Girl from a small town in US goes to England to become an actress and lives in her crappy appartment with Andy[ i think] and another girl. She had a lover at home but started seeing this other guy at the same time. She marries said guy, discovers he is a drug addict and divorces him, later guy becomes a part of a famous boyband and comes to one of her performances..She gets pregnant by him and he gets into an accident[ because he was driving drunk] and disappears. Andy dies in a car accident.
I also remember she miscarried a pregnancy before and was told that she was infertile
Years later, she is a single mom [ her son's name is Alex i think] and not an actress and Andy[?] comes back to haunt her. At the end of her book, she falls in love with a cello guy[?] and screenwrites a play based on her life. Book was released 2000-2004
Andy dies in a car accident.
I also remember she miscarried a pregnancy before and was told that she was infertile
Years later, she is a single mom [ her son's name is Alex i think] and not an actress and Andy[?] comes back to haunt her. At the end of her book, she falls in love with a cello guy[?] and screenwrites a play based on her life.
Book was released 2000-2004