way she gave me. I went back to the tent and slept through the night.
on the second day I hung out with L, Z, Zu, La, Am, B, we messed around and made sure the following nights events didn't effect us.
We played a couple rounds of the hammock challenge, and I ended up playing frozen on the stage. It was funny and all the little kids joined in.
It got really super cold the first night so I went to our troops leader and woke her up at 2 am to beg for some blankets: which by the way she gave me. I went back to the tent and slept through the night.
on the second day I hung out with L, Z, Zu, La, Am, B, we messed around and made sure the following nights events didn't effect us.
We played a couple rounds of the hammock challenge, and I ended up playing frozen on the stage. It was funny and all the little kids joined in.
I'm excited to see B and L again, AHG is tonight
My therapist says in order to make friends I have to be outgoing and honest to god I am trying.
last meeting for the year, I got my badge and my sash.
my dad just yelled at me for complaining that he sleeps all the time I'm like
dad you're 550 pounds, your legs are purple, you're probably going to die before you get to see me married I don't want to hear it.
dad you're 550 pounds, your legs are purple, you're probably going to die before you get to see me married I don't want to hear it.
this hoe got theirself a horse badge
have to interview a general surgeon for my medical badge
math suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkksssssssssssss
identify the major systems of the body and discover three unique facts about each. Draw a diagram of three systems in your body illustrating components and functions.
I'm not going to get the corona vaccine
here's why;
I'm not one to get aborted babies pushed under my skin because its 'medicine'
they've not had enough time to study the cure, its been a year.
here's why;
I'm not one to get aborted babies pushed under my skin because its 'medicine'
they've not had enough time to study the cure, its been a year.
I want to have a friend that will come up to me, yank my earbud out, and say:
"Dumb hoe i want to hear it"
"Dumb hoe i want to hear it"
call that person you've been holding the call off
do it
get it over with
do it
get it over with
lets call my thoughts dumb shall we
I'm going to throw some aesthetics here
So I've been friends with J for a little over 2 years now.
I'd say maybe 1 3/4. Almost 2.
Anyways...I've not always been a recluse and at one point I was a social butterfly on here until I realized hey--
I'm 4, 5, 6 years older then some of these kids. And I matured.
Well, some aspects of me matured.
Anyways, I've been having anxiety attacks all day today and I snapped because everyone has a breaking point and I always take it off on J.
I guess I want him to be a friend to me the same way I am to him? I'm fucking delusional though because I walk this earth a fucking disgrace. Honestly I wish I had the balls to just (view spoiler) maybe my family would be happier.
I'd say maybe 1 3/4. Almost 2.
Anyways...I've not always been a recluse and at one point I was a social butterfly on here until I realized hey--
I'm 4, 5, 6 years older then some of these kids. And I matured.
Well, some aspects of me matured.
Anyways, I've been having anxiety attacks all day today and I snapped because everyone has a breaking point and I always take it off on J.
I guess I want him to be a friend to me the same way I am to him? I'm fucking delusional though because I walk this earth a fucking disgrace. Honestly I wish I had the balls to just (view spoiler) maybe my family would be happier.
If I don't post within the next 24 hours know I'm probably trying to off myself
you did it guys, you finally broke me.
you did it guys, you finally broke me.
Kaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, what's going on? Who's this J?
I'm Kai and I have SPD
I'm 16, and trying to live my life to the fullest.
I'm nonbinary, use they/them pronouns and am also an impulse liar.