"I don't love to write, but I love having written," is a quote that I could relate a lot to in the past. So what has changed? Why do I feel so completely differently about the "struggle and torture of writing" that I used to complain a lot about before?

Most people want to have done what they want to do, they don't actually want to do what they want to do.
That was a confusing sentence.
But the gist of it is that it's human nature to avoid uncomfortable and difficult things. And since writing requi...