Anjum Choudhary's Blog - Posts Tagged "owe"

At times I wonder if that was too much from my end .. but I couldn't change it, not because I didn't want to, but because this is who I am and this is how I have been, this is me and that's how I am supposed to behave . Give all I have or nothing at all, to feel extreme, to feel everything all at once or feel nothing.. absolutely nothing. I can't blame anyone for my decisions, my choices. I have purely loved this world and everything in it .. every single thing whole heartedly, unbiased at some point of time.. although i never got back even half of what it took, what I gave .. yet I am content. This world owes me so much more .. it's in debt and I'd like it to be that way .. I don't expect any returns .. but just knowing I was capable of giving it more than it could ever give me is satisfying on a whole new level, like a high .. it's a feeling I will never be able to explain.. And that I don't think I'd want to have it any other way.