Problems with Life/Emos and Goths discussion
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Done!
Uhhh... *Raises hand halfway* I can't promise you it will happen, I WANT it to happen but I can't promise you. I will try though! I will try!
THANKS GUYS!!! Thanks for trying! We have to try, we have too! WE can and WILL do this! :)
I can't stop because i'm not finished getting started.
yay us.... we can do it if we stick together... scence iv joind this groop iv had the opertunities to 'help' people!... and that makes me feelgood... im done... and iv not considerd killing myself for a wile... so im done... i mean we will all have our problems... and this will always be a groop that we can have confidince and trust in each other!... i consider each and every one of yall a friend who has helped me along with my depresion... im not shur... but i dont think ill ever be as depresed as i was.... i mean... il be sad after tomaro...TRACK season is over and it is off seson for basketball...
But i need all of us to look at the bright side of things! we have each other! and no mater what, we can concore anything and everything! we are all indiduals... i dont know.... but it seems we are all a veriaty of ages... will you believe that i am 13? if you look at all that i have poasted... well you might not believe that... i believe that we can make a diforince in sosiety and STOP this thing called sueside... ! it is like the bobonic pleg... and same thing with cutting... IS IT CONTAGOS!?!? well we have found a cure for it in the small portion of ourselves... we will never be compleat and not have broken parts of us... but we can live with what we have... and utilise it!
peope have more power than we realise.... we have the power of enteligence, free will, our own mind!, influence, good perpresure, and moast inportant... a voice... no matter how smal your voice is... all of us together... will make a booming apperance...
I am done feeling sory for myself... im a big girl... i can do it... and make life fun!
I AM DONE!SABORE IM WITH YOU ALL THE WAY!
I'M DONE, though I actually don't cut, I don't care how bad I feel, I don't care how bad things are; 'That' is not the answer, doing something is the answer. If something happens I am not going to sit and feel sorry about it, I am going to do something to change it. If something happens and I need support I have friends here on this site, In this group, who I believe can help me, support me, keep me strong, who understand how I feel, and who I trust. We can be each others strength, and help each other get through this. We are stronger then 'those people' on our own; but together we are invincible. We can get through this! (This part might sound tacky because its a song but it's true) "We are brave and we are strong, through our strength we will overcome." If we are brave enough to admit this stuff then we are brave enough and strong enough to be DONE.
QuotetheRaven wrote: "I'M DONE, I don't care how bad I feel, I don't care how bad things are; 'This' is not the answer, doing something is the answer. If something happens I am not going to sit and feel sorry about it, ..."it is not tacky... it is the truth
Thats why I wrote it, just because it's a song doesn't mean it's not true.
Im trying. I just broke my knifes in half
if that is what ti takes!
エイブリー (Giegue-chan the link-giver) ☮� wrote: "Im trying. I just broke my knifes in half"Thats a start! Congrats. How do you feel?
wow... ima be so happie tomaro... i might throw the damn discus 100 ft!
Sick! I just have one question, where did Olivia post I died? Cuz I just read something that was like "KB's not dead, she was at school today." I was like "WTF I DIED????"
well, u said u were gonna commit suicide..... im so happy that u didnt
Oh okay. Well I'm glad I didn't! Because now I really know I have friends here! Though I haven't met you I love y'all!
KB (Everybody's Fool) wrote: "Sick! I just have one question, where did Olivia post I died? Cuz I just read something that was like "KB's not dead, she was at school today." I was like "WTF I DIED????""haha... WTF I DIED?
i was not awaire of this...
LOLZ im kinda laughing and crying happily right now.... im happy KB is alive and LOLed at that comment....
ya... me two... but i dont cry... i cry on the inside...
polly wanna craker? cuss im noming on a pack of them...
I apologixe for the harsh language but fuck it feels good to get that off my back.
ya... *eyes smiling i catuly laughed!* im actuly showing emotions!!!TFW!?!?!
Getting this off my back, Video game style:
Avery's friends smiled!
Avery felt a warm sensation!
Avery dropped the knife!
Avery's friends smiled!
Avery felt a warm sensation!
Avery dropped the knife!
:)
KB (Everybody's Fool) wrote: "Hahahaha epicness! LOL POOO!!!!!!!!!!"
hehe yeah thats his real name, prince poo, the karate expert LOLZ
hehe yeah thats his real name, prince poo, the karate expert LOLZ
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHahahhahahahahHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH
GOOD JOB EVERYBODY!!!!! IM SO PROUDO F ALL OF YOU!!! TODAY IS AN AMAZING DAY WHERE WE CAN STAND OUR GROUND, CRACK OUR WINE BOTTLES, STOP OUR KNIVES, THROW AWAY OUR PROBLEMS AND LOOK ON THE GOOD SIDE OF REGULAR LIFE!!!!!! ARE YOU WITH ME!!!!!! ARE YOU WITH ME~!!!!!!!!!!????
WE CAN DEFINITLEY DO THIS!! KB TELL ME NOW HOW YOU FEEL! THOSE SUICIDE THOUGHTS, ARE THEY ALL GONE!? YOUR PLAN NEEDS TO END, EVEN THE TINIEST THOUGHT, KB I AM DETERMINED TO HELP YOU TO BE HAPPY AND I KNOW YOU WILL LIVE A HAPPY LIFE MARRIED WITH KIDS (IF YOU CHOOSE SO) AND YOU *WILL* BE HAPPY, YOU WILL BE SUCCESFUL!!!!
Someone has gmail! I AM FEELING HAPPY AND CONFIDENT AND WISHING I HAD THE GUTS TO TELL THE PERSON I LIKE I LIKE THEM AND I'D PROBS BE ADOPTING KIDS CUZ I AM LEGIT LEANING TOWARDS LESBIAN!
KB THATS THE WAY TO FEEL! AND I AGREE QUOTETHERAVEN! KB YOU'RE A LESBIAN, YOU WANNA BE A LESBIAN, MOST LIKELY YOUR LEANING TOWARDS IT! SO WHAT, BE PROUD! DONT LET ANYBODY TELL YOU ITS WRONG CUZ IT IS NOT! BE CONFIDENT AND HAPPY YOU CAN AND WILL LIVE A HAPPY LIFE! FALL IN LOVE....BE HAPPY!TELL THAT CRUSH U LIKE THEM, THERES NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT
Well I dunno if I'm legit lesbian or just leaning towards it but I do like girls more then guys. I know there is NOTHING wrong with being lesbian and I am fucking proud of it! And I will! Tomorrow!Fucking looks weird, eh? just the spelling of the word.
CONFADENCE... FRENDSHIP! HAPPIENESS... ALL CAPPS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eR7-AU... my happy song. And sorta fitting for the peeps who took our lives. I guess it's time to take mine back, too.... I may never lose these robotic parts and some brainwashing is permanent, but this chimera is willing to see her life again.
Congrats to everyone! Today (or yesterday, I should say) is a day from celebration! While reading all of this, it reminded me of one of my favorite songs...
I truly am so happy for you guys!
EDIT: And this one...
I truly am so happy for you guys!
EDIT: And this one...
What song? My iPod won't play it :( Oh well.I'm happy for everybody here who agreed with us! In a year from yesterday we should have an "I'm done day!"! Who agrees?
Thank you to everyone who helped and I think Otto might like to know my view has changed and I believe God would never want us to die by our own hands but will welcome us with open arms even if we do.
First one was Taking Back Control, by Sparta. The second one I just added - it's Awake And Alive by Skillet.
KB i srsly want you to listen to me right now...I really do.
Today, i found out my sister has sex, she is a teenager. It was a shock, but i didn't get angry, i listened.
I neeeded to listen, and then i thought, "Does this mean since this is a somewhat problem i should cut myself?"
And then i said NO....im DONE! That's stupid, when there are problems, making myself hurt and having me feel pain doesnt help at all!
IM DONE BEING DEPRESSED!
Sure i can still be goth, and still be into dark scary things. Still dress in black, wear goth clothes.
im done being depressed
NONE OF US NEED TO HURT OR KILL OURSELVES
my reason for cutting= i was stressed from problems (STRESS HAS MULTIPLE SOLUTIONS, cutting seemed my only escape, im WRONG)
My reason for drinking: I got temporary escape from memories of the past (THE PAST NEVER LEAVES, i cant change it, I can make a good future though)
WE CAN ALL MAKE AN AMAZING FUTURE!!!!!!! WE CAN ALL DO IT!!!!!
I want as many people to stand by me in this group and say IM DONE! Im done being sad, depressed, i just want to be a little kid again, make my life happy! There will be bumps, but i have to think on the positive side.
I dont plan on making a slip while cutting and dying.
I certainly dont plan on suicide, a recent dream showed me how wrong suicide is, how much it affects others.
I need to look for that hope and light. From now on, im following my heart, im going to be happy. For heavens sake im following GOD! Im following Jesus Christ, my savior, and im going to be happy
Ill be a happier, more religious person, and problems will NOT lead me to hurting myself! Hurting myself does absolutely nothing.
So from here on, its over.
Cutting, Drinking, goodbye! YOUR TEMPTATIONS ARE EVIl and like the fruits of the garden of eden, you may tempt me, but i will not sin, i will NOT be damned or die.
I WILL lead a happy life.
WHOS WITH ME!?
WHO!?!!!
I wanna hear it!
Lets do this, we can do this!!!!!!!!!!