“Depression set in and suicidal thoughts had begun peering up at me from the bottom of my soul. I stopped bodybuilding, and went from eating six healthy meals a day, to eating just once every day or two.
I began dropping an average of ten pounds a month and smoking more weed and cigarettes than I had in a long time. I was cutting myself on a regular basis again, and having auditory hallucinations... strange whispering sounds that I knew weren't real.”
“Depression set in and suicidal thoughts had begun peering up at me from the bottom of my soul. I stopped bodybuilding, and went from eating six healthy meals a day, to eating just once every day or two.
I began dropping an average of ten pounds a month and smoking more weed and cigarettes than I had in a long time. I was cutting myself on a regular basis again, and having auditory hallucinations... strange whispering sounds that I knew weren't real.”