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message 1: by [deleted user] (new)

okay so i woke up yesterday morning (it was actually the afternoon because i woke up so late), and i pick up my cellphone to see if anyone called me @ 3am like most people do, and I HAVE A TEXT MESSAGE FROM A CERTAIN BOY WHO DUMPED ME AND NEVER SPOKE TO ME AGAIN. he had sent the message earlier that morning, a couple hours before i woke up, so i replied to him, and we just started casually talking like everything was totally fine between us. then i think i said something or what because he didn't reply for like 15min. so i decided to say what i had been trying to figure out that whole time: "why the hell are you talking to me outta the blue?" and he responds immediately going on this whole schpeal that like he's sorry for everything he did to me and he feels horrible and what he did was horrible and he wants to be friends.
i don't respond for like 10minutes cuz i really needed to think about this, you know? and then he texts me like, "hellooo???" and im like "sorry but im sorta freaking out." (except my stupid cell does this thing where whenever i text the word 'freaking' it makes it in caps and i can't change it, so my text was actually: sorry im sorta FREAKING out.)
and the he was like "why?" and i was like "well...part of me is actually really angry at you for just dumping me and pretending i no longer exist, and then now you show up outta nowhere and ur like, "YAY LETS BE FRIENDS!" as if everything is okay when it really isnt. and then another part of me is really happy that we're talking again ad everything, and that you want to be friends. so yes, im freaking out!"
and then he was all like, "well i understand if you can't forgive me for what i did to you because it was really mean of me, and if you don't forgive me i just want you to know that im really sorry."
and then i feel bad so i say, "you're really lucky i'm not someone who holds grudges (meaning i forgive you)." and do you know what he said? DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID? he was just like, "kool." WITH A K. i didn't reply to him after that. i'm not sure what i wanted his reaction to be, but the one he gave kinda seemed like he didnt give a shit at all. we haven't spoken since.
anyways, i was going to reply to his text saying, "sooooo...what now?" because that's really how i feel. it's like, great, we're friends again and talking and everything's fine, but is that really true?
UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


message 2: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments Uh wow. I shud call him and b like. WTF R U TXTING GIULIA? SHE HAS MOVED ON AND LEFT U IN THE DUST U WIMP! then I would go jump him...and throw a lemon at his head.. and why do ppl say kool? as in Kool Aid?

lol FREAKIING


message 3: by [deleted user] (new)

yes, i do believe he was referring to kool aid =/. whatevs...i've moved on, and i gots myself A BOYFRIEND!!!!


message 4: by [deleted user] (new)

hey em what was ur jacket called? the one from a&f? cuz im going shopping tomorrow there for the jacket before my beacon interview and i was wondering if u remember what it's called, and if it's in the kids section? oh and what size do u have (cuz urs was small on me). sorry im asking a ton of questions I JUST LOVE THAT JACKET!


message 5: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments haha I know u do.. i 4get what its called tho...

Ahem.. KEEVIE?


message 6: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments Oh and if so, cud u explain how? and when?


message 7: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments AND WHY


message 8: by [deleted user] (new)

how: ice skating, falling, and cold hands.
when: friday afternoon.
why: because.


message 9: by [deleted user] (new)

OKAY AND U DIDNT ANSWER AND OF MY OTHER QUESTIONS? LIKE WHAT SIZE U HAVE AND WHAT SECTION ITS IN!!!!!!


message 10: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments Ohh uh TO THE RIGHT OF THE CASHIER STAND. AT THE SEAPORT STORE


message 11: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments idk what kind..


message 12: by Thea (new)

Thea | 110 comments WHO IS KEEVIE>!


message 13: by [deleted user] (new)

MY BOYFRIEND!!!! ;-)


message 14: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments lol he's hispanic and has these 2 rlly cool dance moves

he doesnt do much tho no offence. (still not over tht group project wit him from last year!)


message 15: by [deleted user] (new)

which one? and he's actually really funny and realy nice, just REALLY SHY AROUND PPL (except for me)

hey em we madeout on friday! he was so cute cuz he was like, um i think im bad at this, and i was like why? and he was like well i've never done this before, and it was pretty funny to me cuz he was actually a good kisser.
ANYWAYS AFTER THAT something amazing happened. when we started dating, he was all shy around me, and i could tell he was sorta holding back, and not being 100% him (more like 30%). well now he's like 60% him, and it may not seem like much, but he was just suddenly so much more comfortable with me. it made me happy =)


message 16: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments giulia, u think all the guys u are currently dating r good kissers...

I was talking about the poetry project btw.


message 17: by [deleted user] (new)

lmaoooo! why did he not write any? that's was a pretty weird group for me. well, good but then i remember there was like ONE PERSON who really sucked? who was that....?????


message 18: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments lol. He didnt write ANYTHING


message 19: by [deleted user] (new)

ANDREW CHAVEZ! i remembered! it was me, shauna, cinnamon, AND ANDREW CHAVEZ


message 20: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments omg he went to my old school. He had a mad crush on my bff. I just realized everyone from 234 is weird or disgusting. (Except for anna.. She is cool)
List:
Me (Im weird... not slutty or anything.. just weird)
Dea- Slutt wannabee (did u see her clothes 2day?)
Talulah- NO NEED FOR AN EXPLANATION HAHA
Andrew Chavez- Manga freak who doesnt do work and loves naruto SO mcuh tht he wears the stupid head band whenever he watched the show. (He told me)




message 21: by [deleted user] (new)

oh my god?


message 22: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments lol. I GOTTA NEW PHONE AND ITS BEAUTIFUL AND AWESOME AND BEAUTIFUL


message 23: by [deleted user] (new)

...AND SQUARE....


message 24: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments NOKIA TWIST....


message 25: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments Wait... Did giulia delete herself....


message 26: by Thea (new)

Thea | 110 comments looks like it...


message 27: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments :/.... I wonder why. o and btw what school did u get into?


message 28: by Thea (new)

Thea | 110 comments uhhhhh..... bard and mse. i'm going to bard. u?


message 29: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments COngrats! Haha I saw u there on the stage :)

Im goin to LaGuardia 4 visual arts


message 30: by Thea (new)

Thea | 110 comments cool! that's great!


message 31: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments yup :P

Hey, what color is your highlighted strip of hair now?


message 32: by Thea (new)

Thea | 110 comments i actually died all of my hair this dark purply redish color, so the bleached part is like strawberry blonde


message 33: by Emily :3 (new)

Emily :3 | 246 comments nice :)


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