I'm So Alone discussion

Use caps lock, curse, get mad... just rant. What's on your mind?

Well, what's on your mind?

Absolutely nothing. Except this muffin... good muffin...

Nice muffin. XD you sure?

Ok This is something that I see EVERYWHERE, even now on this group and I thinks its realy offencive.
I mean i know that religion is really important to some people, but there are people that dont belive in god and we need to accept that!
I don belive in god.
What I belive in is sience, evilution, the there is no Devil od god or after life or anything really.
Were just achinces destened to run and die.
But because of hat (not on GR) I have people calling me illuminati or devils spawn .
I mean really.
I accept your belifs, why do you shum me for mine?
Really why?
I need someone to give me like a pararaph on why every ne expets everyon to belive in what they do and disroy thoose that dont?
I need a aswer.

I pobobly should have added a bit.
I get bullied because I dont belive in god, thats why i think its offencive
and Honestly when im ranting i go on and on (thats only about a tenth of what i have in my notebook) and dont care about spell
sorry for any confusion

Why does he think that he can tell me to make guys stop flirting with me, and then he tells me all about him texting her... and ranting to me how another girl is ignoring him... and me going out of my way to text her FOR him.
How is it okay for me to never talk about with my guy friends but you openly complain that you wish you had better luck with girls.
When, i am
right
here

I'm so tired of being let down. The worst feeling in the world is hearing the same person make the same promise over and over and never going through with it. I've learned two phrases through her. "Don't hold your breath on it. You'll die." And... "I'll believe it when I see it." Sorry. I'm so glad you care so much about me. I'm sick and tired of disappointment. I've learned to never hope. Ever. Huge mistake.
Hope is deadly. Hope kills people. Hope for a better place starts wars. Hope for love starts massacres. Hope. Is. Deadly.

What happened, love?

But when you hope in friendships it just hurts when you lose them. Frankly I don't need to hope with my only forever friendship because I know in that circumstance. This person... She's more than a friend. She just has learned to disappoint. I don't know if she gets hopeful either. If she gets excited to see us. I doubt it. But hope... I don't hope.

I would be dead if I hoped. I hoped too much and attempted. She knows that she's disappointed me. She knows she disappoints us all.

I just found out that my best friend was killed in a car crash. We have been friends forever and now I feel hollow inside. I miss her so so much. I want her back. I am liteally crying right now. I just want to see her one last time. Why is this so hard? I feel like I can't keep living without her. We would do everything together. Now, I will never seee her again. I miss her so much. Why? Why wasn't I there? I feel responsible. If I was there I could have reminded her to put on her seat belt. I just need to write this down. I will never see her again. How can I live? My heart is breaking. I will miss her so so much. I will never forget her. I love you Summer. You will always be in my heart.

Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "I just found out that my best friend was killed in a car crash. We have been friends forever and now I feel hollow inside. I miss her so so much. I want her back. I am liteally crying right now. I ..."

any way i can help?

No, I don't think so

kay. :(

I just had to say that.

i wish i could've been Summer. and Summer me. nobody would care if i died anyway. and it would save your friend.

I would care.

Ure my friend too

Thanks

Im going throgh a hard timme right now and i just need to vent
So
I self harm
Ive done it for a while
Ive attempted three tims since july
I have these 'people' that i see. Theyove hurting me, calling me things. Abusing me in many ways..no one else sees them
I told my best friend
And. She tried to help
This caused a huge fight, us losing contact for a bit and me attempting again
This morning my boyfriends twin sister gave birth
I am so happy
I swore to be clean of all cutting and burningfor a week....
Oops ruined something else
While i was talking to my best friend (same one i fought with) she swpre she would never give up on me. I told her she would. She accused me of callling her a liar and begain yelling at me....before giving up what little hope she had left inme
I want to kill myself. I want to leave
Can someone please just message me and let me give the whole story and....
Not judge?

https://tse1.mm.bing.net/th?id=OIP.M2...

I am sorry goodbye forever

Hey. Please don't go. It's not worth it.