it's personal discussion

(Journal title comes from "Morph", an amazing song by Twenty One Pilots!!)

I'm Cal. My pronouns are they/them/theirs. That's all I want to share right now, but I'll post more info later.
Feel free to comment at any time :)

Oooh, I use they/them/theirs too

Cool! :D

My responses might be short, since I'm in school. (Sorry!)

Still questioning what exactly I identify as...

I'm pretty sure I'm not cis. Either I'm nonbinary, or trans

But which one?? That's the hardest part to figure out...

I'm agender or trans, IDK yet either :D

☯Phoenix~They/them-I'm here, I'm queer, and I wanna have chocolate-Having Transgender friends isn't a pass from being transphobic☯ wrote: "I'm agender or trans, IDK yet either :D"

just sent you a friend request. it's good to know that I'm not alone there, at least :)

i should study for my Business Management test, but that class is so boringggg

i did end up studying. i like school, tbh. just not this class!!

i had really low expectations for the book i'm reading, but it's actually not bad

Which one?

Life As We Knew It

Thanks

cal wrote: "Life As We Knew It"

i actually really liked this book but the rest of the series was underwhelming for me

They didn't sound very interesting to me, lol.

looking for some good roleplay groups to join. idk, though.

Me: I'm not emo in any way!!!

Also me: *listens to I'm Not Okay (I Promise) in 2019*

in my defense, it's a great song lol

If anyone feels like checking out my pinterest~
https://www.pinterest.com/starlightba...

I have a lot of original ideas to write, but all I want to work on is a Be More Chill x Dear Evan Hansen crossover fanfic...

Psssst we're singing Dear Evan Hanson

That's awesome!!!! Which song?

Sincerely Me(A bit of each tbh), Waving Through A Window, You Will Be Found, and For Forever

I like all of those!! Well, really the whole thing. lol.

:D

i've been learning to cook more. soon i want to make this

i'm a shy person irl. and it's usually fine, since i'm used to it.
but...sometimes it's downright crippling

tonight will be good, though--I plan to start watching one of my old favorite shows again!!

i have two moods when it comes to songs I like:

1. Broadway and musical theatre!!

2. Alternative rock/emo!!!

there is no in between xD

cal wrote: "i have two moods when it comes to songs I like:

1. Broadway and musical theatre!!

2. Alternative rock/emo!!!

there is no in between xD"

okay, not entirely true. I also like some protest songs, lol

but if my very very conservative family ever found out about that....ohhhh boy....

favorite bands/artists
1. Twenty One Pilots
2. Fall Out Boy
3. Panic! At The Disco
4. My Chemical Romance
5. Owl City

favorite musicals
1. Dear Evan Hansen
2. Be More Chill
3. Heathers
4. Hamilton

so yeah, i'm lowkey emo. and a "basic theatre gay", as my sister says. lol.

wishing i looked more androgynous or even masculine...but maybe it's better to present as close to my assigned gender as possible. at least my family doesn't judge me this way!!

if this isn't my life--

my current homescreen on my phone

the book i'm reading is Amazing...but it's not listed on GR,

seems about right xD

Send me link :D

Nevermind, think I found it

Got alana

Nice! She was probably my second option, lol

i ran into the table saw today in woodshop class, and it left a bruise :/ (not the blade part of course! *that* would've been bad, lol)

feeling weirdly sad. I don't even know why

not to start Discourse, but...we really need diverse books
and movies, and TV shows, and musicals, and video games

all kinds of diversity. race! countries! sexuality! gender! disability! even some smaller things, like professions and hobbies...

just posted an important, but risky, status update. i'm very nervous now....

i've been emotional today.

my senior year is almost over...

and I'm coming back to this school next year for college-level dual enrollment courses, but still. this feels like the end of an era.

that makes sense! nice to meet you

today's the last full day of my senior year

i'll come back for like an hour on Tuesday to take a final, but...then i'm done

time to cryyyyy

It's just emotional xD i didn't like school all that much, but it will just be so different now...

I want to get my master's degree in Library Science, tbh.

failing that, i'll major in creative writing

thanks! :)

haven't posted here in a few days. things are going okay! i'm just busy.