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lol FREAKIING
yes, i do believe he was referring to kool aid =/. whatevs...i've moved on, and i gots myself A BOYFRIEND!!!!
hey em what was ur jacket called? the one from a&f? cuz im going shopping tomorrow there for the jacket before my beacon interview and i was wondering if u remember what it's called, and if it's in the kids section? oh and what size do u have (cuz urs was small on me). sorry im asking a ton of questions I JUST LOVE THAT JACKET!
how: ice skating, falling, and cold hands.
when: friday afternoon.
why: because.
when: friday afternoon.
why: because.
OKAY AND U DIDNT ANSWER AND OF MY OTHER QUESTIONS? LIKE WHAT SIZE U HAVE AND WHAT SECTION ITS IN!!!!!!

he doesnt do much tho no offence. (still not over tht group project wit him from last year!)
which one? and he's actually really funny and realy nice, just REALLY SHY AROUND PPL (except for me)
hey em we madeout on friday! he was so cute cuz he was like, um i think im bad at this, and i was like why? and he was like well i've never done this before, and it was pretty funny to me cuz he was actually a good kisser.
ANYWAYS AFTER THAT something amazing happened. when we started dating, he was all shy around me, and i could tell he was sorta holding back, and not being 100% him (more like 30%). well now he's like 60% him, and it may not seem like much, but he was just suddenly so much more comfortable with me. it made me happy =)
hey em we madeout on friday! he was so cute cuz he was like, um i think im bad at this, and i was like why? and he was like well i've never done this before, and it was pretty funny to me cuz he was actually a good kisser.
ANYWAYS AFTER THAT something amazing happened. when we started dating, he was all shy around me, and i could tell he was sorta holding back, and not being 100% him (more like 30%). well now he's like 60% him, and it may not seem like much, but he was just suddenly so much more comfortable with me. it made me happy =)

I was talking about the poetry project btw.
lmaoooo! why did he not write any? that's was a pretty weird group for me. well, good but then i remember there was like ONE PERSON who really sucked? who was that....?????
ANDREW CHAVEZ! i remembered! it was me, shauna, cinnamon, AND ANDREW CHAVEZ

List:
Me (Im weird... not slutty or anything.. just weird)
Dea- Slutt wannabee (did u see her clothes 2day?)
Talulah- NO NEED FOR AN EXPLANATION HAHA
Andrew Chavez- Manga freak who doesnt do work and loves naruto SO mcuh tht he wears the stupid head band whenever he watched the show. (He told me)
i don't respond for like 10minutes cuz i really needed to think about this, you know? and then he texts me like, "hellooo???" and im like "sorry but im sorta freaking out." (except my stupid cell does this thing where whenever i text the word 'freaking' it makes it in caps and i can't change it, so my text was actually: sorry im sorta FREAKING out.)
and the he was like "why?" and i was like "well...part of me is actually really angry at you for just dumping me and pretending i no longer exist, and then now you show up outta nowhere and ur like, "YAY LETS BE FRIENDS!" as if everything is okay when it really isnt. and then another part of me is really happy that we're talking again ad everything, and that you want to be friends. so yes, im freaking out!"
and then he was all like, "well i understand if you can't forgive me for what i did to you because it was really mean of me, and if you don't forgive me i just want you to know that im really sorry."
and then i feel bad so i say, "you're really lucky i'm not someone who holds grudges (meaning i forgive you)." and do you know what he said? DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID? he was just like, "kool." WITH A K. i didn't reply to him after that. i'm not sure what i wanted his reaction to be, but the one he gave kinda seemed like he didnt give a shit at all. we haven't spoken since.
anyways, i was going to reply to his text saying, "sooooo...what now?" because that's really how i feel. it's like, great, we're friends again and talking and everything's fine, but is that really true?
UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!