I am here drowning myself in a bit of fear and worry as I look through the classifieds trying to find a job, and I think to myself why are you worried??? You know how this thing goes!!!In fact... I find myself believing at times that this time at home is a blessing, considering the fact that I have to complete a short film for school and complete my book. Stop worrying!When the time comes, I will get a great paying job at a great location, if not my old job.The thing is, I'm just worried about all the upcoming events and that my family and I won't be able to afford and enjoy them. My daughter's 4th birthday is on the 31st of January... then Valentine's day... then my hubby's birthday is on the 22nd of February... and mine is on the 8th of March. I really wanted to do something special this year as last year was a total bust.I just want a bit of financial freedom for ONCE!But why am I worried? God has a way of making things work in your favour. I am grateful for the roof over my head, the food that I get to eat, the clothes on my back, my little happy family and basically every thing that I overcame thus far. I am truly grateful and despite not having luxuries... I am so happy.I just really want a job to help my hubby pay off for these appliances and to start saving so we could build our own home and to go out on a date every once in a while.I'm not worried. My blessing and financial freedom is coming soon and that's all that matters!!!! Life is great and I am thankful.Never get worried!