Suicide, a no go discussion

I know someone who has it. Think this is the only mental disorder I don't have all of the symptoms for >.<

Oh...well just know I'm here for you, you, and you XP

aw. y do you think you have it?

Wait..I know I don't have like any of the symptoms but sometimes I feel like I'm just watching my body move but not really feel like I am..

i do that when im on happy gas at the dentist. just sayin.

Oh..hmm just checking. I'm not an expert or do much research so I go off what little I know plus what that one site said >.<

Lol well you're lucky :P

Oh O.o odd

Lol *hugs all of your yous* you're such a sweet girl :)

Oopsie...*awkward* >.<

Lol ya...lmao maybe one of your personality's is a girl XD then I'd be right XD still extremely awkward but right XD

Oh..Didn't check. And I kinda know it's possible

O...k.....

I don't think I have it or anything, but I have quite a few symptoms..

-Depression
-Mood swings
-Anxiety (panic)
-Memory loss
-Sense of being detached from yourself..

^those are mine I also have insomnia.

Yeah. It has gotten better for me through the years. When I was younger, every night I had nightmares and would wake up 3+ times every night. Now, I still have nightmares, but it's only 1-2 times. I get REALYY tired during the day, and it's really hard to get to sleep many nights.

If you don't sleep you appetite vanishes but you still need to eat something because you brain just thinks you aren't hungery because you are tired. (This is from someone who has pulled mutiple sets of 72 hours without sleep)

I don't have issues falling asleep it is the staying asleep that's my issue. I have seriously bad nightmares (not caused by anything I watch/see) and I promise you I find nothing scary because you have to get scarier than my nightmares. I haave insomnia that nothing seems to trigger but thankfully I can surive on 6 hours of sleep each night for weeks on end.

Yep, I have discoved how to lucid dream. I have the concept figured out and can control some dreams. The othr night I sucesfully got myself out of a nightmare, made it good and actually slept. It has really helped me deal with insomina and get a slight handel on my nightmares, i'm not that good though.

How?

It'sslightly hard to explain, i did it accidently for the longest time. It is basicly where you are dreaming and while you are in the dream you realize you are dreaming. You can control what happens if you don't wake yoyrself up when this happens, it can be really hard or incredibly easy depending on the dream and person. You can make stuff happen to keep you in the dream. It's easier for me to explain if you ask questions.

Or you can start off lucid dreaming which is complicated and i have only accomplished twice.

Here's the problemo, I can never realize that Im dreaming.. It feels so real!!

The only time it ever happens is if i've had the dream before and i vividly remember it. The first time it happened (my dreams are vividly real) i had this nightmare where i was in an extreme amount of pain and was wishing i would die, as the pain increased (if that was posible) i realeized i was dreaming and just kept telling my self that. I closed my eyes in the dream and willed it to go away.

Oh, okay. I've had the same dream twice in one night before, and I still could not idenify that it was a dream.. And man, it's was SCARY!

It's really hard to explain, the times where i can do it easily is when it's to the point wher i want death.

And realize it has happened before.

Oh, I see, Thats cool. I will try to Lear to do that.

Look it up on the internet, there are .gov .edu and .org sites that can be trusted.

I don't have it...but I do have seperate "Me"s. Like, counsiouses. No, I've been tested. But there's at least four or five conciouses....

Heidi...She's the one that tells me that I'm ugly and stuff...I only rarely agree with her...she is terrible...

Unnamed reassurance.... She soothes me and stuff, like conforting me....

Friendly mom-ish figure...She does things that she knows will cheer me up, even if they sometimes aren't the most responsible things...

Yeah, it's weird. Plus, I sort of think things happen when they don't. And, Ill ask my friends questions about some things, and they'll be like "What are you talking about?" It's weird..

Me too! Do people look at you weirdly?

Oh, Hmm.. Strange.. Well, I literally talk to myself and people look at me weirdly... Lol. I can't really help it.. Most the time, I don't even realize Im doing it.

Lol. Yeah.. You would probably crack up or be totally freaked out XD Its funny, It probably looks like Im talking to my imaginary friend. XP

Haha. XD

Hmm? Azzbboouutt vwat?

Oh, no. It was funneh :P