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Ooh… can I pick the day? Because if it is a day that my crush/ boy bff is messaging my girl bff I would want to watch him bc she always messages him about me. Also, I would want to watch him the day that they made a plan… (lmk if you want an explanation lol)
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@angie, absolutely! It was hilarious. So my crush we will call J and my best friend we will call O. So I was planning on going to tour local fair with O. She was talking about it a month in advance. I started talking at J bc he is one of my best friends and she says something along the lines of “Ooh we will see him there” OMG I REMEMBER THE CONTEXT! I was planning my future wedding and all of sudden she goes “make sure J will like it” so I, annoyed but playing along go “Yeah well I will spend a lot of time planning, he just better show up looking nice” so we go and talk about my future wedding. (I started looking up dresses bc why not) (also keep in mind in 13 lol. My planning keeps me entertained. It is not serious. Other than dresses) while we are doing this she messages him without me knowing and tells me a little while later and reads me the texts. It was basically her trying to get him to say he likes me and then she talked about a wedding to him and he played along. It was hilarious.
Okay now for the actual plan part. That was much needed context. (Throughout this keep in mind that I am oblivious.) A few days later we talk about the fair and she talks about how she has a plan. (Keep in mind I hadn’t admitted to liking him yet. I just did a couple days ago) (she was determined we loved each other and were perfect for each other). O won’t tell me anything about the plan, but I can figure out it involves me and J. Fast forwarding to the fair. I found out she told a lot of people about the plan (people we both were friends with) but not me. So the plan comes in action half an hour before I leave. We go watch the dirt bike races (which stress me out a lot cause noise) but we went bc it was something she really enjoyed. Jordan was watching ad well and he comes over and sits by me while I have my ears plugged and head down trying not to cry (anxiety). I look up and get super excited bc he was by me and I hadn’t seen him since school. I found out he threw something at Olivia… (to be continued
He was acting really weird. I should say day before this he was also being weird. One of my other best guy friends E says he knows but is forbidden to tell me (so I still don’t know why he was being weird that first day). That day J goes up to me and says “all I will say is remember the song Beautiful Crazy” (that is my favorite song and he is the reason for that. That is a whole other story) that is the quote. Word for word. So I don’t get it. But anyways, I get up and walk out and take a walk around the rides for a sec bc I needed a break from the noise. I must have looked like I stormed off but I didn’t. O followed me and said he threw a ring pop at her bc he was going to “propose” to me with it. Idk why he agreed to but he wasn’t forced. Like he wouldn’t tell me why but J and O basically called me dumb. Which they probably aren’t wrong… anyways I was laughing so hard and went back to the stands. (Sorry if I’m not making sense) we got Jordan to come back over bc I needed to give him a bracelet ( I make them for all my friends) to be continued
So we were just talking to him and stuff like that. I was laughing a lot, whatever. I was having fun. But he was with two kids. I say kids but they were probably only 2-3 years younger than us. But they were being really rude and annoying. Only to me though. One called me ugly (which is one of the things I say to myself a lot. I’m really insecure so that hit hard.) all I said was “you called me ugly? Yeah. You are absolutely right” J gets my attention and goes “No, he is absolutely wrong” which made me smile (this happened Saturday btw) but thinking back to it I’m grinning like an idiot. We continued talking. He would like check on me if I was getting overwhelmed by noise, whatever. So then I had to go bc my dad was there. I was going to start walking back but the second I left the stands, O, J, and another friend L, all follow me and we throw around the ring pop. J was throwing it at O and L so I helped him. It was a fun way to end. But long story short he chickened out in “proposing” to me. It was hilarious and fun though.
@Elise, it honestly was. I loved it though. That child called me ugly though. Argh
Taryn wrote: "@Elise, it honestly was. I loved it though. That child called me ugly though. Argh"Children are so rude sometimes😤
Sometimes they just randomly stare at me and it's so creeppyy😭
also, I don't know you but your probably beauiful
Thank you! ❤️ my profile pic is not super clear but that’s me 😂
It’s a lot easier to see if the click on my profile then click on the picture if you want to see it lol
omg, your actually gorgeoussss I love your hair
If you could observe someone for one whole day, see everything they do, hear everything they say, but you were invisible so they didn't know you were watching, who would it be?