Chapter 1 Did I ignore my gut feel?
All of a sudden, within no time, I start feeling weak, helpless, scared. The sight of two men has taken away my real inner strength and filled it with heaps of unpleasant thoughts. Any sensible person would have called it illogical and term it as ridiculous or funny.
I am afraid of my constant mental chatter.
I kept waiting in the car, trying my best to block the mental chatter but in vain. Slowly it is starting to evolve into scary, not so peaceful, hollow silence.
“Hmmmmm…. I should not get out of the car. I am safer inside and can run away with it if anyone chases me. “
I am aware; I’m sitting in the car for no apparent reason.
I pull out my phone and act as someone has texted me. I’m vigilant but keep tapping on the screen with nothing on it.
I have a rare out of the blue, beyond logic and beyond five senses feeling; I’ve never had this feeling before. With two men going inside, I have felt there is clear danger inside the building
I advocate my feeling.
“I did not see anything, but I felt it;
I did not hear anything, but I felt it;
I did not smell anything, but I felt it;
I did not taste anything, but I felt it;
I did not feel anything by touch, but I experienced it.
I am sure it’s intuition and not anxiety or laziness as no one gets lazy and anxious to get out of the car, and that too on a day when I have rested well. I am trying, but I know I cannot explain my feeling logically to so-called intellectuals.”
I have been waiting for a long time now; How much more can I practically wait!
I am listening to my will power coated with my ego. I protest against my internal conclusion, which tells me these two men are criminals disguising themselves as regular residents.
I am afraid of my constant mental chatter.
I kept waiting in the car, trying my best to block the mental chatter but in vain. Slowly it is starting to evolve into scary, not so peaceful, hollow silence.
“Hmmmmm…. I should not get out of the car. I am safer inside and can run away with it if anyone chases me. “
I am aware; I’m sitting in the car for no apparent reason.
I pull out my phone and act as someone has texted me. I’m vigilant but keep tapping on the screen with nothing on it.
I have a rare out of the blue, beyond logic and beyond five senses feeling; I’ve never had this feeling before. With two men going inside, I have felt there is clear danger inside the building
I advocate my feeling.
“I did not see anything, but I felt it;
I did not hear anything, but I felt it;
I did not smell anything, but I felt it;
I did not taste anything, but I felt it;
I did not feel anything by touch, but I experienced it.
I am sure it’s intuition and not anxiety or laziness as no one gets lazy and anxious to get out of the car, and that too on a day when I have rested well. I am trying, but I know I cannot explain my feeling logically to so-called intellectuals.”
I have been waiting for a long time now; How much more can I practically wait!
I am listening to my will power coated with my ego. I protest against my internal conclusion, which tells me these two men are criminals disguising themselves as regular residents.
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Nov 25, 2020 01:42AM
Nice narration.
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Early in the morning is a time not to miss meeting MYSELF, an excellent person I trust completely.
It’s a time for reassurance that God is with me, so
I’ll sail through everything smoothly. Everything
I discuss with myself is vital for my mind, and there are so many positive effects that I might not know until later.
The crime thriller genre is not my go-to as such. When I picked this book up I wasn't sure about it. But when I start reading this very short read it's a treat to the self. The erotica genre is a good genre to explore.
I could not think of a better word than electric for this book as it touches you strong and sends jolts of high currents as you keep reading and immersing yourself in the book
wheres story or plot does not matter as the entire book is strong with all the emotions and characters that you barely get the time to look at the story as the bigger picture.
Also, this book has strong quotes that very well explain the psychology of life in few words.
Somehow I missed it about the sharp personal narration of the characters involved. The book deals with of all the crusade, personal upheaval and conflicts of the character. It's very intense and cuts you deep because the currents and feelings are running that strong.
There is a story strong enough to hold you but more than it’s the characters that hold you to the book. It is not going to be an easy read if you are a subjective kind of reader and have a tendency of shedding tears or sending your heart on a monster ride a the drop of a hat because trust me the book will crack you apart with its roller-coaster ride.
The book moves tremendously smooth and fast in its track and also dealing with the bold and raw emotions of the identities there Is still pieces of mystery and suspense that keeps fitting itself into the general puzzle and the narration technique is used in a way that the major revelations hit you at the beginning itself and then slowly unravels the rest of the pieces and it is done so effectively that you won’t find the interest dropping till the very end.
Overall after a complete reading of two free chapters
Its a interesting and 4 stars read for me.
Early in the morning is a time not to miss meeting MYSELF, an excellent person I trust completely.
It’s a time for reassurance that God is with me, so
I’ll sail through everything smoothly. Everything
I discuss with myself is vital for my mind, and there are so many positive effects that I might not know until later.
The crime thriller genre is not my go-to as such. When I picked this book up I wasn't sure about it. But when I start reading this very short read it's a treat to the self. The erotica genre is a good genre to explore.
I could not think of a better word than electric for this book as it touches you strong and sends jolts of high currents as you keep reading and immersing yourself in the book
wheres story or plot does not matter as the entire book is strong with all the emotions and characters that you barely get the time to look at the story as the bigger picture.
Also, this book has strong quotes that very well explain the psychology of life in few words.
Somehow I missed it about the sharp personal narration of the characters involved. The book deals with of all the crusade, personal upheaval and conflicts of the character. It's very intense and cuts you deep because the currents and feelings are running that strong.
There is a story strong enough to hold you but more than it’s the characters that hold you to the book. It is not going to be an easy read if you are a subjective kind of reader and have a tendency of shedding tears or sending your heart on a monster ride a the drop of a hat because trust me the book will crack you apart with its roller-coaster ride.
The book moves tremendously smooth and fast in its track and also dealing with the bold and raw emotions of the identities there Is still pieces of mystery and suspense that keeps fitting itself into the general puzzle and the narration technique is used in a way that the major revelations hit you at the beginning itself and then slowly unravels the rest of the pieces and it is done so effectively that you won’t find the interest dropping till the very end.
Overall after a complete reading of two free chapters
Its a interesting and 4 stars read for me.
