Except of "Love TORN Asunder"
Love TORN Asunder
Love can give you the most exhilarating,
wonderful Highs at times…
Then there will be dives,
that will take all you have just to hold on....
Release April 30th 2011
Available on Kindle and Kindle on PC Now.
For a FREE Preview download sample on Kindle.
Love TORN Asunder will be available at Barnes and Noble by request, Barnes and Noble on-line, and Amazon.
Pre-Sale Available on my Web Site:
Literary Liz Writes
http://LiteraryLiz.com
No Shipping Cost will be added to this book per my website. That will be ON ME!
LESLIE
Lincoln and I have been playing phone tag lately. Ever since the storm in October, the damages have been arduous to repair. For both the city of Buffalo and for our relationship. Even our Wednesday night provocative phone play has been sporadic. I told myself that is was due to his constant absence, but I know it has more to do with my new found friendship with Kendrick. I am confused that I was able to cross that very thin line from friends to friends with benefits. I have become salacious since this affair began with Kendrick. Even when I'm not with him, I still limit the time that I spend talking to Lincoln for fear that he will recognize The betrayal in my voice or sense my unfaithfulness in my tone. I still love Lincoln. I know that may sound like a fallacy, but it is very true. I don't have a definition for what it is I feel for Kendrick. What I do know is that whatever I am feeling it is coming on fast and strong.
It's Friday and I know that Kendrick will be over sooner or later. He always comes over on Fridays with a fresh line up, looking so damn luscious. He will be dressed fly from head to toe. Although his style is different from Lincoln's suave sophistication, I like it on him. He always makes time for me. He would stay the weekend and leave on Sunday afternoon. We didn't do much because he didn't have a lot of extra money. I understood that he had kids to take care of so I didn't mind picking up the tab from time to time. He did what he could do. He always came up to my job so we could have lunch together. He would lay in the bed with me and cuddle. I loved that. Most men wanted space after sex, but Kendrick always wrapped me in his arms. I never wanted to have someone wrapped around me when I was sleeping. I loved the after sex snuggling, but when it was time to go to sleep, I wanted to be on my side of the bed and he on his. Kendrick wanted to be close. Even if I got out the bed in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, when I returned he would scoot close to my body heat, place his arm over my waist and his face close to my neck. The feel of his warm breath on my neck was oddly soothing for me. It made me feel wanted and attended to. He spent so much time at Devine's house that it made me wonder what was going on in his marriage. We never really discussed our personal lives, the people that we pledged our loyalties too. I guess it was easier that way. Whenever I begin to think that this affair is going too far, Devine reminds me that I will never know what Lincoln does when he is away from me. She says that he spends so much time away from home that he has to get his gratification from someone. When she used to say this, I would dismiss it telling her that Lincoln and I were in love. That he wants the type of love that he sees displayed by his parents. He wouldn't do that to me because that wasn't how he was raised. Now, I doubt my own words since it was so easy for me to fall in the arms of another man. It’s not just physical because I have some feelings for Kendrick. Why would I think that Lincoln would be any different?
Everyone that knows what is going on with Kendrick and me, thinks that I have lost my mind. My family, my friends. They make valid points that he shouldn’t to be trusted. He’s married and look what he’s doing to his wife. My family doesn't know of his marital status, but they know of my longtime relationship with Lincoln. I can’t tell my mother or my sister, but a few of my cousins know. I’m simply tired of being lonely. I’m not going to get too deep, but I am going to enjoy this while it lasts.
Love can give you the most exhilarating,
wonderful Highs at times…
Then there will be dives,
that will take all you have just to hold on....
Release April 30th 2011
Available on Kindle and Kindle on PC Now.
For a FREE Preview download sample on Kindle.
Love TORN Asunder will be available at Barnes and Noble by request, Barnes and Noble on-line, and Amazon.
Pre-Sale Available on my Web Site:
Literary Liz Writes
http://LiteraryLiz.com
No Shipping Cost will be added to this book per my website. That will be ON ME!
LESLIE
Lincoln and I have been playing phone tag lately. Ever since the storm in October, the damages have been arduous to repair. For both the city of Buffalo and for our relationship. Even our Wednesday night provocative phone play has been sporadic. I told myself that is was due to his constant absence, but I know it has more to do with my new found friendship with Kendrick. I am confused that I was able to cross that very thin line from friends to friends with benefits. I have become salacious since this affair began with Kendrick. Even when I'm not with him, I still limit the time that I spend talking to Lincoln for fear that he will recognize The betrayal in my voice or sense my unfaithfulness in my tone. I still love Lincoln. I know that may sound like a fallacy, but it is very true. I don't have a definition for what it is I feel for Kendrick. What I do know is that whatever I am feeling it is coming on fast and strong.
It's Friday and I know that Kendrick will be over sooner or later. He always comes over on Fridays with a fresh line up, looking so damn luscious. He will be dressed fly from head to toe. Although his style is different from Lincoln's suave sophistication, I like it on him. He always makes time for me. He would stay the weekend and leave on Sunday afternoon. We didn't do much because he didn't have a lot of extra money. I understood that he had kids to take care of so I didn't mind picking up the tab from time to time. He did what he could do. He always came up to my job so we could have lunch together. He would lay in the bed with me and cuddle. I loved that. Most men wanted space after sex, but Kendrick always wrapped me in his arms. I never wanted to have someone wrapped around me when I was sleeping. I loved the after sex snuggling, but when it was time to go to sleep, I wanted to be on my side of the bed and he on his. Kendrick wanted to be close. Even if I got out the bed in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, when I returned he would scoot close to my body heat, place his arm over my waist and his face close to my neck. The feel of his warm breath on my neck was oddly soothing for me. It made me feel wanted and attended to. He spent so much time at Devine's house that it made me wonder what was going on in his marriage. We never really discussed our personal lives, the people that we pledged our loyalties too. I guess it was easier that way. Whenever I begin to think that this affair is going too far, Devine reminds me that I will never know what Lincoln does when he is away from me. She says that he spends so much time away from home that he has to get his gratification from someone. When she used to say this, I would dismiss it telling her that Lincoln and I were in love. That he wants the type of love that he sees displayed by his parents. He wouldn't do that to me because that wasn't how he was raised. Now, I doubt my own words since it was so easy for me to fall in the arms of another man. It’s not just physical because I have some feelings for Kendrick. Why would I think that Lincoln would be any different?
Everyone that knows what is going on with Kendrick and me, thinks that I have lost my mind. My family, my friends. They make valid points that he shouldn’t to be trusted. He’s married and look what he’s doing to his wife. My family doesn't know of his marital status, but they know of my longtime relationship with Lincoln. I can’t tell my mother or my sister, but a few of my cousins know. I’m simply tired of being lonely. I’m not going to get too deep, but I am going to enjoy this while it lasts.
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