Happy Saturday evening, my freaky-deekys!

It's almost 7pm and I'm just now becoming a functioning adult, because I was up until 7am smoking crack.

No. I'm totally kidding. I wasn't smoking crack in a literal sense. But I was feeding my addiction...

Working on PUSH .

For those of you who are new to my blog, or my page, or just my general life-sharing, PUSH is a book that I'm currently writing, with which I am ALMOST DONE (first draft, I mean).

It started out as a short story. But then all of
a sudden I was over 100 pages and things just started getting real good. So I decided to call it a novella. And then it exceeded 350 pages (AND hasn't even been properly formatted yet!)

That's when I realized that this thing is a full-blown erotic novel, and I need to just be fine with that. Which I am. Because holy FUCK do I love these characters!

This is the most steamy, sexual, explicit, taboo story I've ever written, and I physically could not be more excited. Honestly, if anyone I know reads this book, I'll have to seriously consider never speaking to them again. It's that racy... and scandalous... and oh my GOD so dirty.

But it's also amazing. It's real and raw, and it deals with things that people don't always read/write about. I know there are a bunch of books out there of this genre/category (some of which are on my TBR currently), so I know people will like it.

I just can't believe how hard I fell for these characters. Ben is such a bossy, control-freak with a sweet vulnerable side that makes you swoon til the sun comes up. And Ryan, well... he's just the boy with a heart of gold. Together they're pure perfection. The chemistry and angst is muy caliente. And then when we add Ben's wife, Jessica, into the mix... It turns the whole thing up about fifteen notches!

PUSH is a story about people who end up discovering new layers of themselves that they never knew about. It's about crumpling up labels and just following your heart, loving who you love, despite how different or crazy it may seem.

I cannot wait for people to read this book. Hopefully you like it, and even more hopefully it ends up helping people who are struggling to find or accept themselves.

On that note, leave me alone because I'm going to finish this thing tonight! I'll be up until dawn again, I can already tell... At least we get an extra hour! Go Daylight Savings Time!

Peace & love & sex & cupcakes!