Venting group discussion

here you can vent/rant about ANYTHING
sometimes there's a thing you need to talk about and there's no topic, so come here

*Sigh* I keep losing friends due to myself and my toxicity and victim blaming, and I literally don't know how to stop because I've probably been doing both since I could talk....and I've done it to family and I feel horrible about it and I just want to stop but don't know where to start