Hello. If you're still alive, then I'm sure you will still be roaming the Earth all alone. I don't know about the technological leaps that occurred in the 18-year gap between us, but I can imagine.I hope you died, but if you didn't, then I hope you got away safely from this country. By now, I know you've read tons of books, learned tons of skills, and eaten tons of fats. Still, I hope you've turned to a more healthy diet.I'm worried about you. I know you've been taking your depression medication for more than 10 years, and I know that you can't sleep without them. I know what you see in your sleep. I know what I see in my sleep. It's not something pleasant enough to be repetitively seen.Please take care of your heart, and if you're still abiding to the oath we cut couple of years ago from my time, then please release yourself. It's time to have someone by your side. Don't die alone. Don't die like me. And above all, don't come back to Egypt. Don't even get buried there.And finally, continue learning as long as you're alive. It's a dark pit, the world we live in, but knowledge can be a faint lantern. Godspeed, amigo.