…you have to read it again.

I consider Blood & Tears more of a new release than a re-release. So much of it was re-written it’s basically a brand new book.

Here is an exclusive excerpt from Blood & Tears, available now. Definitely NSFW.

 Drew

GABE STARTLED and sat up when I crept into his room. “It’s just me,” I whispered.

“What time is it?” He rubbed his eyes.

“After midnight.” I locked the door and approached the bed just as he threw the blankets back, revealing his nude body lit by the moonlight streaming through the window.

“You are an angel. Your body is breathtaking.”

“You gonna stand there and gape at me all night, or do you have something more in mind?”

I grinned. “I would be perfectly happy to stare at you forever, but I wouldn’t mind doing a little touching.”

“Then get your ass over here, Agent Bradley.”

I yanked off my T-shirt and slipped off my sweats. I was naked and hard.

Gabe sucked in a breath. “You are so fuckin’ hot.”

I climbed onto the bed between Gabe’s knees. I glanced at Gabe for a moment before slowly reaching out and stroking his dick. Gabe held his breath as my fingers encircled his shaft and slowly squeezed from the base up. A small drop of precome squeezed out of the slit, and I rubbed it with my thumb.

I released Gabe’s length and shifted forward, placing my lips on Gabe’s and kissing him softly. Our lengths rubbed together as Gabe brought his hands to both sides of my face. His tongue pressed against my closed lips, finally gaining entrance when I accepted I could release at least a little bit of control.

Gabe had things to teach me, and it would be more enjoyable if I allowed it to happen. Not just things about sex—as exciting as that was—but also about life and maybe even love. I didn’t know what love felt like. I’d never been in love before, and I wasn’t in love with Gabe. But what I did feel for Gabe went beyond friendship and past the physical attraction of lust.

As we kissed, I ran a hand through his hair. He had one hand on my face and ran the other one up and down my back. Our shafts continued to rub and grind together, getting slick with each other’s precome.

“Drew, I’m already on the edge,” Gabe whispered. “I don’t know how much longer I can make it, and I really wanted to last longer than an inexperienced, horny teenager.”

I chuckled. “I feel the same way. I want to be in you and fuck you nice and slow. But I’m ready to burst any second.”

“How about we take the edge off first?” Gabe suggested.

“Good idea.” I smiled and sat up. I grabbed Gabe’s prick, gave it a couple of quick pulls, leaned down, and flicked my tongue across the slit.

“Shit!” Gabe grunted, almost too loud.

I loved the taste of his salty precome, and that surprised me for a moment. Eager to taste more, I wrapped my lips around the head of his dick. Gabe sighed and gripped the sheets as I slowly slid down his prick, taking it halfway and then traveling back up. Each downstroke I swallowed more of Gabe, eventually being able to take the entire length down my throat.

“Oh shit, Drew,” Gabe murmured. “That feels so… fuckin’ good.”

I looked up and locked eyes with Gabe as I sucked him. The intensity in his eyes made my heart leap. The taste, the savor, the sensation—all added to my bliss. Gabe released the sheets and ran his fingers through my hair. He thrust up, and I let him without relaxing the suction or slowing my tongue.

“Oh, so close, Drew. I’m gonna come.”

I wanted nothing more than to taste my lover’s seed. The idea of swallowing a man’s come no longer frightened me. A second later Gabe’s cock pulsed and the first shot of jizz hit my tongue. I gulped down the first volley and then the second, continuing until Gabe’s body eased and he sank down into the bed.

I sat up and gripped my hard-on. It took only a few jerks and I came on Gabe’s stomach. I collapsed next to him, trying to control my breathing so I didn’t make too much noise.

“That certainly took the edge off,” I joked.

Gabe stood, shuffled into the bathroom, and returned with a wet rag. He wiped me off before cleaning himself up.

“You really like doing that, don’t you?” he asked.

I tilted my head and regarded him.

“What we just did. Sucking me. Swallowing my come.”

“It was pretty fucking hot, Gabriel. Why would anyone ever want to spit? You tasted incredible.”

Gabe chuckled. “Not every guy’s come tastes the same. Mine is sweet because I drink a lot of water and soda. Men who drink a lot of coffee will have bitter jizz.”

“Really? I didn’t know that.”

“Why would a straight man know that sort of thing?” He squeezed my hand.

“True,” I replied. “Though I guess I’m not really a straight man. Not anymore.”

“And you’re okay with that?”

I shrugged. “Right now I am. I don’t how I’ll be tomorrow or next week or next month.”

“So we don’t worry about any of that shit,” Gabe said. “Let’s just concentrate on right now.”

Blurb:

2nd Edition

The last thing Gabe Vargas wants to do after nearly dying is to leave his young son. But that’s exactly what FBI Agent Drew Bradley is asking him to do. According to Drew, the only way to protect Gabe and find his wife’s killer is to fake Gabe’s death.

With an already established adversarial relationship, protecting a hothead like Gabe isn’t exactly a picnic for Drew either. But Drew lets his guard down and a desire for Gabe leaves him confused. Before the crime can be solved, Drew will have to risk more than his life. He’ll also have to risk his heart.

1st Edition published by Dreamspinner Press, July 2011.

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