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tw: swearing, bad grammar

I feel like i dont really like my school friends; i feel so evil for it
i mean they are nice but like HELP NO LIKE BITCH U OK?

There's this girl, lets call her Emma..(that aint her actual name im not leaking info here lol)
so Emma (ok emma sounds wrong) is a rather.. its hard to put it into words... but she's just, its just off?
Like bitch literally starts randomly whining about something minor that happened on a field trip like 2 years ago. What happened was that 3 girls were talking about a girl they coded as apple.
She thought she was apple and she started crying and those girls a) they weren't even talking about her, b) they were talking nice things about apple anyway and c) they've apologized like a million times. And why tf would you bring that up on a day when i was really sad and depressed? Like do u not care? And then she bitches abt every fucking thing! Keep in mind this is just one instance and there have been 13 more, (i started keeping count in may).

Secondly, she constantly belittles things abt me! Like gurl-
why tf do u care if im bi? or they? now thats just not ur problem!
She constantly tells me that im lying and im just a straight "normal" girl. BITCH!
Lmao she also thought i was lying about having a sister? why tf would i lie?

And it's not like she's going through some major shit! I thought she was but I've seen how nice her ex-classmates are, and how nice literally everyone is! while everyone literally treats me like fucking filth. bitch i literally said hi to my ex classmates/ people i considered to be some of my good friends, and they fucking ignored me! Like any old friends that she looks in the general direction of waves at her!

wtf? she also constantly tells me im a bad friend (ok maybe i am) but ive been nothing but nice to her! I listen to all her rubbish and then she literally tells me that i dont care abt her when i even speak a word with anyone else! like gurl i'm friends with other ppl!

honestly i feel so evil for saying all this abt her, especially when she considers me her bsf.. but she overdramatizes and fucking does this to everyone! like every fucking body! i'm sorry but the reason why me and a lot of my friends are disinterested in talking to her is because she makes everything about herself and literally ruins ppls mood, yet we all still try!

I just ughh...

sorry for ranting sm!

i can't help it i got issues lol

Pt #2
tw: swearing, bad grammar,
i wanna rant abt my other friend.. but i don't have it in me!

but she's literally faking an ED
like omg bitch tf-
she doesn't like some foods, and thats completely normal... well disliking chole bhature is a sin, but its not an ed!

Before u say anything, she was fucking serious!
She said the she's scared that she'll get sick so she doesn't wanna eat some particular foods!
like thats fine ur still eating in a healthy manner!

she also is an attention seeker (i mean we all want attention)
but like she starts rambling about how she did 3 summer camps, worth 2 lakhs rs each and she was soo busy
I mean, thats cool but.. you've said it like 200 times already!
like not all of us have that kind of money! not all of our parents are willing to spend money on shit lik that!

and she keeps flexing things, like bitch wtf?
so one of my friends got a 13/20 in math, so to cheer her up i told her that i got an 11/20 because i had a headache that day! my actual score was a 19.5 / 20 (ngl disappointed cuz all i had to do was write under multiplication for commutative propety, i would've gotten full, my math teacher is a gavvar)
like that bitch kept saying how she was carrying the academics in our group by getting an 18/20. lmao i wanted to cackle. when my other friend left i told her i got a 19.5 actually, that silenced her.

the next thing is, she's obsessed with the idea of popular! so i shipped 2 ppl and told her as a joke, and told her not to tell them! she told it to those 2 ppl and said my name! fucking idiot.
those 2 ppl circulated it in their friend group calling me an absolute bitch, and it went to the teachers who were going to call my parents! luckily one of my ex-classmate-friends (the one i shipped with a guy) told the teacher that it was all an inside joke, and it was never meant like that. forever grateful, that saved me from a bad dossier!

the bitch firend started crying abt it saying that she'll make it right! like bitch my friend already fixed it?

ok i'm stopping i feel so evil.

also all she talks abt is boys? like no idc he doesn't like u and we're too young for a heartbreak? all it ever was was a pathetic crush? like ik u like his, but dont obsess?

OK BYE I FEEL LIKE A BITCH NOW!
no really i hate myself for this.
but im still sending cuz it took like 30 whole mins help!

glossary-

gavvar- idiot, in hindi

i'm so toxic ngl

I would drop those two bitch ass girls. As someone with an actual ED (food avoidant due to sensory issues I have to purge if something triggers it) I would go off on her. The other girl is just a whiny bitch and a trauma dumper. You don't need that in your life hun

thx y'all

"The other girl is just a whiny bitch and a trauma dumper."
frfr
i hate those kind of ppl

ok im like that, but i mean im no self lover lmao

no but i genuinely feel super guilty for saying those things to them...

let's see if they get better. i can't just leave someone like that. That's too cold.

yk maybe they aren't as bad as i made them out to be..

but they still do all this shit.. but it's fine, i can't abandon them

also the first one was team adam over aaron so idk bro help!!

Alchemygoo wrote: ""The other girl is just a whiny bitch and a trauma dumper."
frfr
i hate those kind of ppl

ok im like that, but i mean im no self lover lmao"

Nah I get that. Sometimes I trauma dump without realizing but at the same time your mental health should be more important. I am open in pms if you need to rant or anything but warning I am blunt, honest and unfiltered

No darling I genuinely need that

I don't have the time for sweet lies and hoaxes

Alright well I am always around and feel free to send a request. Warning I am 17

*Sigh* I keep losing friends due to myself and my toxicity and victim blaming, and I literally don't know how to stop because I've probably been doing both since I could talk....and I've done it to family and I feel horrible about it and I just want to stop but don't know where to start

Owl is a loaf of bread semi-Hiatus until August wrote: "*Sigh* I keep losing friends due to myself and my toxicity and victim blaming, and I literally don't know how to stop because I've probably been doing both since I could talk....and I've done it to..."

Actually no victim blaming is taught by other people. Plus you have sent your friends after me before so ya

Storm The Gremlin Child ~Free Palestine~ wrote: "Owl is a loaf of bread semi-Hiatus until August wrote: "*Sigh* I keep losing friends due to myself and my toxicity and victim blaming, and I literally don't know how to stop because I've probably b..."

I didn't mean to do that, and I didn't think he was going to go after you

But that doesn't really help the fact I'm trying to not do that, so if someone could give me ideas on ways to stop, that would help a lot more

Here, I've got some tips (yeah I'm in this group too)
1- Ask yourself the following questions
-If this happened to them, would they tell me?
-If this happened to them, would I want them to tell me?
-If this happened to them, could I do anything to help?
-If this happened to them, would they want me to help?
2- Try to find another outlet. For me it's painting, scrapbooking, crochet, or poetry. Just find a way to get your emotions out without potentially hurting another person.
3- Develop good coping mechanisms. I used to have a pretty bad, very open SH problem, but I found that I could get that stimulation and sense of control in other ways, like tangling and brushing my hair, playing with ice, campfires, etc.

There are ways to get better and to help, but repairing damage is also important.

I'm genuinely trying to repair damage but honestly who knows if the people I hurt will accept my apologies and stuff

Whether they accept it is there choice. at that point, if they dont, just let it go.

Yeah, if you want to accept my apology go ahead, but if not that's fine

Im not quick to forgive, so give me time please

Alr, I totally understand that

Thank you

Your welcome :) I'll friend you back on LT, give me a min

Oki doki. We can be friends on here again, i was kind of just tired of seeing a bunch of vents abt me on my home page, yk? ._.

Oh yeah, sorry about that 😕 I should have honestly just not done that

I forgive you dude. I was being an ass.

You kinda were, but I'm going to put that behind me now

I'm sorry. I was trying to use emphesis to maky a point, BUUUUTTTTT that obviously didnt work and i ended up just riding the rage :D

yeah, but its over now isnt it?

Yep!

Oh! I friended you on LT, i'll be on it when im back in school

Ik :)

TW!!
Swearing, Transphobia, Homophobia, eating disorders, mental health

My parents want me to cut off my best, and only, irl friend, just because he's Gay, Trans, and likes horror, which is funny, because I'm Gay, Trans, and like horror. They told me that I couldn't be friends with him anymore, I involutarilly broke down, and spilled all my mental health shit that I'd been keeping secret from my parents. My terribly food relationship, and how the way they've been treating me and my siblings has actually been terrifying me. They didn't change their minds. They're so set on "getting the gay out of me" that they'll take away my one anchor. One of my 3 reasons to live.

Omg. That’s terrible.

Oh hell nah. Kipp imma adopt you. Literally love horror

I love horror fr, and i said this before I WILL HUNT DOWN YOUR FAMILY AND STEAL YOU

Storm The Gremlin Child ~Free Palestine~ wrote: "Oh hell nah. Kipp imma adopt you. Literally love horror"

It was a horror manga called Tomie and IT WAS LITERALLY THE BEST

PLEASE ADOPT ME

The one good thing that came out of it is that I get to do theraoy now

yayyy to therapy (it didnt work for me but thats just me)

Ya no im just fuckin desperate for a smidgeon of help :D

i actually tried commiting
(im the person with the bitch ass friends)
ss is
so in school we have this ledge area on the 4th floor (where my class is)
I needed to get on the ledge to jump off, and for that I needed help.

I was begging everyone to fucking help me get on
no one helped, so im still alive.

I just cant do this anymore

if i leave my bitchy friends, itll cause so much drama'
i dont have enough time to handle it all i fucking flipped the script

i hate them so fucking much
i am beyond the point of caring. I FUCKING DONt

like they bitched so much today!
i statted crying after i tried to commit..
i didnt know why at the time so "emma" (lmfao what) was continuously forcing me to tell her
like bitch idk?

but i have this friend.. she jokes abt suicide with me all the time.. the jokes were also passive.

it just turned active the minute both my bitchy friends did what they fucking do the most.. bitching!

so like the suicide-cry thing happened..
the science teacher (honestly an angel, will forever adore her) spoke with me. it felt fine..
everyone that i sat with tried making me laugh, making me smile.. and the smiles came a few times..

and then she came again.. ugh honestly.. she kept blabbling about how annoyed that made her and kept drilling me to tell her why i cried.
i didnt know atp.

and then she ignored me. my fucking clingy ass friends ignored me.
honestly, it felt like breathing.

i'm severing ties with them (lmao i just love how this sounds like an alliance instead of a friendship)
by bye bitches!- what i wanna say to them

Actually no.. that'll fuck me up a lot. it'll ruin my mental health.
I'll slowly start ignoring them.
But then they'll hate me. but they have a right to. I dont like them, why must they like me?

AAAAAAAAAAAAA I JUST REMEMBERED THE SHITTY THINGS THAT THEY'D DO

i was better off without friends ngl, at least i was free

i feel like the bolter- but i still feel bad for doing this; leaving
well that's a sign im still human

i feel better after typing this

oky i do care cuz they still do
but im leaving i cant do this anymore its hurting me

If they're hurting you, leave. I compltely support that choice. Whatever they do, or however they react, it shouldn't be something you focus on, it'll just hurt you more. I'm sorry you felt the need to commit, it seems you've just been pushed past your breaking point, and then some.

Yeah ur right...

I'll do it but I just feel like a bitch for it
They'll make me into a bitch..
She's done it countless times before

She's actually super immature!
The clingy whiny friend!

Honestly, the first red flag was how horrible she was to everyone! There's this nice girl.. and she and the bitch got into a fight, really minor... or at least it was supposed to be.

Then the bitch literally escalated it sm that when the nice one held out a hand as an action to stop her, she said it was a full fycking attack! Assault!

She went to the teachers, who laughed it off lmao

I kinda rlly hate her so much!
She disrespected conan gray and billie eilish!

she WHAT
Ok, don't feel like a bitch for cutting her off, bc that is full on abuse dude-