Journaling discussion

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Saturday

Well It’s been quite the week I’d be lying if I said it hasn’t. I was left on read by the boy of my dreams and now I don’t know what to do. I wanna go to the beach even if it’s just for a day I just wanna feel the waves lap onto my legs as I watch the waves.

10 people I’d save if the world was ending:

My besties(3)
My immediate family(including dog)(5)
My cousin(1)
Myself

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Sunday

Today was normal for me I’m still falling apart just slower. I keep daydreaming for some reason and then at night I get no dreams it’s odd really.

My daydreams today(I’ll do this everyday from now on ig):

I keep dreaming of me and Issac kissing and I don’t know why it’s not like I just dream of him and I kissing tho. It’s like it’s nighttime and he and I are at a school dance or something I can’t quite tell and then he and I are just kissing as there are fireworks in the background… it makes no sense.

I’ve never had my first kiss and I’ve never dreamed of kissing a boy who wasn’t my bf so I just wanna know what this means.

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“When every damn thing reminds me of you
Reminds me of you
When every damn thing reminds me of you
Reminds me of you
Whеn every damn thing reminds mе of—”

I need a sport, what sport I’ll choose no one knows. I did manage to get out of PE tho😇.

Wednesday? like Addams Wednesday?

Treyviathan - wrote: "Wednesday? like Addams Wednesday?"

Yes🙃

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It’s all bloody like actually all bloody. My knees still bruised and my shoulder that I dislocated years ago still hurts. My ankle was sprained yesterday, my neck was sore. My knuckles would not stop bleeding.

I finished mockingjay which is good in a way. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother to live when everyone I love the person I loved the most has left me wether in death or in life. The only reason I hang on is because of him for some reason I still love him