No Logic discussion

So...this is my thingy...Uh...Well...
do i talk about myself?
lol XD
I suck at this XD

I'm 19...and signing up for college sucks badly....The things i do for....Me...my future...happiness....wow...And never forget!
My girlfriend <3.
TBH She is my main reason to do something.
She is like...On my mind all the time..and well...gosh...I thank for giving me the motivation i need.I love you ....her account is on here...her name is Rainpelt but i don't share it because i don't want people bugging her. So have many female friends and i knew they would all gossip to her....uhhhhh...thats it for now.

S0 this thing will most;y be me bitching and talking about my girlfriend

So...Umm...

I won't say her name for her safety and my over protectiveness.
Rain...is amazing...she is 15 and the most perfect amazing girl ever.Even if she refuses to believe me and we argue about it so much. TNH, she is my longest relationship and we have been together since July 1...but we have loved each other so so much longer.All my previous dating life was just 1 night stands and week relationships and fun...stuff...I was a bad guy...But this girl is weird...like i knew i loved her from the moment we started talking XD

I even told her i loved her like in our first week of calling XD

she was shocked....and like it turned into something weird...that i never want to go through again...and then finally she said yes and now it's like...i can't believe i lived so long without her...Like life seemed...weird...Now i'm happy...and can't wait...for the amazing day...

☀ ғᴀʟʏɴɴ ☀ Dιd I ever тell yoυ тнe deғιɴтιoɴ oғ ιɴѕαɴιтy? wrote: "I knew Rainpelt on my previous GR account. She was nice. ^-^"

XD
who were you?
haha she is nice...and loves to tease me >.>

OHHHHHHHH...Yea did you talk to her often?
She said she is different now...I like to think i have had a positive affect on her life.

https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/2...

this one?

I hope soo...i don't ask things like that tho...to afraid of the answer.

Yeah,that's cool i guess.

So this was her post on s Journals thing she did or is doing but isn't active ...
This was her...It makes me feel like good...and bad at the same time...I told her to enjoy herself and she didn't >.< Two weeks without her... this was hell and a test to us...wow...I hated feeling alone...


Okay.. Didnt post here for a long time...
I'm on holiday... Still faking a smile so people won't notice how I feel inside. Make it seem that I'm happy and joyful so no one bothers me... But the only way I'm happy is when I'm back home so I can talk with my superman again.... I miss him... Badly, ugh.... I hate this feeling...... I hate missing people....

This may be all for today,It's sleepy time and she is still asleep...and i know as soon as i sleep she will wake up....///Dammmm

OK!
So were was i...

Well ummm right now i have a ton of stress.And like...I can't put it on my girlfriend...i can't make her like have my problems or share...I want to...but I feel like a dick....And like i wish she would offer to help more...I love her and everything right? but...i feel like she sometimes is un aware of what i go through...I am pretty sure i share but idk...Umm....yea.........So like...I think that is my fault for dating such a young girl,maybe she hasn't grown up yet and her mind set is on fun and like stuff like that...and i don't mind..it makes her happy but i do wish...she would be more involved in it.I'm weird right?

So...Uhhh playing guitar helps...

so… tell me why… I miss old times… when I wasnt in love and shut wasn't so … love is soooooo hard… sometimes it feels like a one way street.