sucre'd fiend’s Comments (group member since Jun 15, 2015)

"I can't lose you, babe."

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The day was not any different from the day before, or the one before that. It was the same grueling process he'd undergone time and time again. Alarm, inspection, meal, training, meal, lights out; rinse and repeat. The only difference was that the lights didn't go out. The windows of the dorm lit up and the room was flooded with more light than it really needed. Squinting into it, Hanbin felt a hand coil around his and he dropped his gaze (hide spoiler)]

KWON HANBIN  ·   " hannie "

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AGETwenty-threeFCChoi Seungcheol
CASTEEightHT6.2
PROVINCEAllensWT227
POSITION N Rebel HRGrey
RANKSpyEYBrown
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  A spy is a spy is a spy. Or, to put it simply, a spy is a faceless, nameless thing at the disposal of a directing force. That is what Hannie is, has always been. His life is a mixed bag of identities and people that he will always and never be. His current persona is that of a happy-go-lucky, sweet boy next door that wants only to please. And to some extent, that could be the real him. Or might have been at one point. He can't really tell all that much these days who's who. But so long as he remembers his purpose and where he is, he'll be fine.

Most people would kill to be where he is. Hannie has already. Not that he had much choice; they were casualties of war. That's what he's told himself when he reads their names off a worn sheet of paper in the morning. It was just how the game was played; winner gets another day and loser says goodbye. Hanbin doesn't think of himself as a particularly bad person — then again, who does? He's made some questionable choices, but he knows they had to be made. It was him or them, and he went with the basest of choices.

What matters, though, is that he's here to serve and spy on the royals: the direction he's been given.



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KWON HANBIN : HANNIE ━━━━━ ▾ 23 + C8 + Allens + NR Spy/Queen's Footman

Who the hell is Hanbin? No one knows, not really. Right now, they see him as the ever-smiling face serving the queen. The harmless one that wants only to please. Because no one would ever suspect him of being anything other than that. He's had many faces, worn a lot of different hats; somewhere along the way he's lost the one he started with, but that doesn't matter because a spy is a faceless, nameless thing when it comes down to it. Sure, it sometimes concerns him how easy it is to slip from one identity to the next but it doesn't slow him for long. He has a job to do, and he'll do it.

There's been a lot he's done in the past that he'll likely have to pay for. People would kill, even, to be where he is now — like he has. It's not like he had much of a choice. In war, there are casualties, and that's just it. A zero-sum game with winners and losers; winner sees tomorrow and the loser does not. In the eyes of many, this would make him something of a terrible person. Hanbin isn't exactly phased by this thought - or maybe he's gotten good at disconnecting from his emotions.

Regardless of whoever he is, and whatever he becomes, he has orders to follow.

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