taylor swift songs and reading at centennial park <3 discussion

rn mine are "ocean blue eyes/ looking in mine/ i feel like i might/ sink and drown and diiiiiiie" (gorgeous)
and " i cant aff ord to love someone/ who isnt dying by mistake/ in silver lake"
(xanny, billie eilish)

haha you put gorgeous youre such a simp

imagine relating to that lyric

tbh gorgeous is the first song on my "reminds me of zayda playlist"

but one of my favorite lyrics is, "cry me a river till you drown in the lake" -Checkmate, Conan Gray

OscarDuelsWallpaper wrote: "haha you put gorgeous youre such a simp

imagine relating to that lyric

tbh gorgeous is the first song on my "reminds me of zayda playlist"

but one of my favorite lyrics is, "cry me a river till ..."

CAUSE YOU MIGHT THINK YOURE WINNING BUT CHECKMATE

also smh, calling me out like that

timesfoolincarnate wrote: "also smh, calling me out like that"

its what friends are for

ALSO the bridge of The 30th by Billie Eilish like the way she puts into music the slow spiral of dread and what could have been...gosh...

What if it happened to you on a different day?
On a bridge, where there wasn't a rail in the way?
Or a neighborhood street where the little kids play?
Or the Angeles Crest in the snow or the rain?
What if you weren't alone? There were kids in the car
What if you were remote? No one knows where you are
If you changed anything, would you not have survived?
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive

OscarDuelsWallpaper wrote: "ALSO the bridge of The 30th by Billie Eilish like the way she puts into music the slow spiral of dread and what could have been...gosh...

What if it happened to you on a different day?
On a bridge..."

yesssssssssssss

"wish it wasnt mandatory dying" (love is pain by finneas)

"and i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want just not home" always makes me die a little inside

"I SHOULD HATE YOU
I FEEL STUPID
LIKE I ALMOST CRASHED MY CAR" - i should hate you by gracie abrams

"i fucked up ik that but jesus, can't a girl just do the best she caaann" - mariner's apartment complex by lana del rey

a bunch of lizzy mcalpine bc of course

"but it's not real, and you don't exist, and i can't recall the last time i was kissed... it hits me, in the carrrrr.. and it feels like the end of a movie i've seen before" - ceilings

"i wanna eat pancakes for dinner, i wanna get stuck in your head. i wanna watch a tv show together and when we're under the weather we can watch it in beeeeddd" - pancakes for dinner

"i guess i'd die to keep your eyes on me" - reckless driving

"ALL I DOOOOO IS HURT YOU ALL I DOOOO IS HURT YOU ALLLL I DOOOOO is cause you.. pain.. cause i call you.. again" - called you again

"i hate all of my habits, but i happen to love you <3" - all my ghosts

"i guess it all kinda feels like an orange show speedway, when you're racing head first towards something that'll kill you in five seconds flat.. when i'm racing head first towards everything that i want back" - orange show speedway

i should stop

the whole of camden and right now by gracie abrams and this is me trying and mirrorball by taylor swift and matilda by harry styles

"Someone who loves you wouldn't do this!" Family Line - Conan Gray

"You're a crisis of my faith, would've, could've, should've, if I'd only played it safe." WCS - Taylor Swift

"All of my enemies started out friends." The Archer - Taylor Swift

"Hey, it's all me, in my head, I'm the one who burned us down." Afterglow - Taylor Swift

"Do I hate missing out, or hate the thought of you not missing me?" The Outsider - Lyn Lapid

"Killing parts of myself to fit you, clear as shit I was not the issue." Jigsaw - Conan Gray

"I look up at the gaps of sunlight, I miss you more than anything." Francis Forever - Mitski

and then the entirety of Forever Winter (Taylor Swift) just hits way too close to home

"and I can go anywhere I want, anywhere I want just not home" -my tears ricochet by Taylor swift

"at least I'm trying"- this is my trying Taylor swift

"maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much or maybe this thing was a Masterpiece till you tore it all up, running scared I was there I remember it, ALL TOO WELLLLLLLLLLLL, and you call me up again just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest, I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here as I remember it alllll" -all too well ten minute version, taylors version by Taylor swift

the whole please don't be in love with someone else part of enchanted, the last part of you're on your own kid and the bridge of cruel summer

"oh tell me what you need, you look so free, the way you use your bady baby come one and work it for me, don't let it get you down, you're the best thing I've seen" -hunger by Florence and the machine

"whilst I was looking with calm intention, you were searching out my imperfections, what wasted unconditional love"-oh well by fiona apple

there are many more but the last one I'll type up is :

"I need you to love me more, love me more, love me more, love enough to drown it put, drown it out, drown me out" -love me more mistki

I walked through the door with you
The air was cold
But something about it felt like home somehow
And I, left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer even now
Oh, your sweet disposition
And my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
And I know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more
And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all
'Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
Photo album on the counter
Your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You told me 'bout your past thinking your future was me
And I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well, yeah
And maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all
Too well
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again
But I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence
And it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

Yes.

nah but

You said at the party that I was too drunk
I told you I liked you, you said, "Sober up"
But why would I lie? It's so clear I'm in love
With you

AND

I say, "If I waited, could that maybe help?"
You told me that patience won't change how you felt
For me

THIS SONG BREAKS ME BEYOND WORDS
l footnote by conan grey
on second thought, all of his songs do

For a master of deception and subterfuge
You've made yourself quite the bed to lie in
Do your time traveling through the tanning booth
So you don't let the sun catch you crying
body paint - Arctic monkeys
i swear those lyrics seem so weird but it's so real i scream this song on weekends tbh

alexturnerstan wrote: "For a master of deception and subterfuge
You've made yourself quite the bed to lie in
Do your time traveling through the tanning booth
So you don't let the sun catch you crying
body paint - Arctic ..."

arctic monkeys are an acid trip but i love their music

She's in the rain
You wanna hurt yourself, I'll stay with you
You wanna make yourself go through the pain
It's better to be held than holding on,no

I think every song of The Rose hurts a little but She's in the rain completely destroyed me and fixed me at the same time

“We’re just two ghosts swimming in a glass half empty, trying to remember how it feels to have a heartbeat” - two ghosts

“It’s always have but never hold, you’ve begun to feel like home” - look after you

“If he’s a serial killer, then what’s the worst that could have to a girl who’s already hurt? I’m already hurt.” happiness is a butterfly

“Stop trying to keep us alive. You’re pointing at stars in the sky that already died”. - astronomy

The whole bridge of champagne problems. No. The whole song.

“Anyway don’t be a stranger.” - scott street

“Cause look at me, I’m alone, sitting here, staying home. All of my self control kinda got difficult. But I deserve it though, I deserve it though.” - best

nevaya (taylors version) wrote: "“We’re just two ghosts swimming in a glass half empty, trying to remember how it feels to have a heartbeat” - two ghosts

“It’s always have but never hold, you’ve begun to feel like home” - look af..."

this....this is it right here

betty by taylor swift

“But if I just showed up at your party
Would you have me?
Would you want me?
Would you tell me to go fuck myself?
Or lead me to the garden?
In the garden would you trust me
If I told you it was just a summer thing?
I'm only 17, I don't know anything
But I know I miss you”

slaps every time.

I wake in the night, and pace like a ghost the room is on fire, invisible smoke and all of my heroes die all alone help me hold on to youuu -the archer tay ofc

your tied together with a smile but your coming undunnnnnn

molly wrote: "I wake in the night, and pace like a ghost the room is on fire, invisible smoke and all of my heroes die all alone help me hold on to youuu -the archer tay ofc"

one of her best songs ever written and i will die on this hill lol

my fav lyric from Taylor is
"And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
But you would still miss me in your bones" - my tears ricochet

THE GREAT WAR
All that bloodshed, crimson clover
Uh-huh, the bombs were close and
My hand was the one you reached for
All throughout the Great War
Always remember
Uh-huh, the burning embers
I vowed not to fight anymore
If we survived the Great War
Uh-huh
Uh-huh
It turned into something bigger
Somewhere in the haze, got a sense I'd been betrayed
Your finger on my hair pin triggers
Soldier down on that icy ground
Looked up at me with honor and truth
Broken and blue, so I called off the troops
That was the night I nearly lost you
I really thought I lost you

MY TEARS RICOCHET
We gather stones, never knowing what they'll mean
Some to throw, some to make a diamond ring
You know I didn't want to have to haunt you
But what a ghostly scene
You wear the same jewels that I gave you
As you bury me

(why this, you might ask? well, i made an edit of that part combined with a sad scene from lost in space, my favorite show. therefore it is now the best lyrics of the song.)

AND ALSO ALL OF CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS

“I’m the boogey man- ooga booga”
I’m sorry that was a joke
“When u give me those ocean eyesssss”

"they’re sharing a drink they call loneliness, but it’s better than drinking alone" - billy joel, piano man

Activism, books & co wrote: ""they’re sharing a drink they call loneliness, but it’s better than drinking alone" - billy joel, piano man"

mm yes my dear billy joel

all of this is me trying

do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly
(fat funny friend)

Enchanted 😭 ik its overrated but so freaking good

You drew stars around my scars, and now I’m bleeding

If our love died young, I can't bear witness

AND IF I LEARNED TO LOVE MYSELF WOULD IT KEEP YOU FROM LOVING SOMEONE ELSE?
I DONT KNOW

^^i want you by stephen sanchez, that song destroys me every time

"at the critical chapter where I say 'I love you,' and you don't say it after"

disaster by conan gray has me in pieces even though it's so upbeat

Plz don’t be in love with someone else, plz don’t have somebody waiting on you!
From enchanted

Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care

ive been living out the tolerate it bridge and it simultaneously breaks me and brings me back to life tbh

can we just talk about billies new song "what was i made for" bc it is SO BEAUTIFUL

Literally all of getting older by Billie eilish lol 😭

She traveled this road as a child
Wide-eyed and grinning, she never tired
But now she won't be coming back with the rest
If these are life's lessons, she'll take this test

“they told me all of my cages were mental
so I got wasted like all my potential
and my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
i have a lot of regrets about that
i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here
pouring out my heart to a stranger
but I didn't pour the whiskey”

ME-E-EEEE HOO HOO HOOOOOO

nina (taylor’s version) wrote: "ME-E-EEEE HOO HOO HOOOOOO"

this killed me lol