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Apr 21, 2021 08:43AM
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so you're sick of being sick
ƑìɾҽƒӀվ | Be Gay Do Crime wrote: "this is gonna be so dumb butso you're sick of being sick"
yes
I'm just gonna be dumping my thoughts here throughout the day
--11:11--my boyfriend always used to accidentally check the time at 11:11 out of habit, and so I started doing it too. It became a whole joke in the friend group to ask what time it was at 11:11 and have him check. It's stopped happening now, thankfully, because it made him distressed after a certain point.
my boyfriend and I have plans to move out when we graduate highschool, which would be reasonable if we weren't freshmen and I was well enough to work. Someplace like Colorado or Oregon? The east coast is too expensive, and the west coast is the same way. But he wants to move somewhere where they've got tidepools.
--11:30--My mom says I've never not been sick. I know this isn't true, because there was a period of maybe two years where I was perfectly okay. Even then the exaggeration isn't that far off.
from the moment I was born until I was about 5, I fevered once a month. High fevers that made me seizure, a lot of the doctors thought it was malaria (I was in Thailand at the time) but they eventually figured out what it actually was. We had to go to Texas to get the surgery to fix me. I was fine up until I was maybe 8. It all went downhill from there.
Sometimes thinking about it gets me really upset, because there isn't anything I can do about it. Autoimmune disorders run in our family. All different kinds. It isn't as if I'm the exception, I'm just one of the first to receive help. Fatigue runs in our blood, pain comes just as naturally as breathing. My sickness is tradition.
I'm never having biological children. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
--11:32--I want to marry my boyfriend :)
Once we're adults, obviously. But if it's going to be anyone, I want it to be him.
--11:35-- I kind of want to make a place to copy and paste an old roleplay story me and some friends did that we want to turn into a comic some day? it's just the rough draft obviously we made it almost a year ago but I think it'd be fun
--11:37--not here, just,,,,somewhere
--10:56--everything hurts to think about right now :(
I'm doing better now, thank you :)
I like the ocean so much and it makes me irrationlalyt angry when peoplethinkl they like it more than I do
no you're not and I will fistfight whoever says that about you
i left for like a month and everythings falling apart around me oh god
don't worry they're back they made a new account
uhhHHHHHHHHH
I'll pm it to you bc I'm not sure if they want me putting it everywhere
OH WOW THEY FIXED THE NOTIFICATIONS
YEAH THEY DID :DDDDD
just in case anyone was wondering teehee
heyyyyyy azraaaaa
life updates: the boyfriend from earlier logs broke up with me, I realized that I'm a trans man, my best friend and I watch movies every sunday, life is like pretty decent i guess :)
