I'm searching for something and I wish I would find it already. It's damn frustrating to know something is right in my face, but I simply can't see it. I'm wondering if I'm back to that point where I can't see the forest for all the damn trees in the way.

Have you ever had a moment that you wanted to put into a jar so that you could open it and be right back in that place? A song that reminds you of a place and time? It doesn't matter what's going on around you; when you hear it, you're back in that restaurant and he's telling you it's over, you're in your room dancing in your underwear because he called you, or you're reaching for her, but she's gone.

I have those songs and they keep playing in my head today. Whatever it is that's eluding me, please come to me. I am growing almost melancholy with all this soul searching madness.