Lex Spanjer

“I would like this to end now, no more mornings, goodbyes or fighting determined sunsets.

I would like this to end now, no more tear drops, suffocated breathing or life's cruelest memories.

I would like this to end now, no more thinking beyond thought, eggshell walking or awkward hyper-self awareness.

I would like this to end now, no more masking, imitating, or mindless mirroring.

I would like this to end now, no more, me.”
― Astarr

“And I want to tell you about everything but I can't because I couldn't stand for you to have that look on your face all the time. I just need you to look at me and think that I'm normal. I just really need that from you.”
― Nina LaCour, Hold Still

“It is good to be a cynic — it is better to be a contented cat — and it is best not to exist at all.”
― H.P. Lovecraft, Collected Essays 5: Philosophy, Autobiography and Miscellany

“The thought that I might kill myself formed in my mind coolly as a tree or a flower.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar