Time sure flies. They say it does so when you’re having fun. Am I having fun? That would be such an understatement! I’m having the time of my life. Of course the constant anonymity might be bothersome to some but I guess in my case it’s a blessing in disguise. Being invisible means I can do what I want, when I want and however I want!

The professors are a pain. But then again, teachers no matter where they’re from are always a pain. Elementary, Middle school, High school or University, not much really changes. I pity them actually. They’re kind of unsuccessful souls after all. People that couldn’t be what they wanted to be so they want others to feel their misery.

So why wasn’t I writing entries? Well… I’ve been busy. I’m like buried in a ton of assignments and papers that I need to submit. It’s a living hell if you really know what I’m going through. Thank God I don’t have any friends. I can see those living with the illusion of having friends live out the misery of late submissions and regret.

One man’s misery is another’s pastime though. I’m no different really. It’s amusing to watch them go through their cycles of crying, cursing, hemming and hawing etc. They keep blaming it upon the system. I agree with them on that, yes I do. But just cribbing about it in your friend circles isn’t going to change anything now is it?

Well enough with the stupid update on stupider folk. I guess I should rather get down to business. Why I am so tensed that I’m writing an entry after all this time? Well it’s because of Jenny… Jenny who? Jenny Page. The same Jenny Page I knew from school. The one I cross dressed for. Sure was a coincidence meeting her here!

I’m not sure if she remembers me. Actually, I’m kind of hoping on it. I mean, if she really does remember me from back then, I’m worried if she might ask me about Jamie. I’d never thought I’d have to go down memory lane and relive the whole ordeal in my head. I’m in big trouble alright. What’s worse, she’s coming over tonight to study.

I’ve become quite the nerd since I got into college. I mean, I changed into this whole jock character back in high school but I’m back to being the number one nerd. And since I’m such a freaking genius, Jenny all of a sudden caught me after class and asked me if I could tutor her a bit. Of course I was going to refuse but she never gave me a chance. She just flat out invited herself over!

I must say, she was one dominating being in school but compared to the way she is now, the old Jenny looked really meek and gentle. I’m not sure how it’s going to play out today. I hope everything will turn out okay. But the one thing I hope for the most is for her to have forgotten about me completely. I mean in this whole wide world, a mere James Mathew shouldn’t matter. Right?